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The Flood / Re: I quit my job
« on: September 01, 2017, 08:44:08 AM »
Walmart apparently has a guaranteed ten bucks an hour, with some wage increases after you've proven you aren't going to quit after three months.

But they also drug test. And that does include meth, you silly-billy.

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Gaming / Re: Recommend me your best PC titles
« on: September 01, 2017, 12:25:51 AM »
I'm pretty fond of Dark Messiah of Might and Magic. Story is meh, but it has some of the best gameplay I've ever experienced. M&B: Warband is a pretty fun tactical medieval game, but I really just had to force myself through the first few hours until I could get past the flaws (and army commands are either pretty terrible until you get mods to fix them and the awful AI). Homeworld 2 is also pretty fantastic, and I'm fairly sure there was a remaster(?), but I have my old copy from when I was a kid so I play that on occasion when I'm feeling nostalgic.

And Age of Empires for sure. I'm fucking awful at it, but every time I play, I always leave it with a smile and a sense of internal satisfaction.

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The Flood / Re: I survived Hurricane Harvey: AMA
« on: September 01, 2017, 12:16:23 AM »
How badly do hurricanes/tropical storms affect your job? What's the modus operandi when it comes to dealing with them (evactuation, does anybody have to stay behind, etc.)?

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The Flood / Re: Song that is stuck in your head
« on: September 01, 2017, 12:14:15 AM »
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vKUAMHSfMOk

swans - love of life (long version)

i love swans
Thanks for posting this. I've been rocking out to them for the past few days.

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The Flood / Re: have you ever been in a car crasH?
« on: August 31, 2017, 03:00:02 AM »
Scariest moments of my life have happened in cars.

When I was ten this guy literally spun out in front of us in seventy mile an hour traffic whilst on the interstate. We hit him when my mom slowed down to a speed that wouldn't kill us, but the guy was fucking crazed. Signs point (now that my world-view is more broad) to him being on meth or heroin at the time due to how much he was twitching and spasming. Mom asked me to get his license plate number after he drove off before the cops came, but I was too young to remember a vague jumbling of letters and so he got away.

Next time was dad high as fuck on prescription meds, passing out at the wheel. Literally had to jerk the wheel hard to the right to keep us from careening off into a twenty foot drop and into a river.

Last time my friend hit a deer while I was sleeping in the passengers seat. Not as traumatic as the others, but the transition from rest to utter panic is to this day the most jarring thing I've experienced.

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The Flood / Re: How many of you go to 4/chan/
« on: August 31, 2017, 02:50:00 AM »
/v/, /a/, /out/, /tg/, and /qst/.

Not really on /tg/ that much anymore. I only really post when I get minis that I want to show off or want to geek out about old school video games.

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The Flood / Re: How many of you go to 4/chan/
« on: August 30, 2017, 03:09:06 AM »
/qst/, /out/, and /v/.

I feel like an outlier.

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The Flood / Re: do you often stay awake past midnight?
« on: August 30, 2017, 02:45:09 AM »
With few exceptions, I haven't been conscious past midnight for a day of my life since I've been eleven years old.

Back in the day I used to watch TV until I was too tired to escape the insomnia. Now I just browse the internet and drink until I drop.

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Gaming / Re: Games to play (and stream)
« on: August 29, 2017, 08:43:54 PM »
None of these games.

Play something like S.T.A.L.K.E.R. or F.E.A.R.. Interesting games with interesting mechanics. The former is about a sixteen hour adventure if you're taking your time, but entertains the whole way, The latter is spooky on occasion, but the difficulty dips between easy firefights and fuck-you so much on occasion you're left almost wanting for more.

I only say this because the nightmares and the horror genre have begun to correlate. I just want visual context.
I liked FEAR. Never got into STALKER because my old pc couldn't really run it.
How could you run FEAR but not STALKER?

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The Flood / Re: Worse thing you've done to someone
« on: August 29, 2017, 08:17:21 PM »
There's this girl who knows I have suicidal depression. Love of my life, actually. She's had a long term relationship of about four years (I didn't know), but she used to have a thing for me. In a moment of weakness she told me about how much she still loved me, and sent pretty detailed nudies and messages to me whilst drunk, and then continued to do so the next two days after she sobered up. She then told me it was all a mistake after telling me it was a mistake.

Admittedly, this is ongoing. She asked for her forgiveness, still wants to be friends and has been asking for at least my forgiveness. I just been telling her how much she hurt me by lying about loving someone, for giving me hope of something non-superficial, for betraying me enough to make me think I had a chance with someone like her. I'm back on the bottle due to it.

She's a good person, but fuck, Everything I told her was too much. I was too mad, too angry.

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Gaming / Re: Games to play (and stream)
« on: August 29, 2017, 06:04:32 AM »
None of these games.

Play something like S.T.A.L.K.E.R. or F.E.A.R.. Interesting games with interesting mechanics. The former is about a sixteen hour adventure if you're taking your time, but entertains the whole way, The latter is spooky on occasion, but the difficulty dips between easy firefights and fuck-you so much on occasion you're left almost wanting for more.

I only say this because the nightmares and the horror genre have begun to correlate. I just want visual context.

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The Flood / Re: Song that is stuck in your head
« on: August 28, 2017, 08:02:37 PM »
YouTube


Best song of the album so far.

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The Flood / Re: what are you drinking tonight
« on: August 27, 2017, 06:07:00 AM »
I have DTs so bad I can't drink anymore.

A seizure after even after a single drink a week or so later kills the enthusiasm of a pint or shot.

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The Flood / Hospital?
« on: August 22, 2017, 12:00:47 PM »
Cut off drinking about three weeks ago, but recently things have been getting progressively awful. Every night I only am able to sleep three hours, and sweating so terrible I have to change sheets. I similarly have nightmares where I die every single time. My hands, arms, legs, limbs* have have either been shaking uncontrollably or have gone numb. That said happened at work where I was almost ready to black out. I also taste blood, like half the time.

Is this liver failure? My best friends girlfriend said it might be anxiety due to stress, but I can't afford to see a doctor.

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Gaming / Re: Warframe
« on: August 17, 2017, 08:48:57 AM »
Finally back into it. Was so confused on the single mission I did that I completely forgot my keybindings, yet still did the most damage and finished first.

And my clan kicked me out due to inactivity.

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The Flood / Re: battlestations
« on: August 16, 2017, 09:46:15 AM »
day pic
Spoiler
I love that BRS poster.

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The Flood / Just bought 24 bottles and a half gallon
« on: August 15, 2017, 08:42:52 PM »
I'm already drunk enough to where I don't need them. I just don't know what to do with them.

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Gaming / Re: I started playing Warframe 10 days ago.
« on: August 12, 2017, 05:23:53 PM »
I really want to get back into it but for some reason the game requires administrative access, and even when I allow it the game tells me I still lacks the necessary permissions to launch.

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animu and vidya
Why do people write like this? God I fucking hate the Internet sometimes.
I do it because fags like you get booty bothered over it.

And because moot jokingly rename /a/ as such and it just won't leave my brain.

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Most everyone I work with likes animu and vidya.

Sucks to suck, fag.

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Gaming / Re: How much time have YOU wasted on Destiny?
« on: July 22, 2017, 07:35:57 PM »
Not even a second.

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The Flood / Re: Sep7 short fiction contest
« on: July 16, 2017, 06:30:48 AM »
Just know mine would exemplify misery, no matter the subject.

Any particular theme in mind?

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Gaming / Re: [Dark Souls 1] Challenge run ideas
« on: July 16, 2017, 12:39:58 AM »
Shields only, but none with 100% damage resistance.

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Gaming / Re: Mouse settings
« on: July 13, 2017, 07:33:49 AM »
Normally at 1000 or so DPI, but I regularly adjust as my mouse has manual buttons for that.

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I like you. (´・ω・`)

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The Flood / Re: How safe is your job?
« on: July 02, 2017, 12:31:01 AM »
5%

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The Flood / Re: I'm thinking of a number from 1 - 200...
« on: June 27, 2017, 01:56:37 PM »
69

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Gaming / Re: Steam Sale Thread
« on: June 24, 2017, 01:22:07 AM »
RE6 (for coop shenanigans) and both Hotline Miami games.

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The Flood / Re: What are some of your short-term goals
« on: June 24, 2017, 01:17:52 AM »
Stop drinking, practice having a brighter outlook on things, and possibly get a new job.

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