Where to start with you? Well, for starters, you're a funny person to me. Every time I see your name it brings back something in the back of my head that I know I should remember, but I don't. That means, at some point in time, before this head of mine took some hits, I knew you in some capacity. Or at the very least, you were somebody on my thoughts.

But, that's all gone now and you're largely a stranger to me. But, I still pick up stuff from time to time. I don't know how long you've been living in that car of yours. But let me say that if you've been doing it for a while, it's impressive.

You don't break down on the forums like some folks do. Some folks on the internet use it for escape. Or to whine in too much excess. Or maybe they become caustic, ugly people. But by all appearances for the longest time I always thought you lived the average life, because you post like an average person, as if your day is average and okay.

It's more than I can say for myself. I don't know how you ended up in your position. But it likely wasn't through something good or happy, was it? For me, I doubt it's something I could do. Let alone keep up the appearance of being okay.

And, not only that, but it seems like it's more of your choice to stay like things are now. Who am I to say? I don't know you, after all. But it can't be easy. And, if I do remember things, a few anarchy posts back, you've got other troubles too.

It's something I've gotta commend you on. Early adult years are a bitch for everybody. But to deal with what you're dealing right now is something that would probably leave a fair number of people walking down really bad roads. But you've got this kind of air to you that you can handle it.

Like it's all according to some smooth plan of yours. And I hope that's the case. I hope stuff falls into place for you and you find out where you're going in life. Because at the same time you seem like somebody who's drifting. You haven't found your place in life yet.

No easy task for some people. And it can seem so very hopeless. I hope things work out for you and you figure out what comes next in yours. And that maybe you get better luck and kinder people that'll take you down happier roads. Folks like you don't deserve the trouble they get.