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The Flood / Re: blog thread
« on: February 03, 2016, 12:05:17 PM »
That must really suck. I don't particularly want to drive yet either, but it's more down to my own laziness and unwillingness to spend money on lessons. I don't mind walking or using public transport, so I guess it's not as bad for me.

How far is the walk once you get off the bus/ train?
three and a half miles

i could probably stop at a diner or something

Three and a half miles? Shit you could cover that in like an hour. That's nothing. You're good to go.


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The Flood / Re: blog thread
« on: February 03, 2016, 12:03:24 PM »
How's my day? I'm fucking tired. I'm having trouble with oxygen intake and distribution and I've got bumps and bruises all over that aren't healing which only makes me feel like more shit.

And I'm caught in a bit of a pickle. I can sit here, rest, and not tax myself because I'm sick with the most entertaining disease possible. But I've got winter cabin fever and everything in me is telling me that I have to move.

So if rest, I start spiraling down and getting agitated because I'm not moving.

And I've got a million shitloads of things to focus on right now in a small time frame. Lots of physical work to be done, and soon.

My day is fun.

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The Flood / Re: Disaccharide
« on: February 03, 2016, 11:56:04 AM »
Did you know, that technically and theoretically, time ends inside of a black hole?

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The Flood / Re: blog thread
« on: February 03, 2016, 11:54:42 AM »
Shit, that sucks.

Guessing there is no public transport there either?
There is, but none of them are routed close to my city. I'm gonna have to take that option and walk the rest of the way.
egh

Good luck <.<

It's good exercise. He'll be Verb Mc Buffington after he's done.

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Serious / Re: Who here has had suicidal thoughts lately?
« on: February 03, 2016, 11:41:16 AM »
I actually get very severely bummed out a lot, mostly when I don't have anything to do(like if I beat a game).

I don't think it's depression though.

You'd be surprised, actually. Depression really isn't some magical outside affliction that people just catch. Everybody is prone to depression naturally. It's a thing that exists for every living person. It's primarily called a depression because on a graph of emotions, the bar swings downwards when somebody is sad. It's a dent in your emotional spectrum.

But, there's all sorts of different aspects of depression. What's important is how severe depression is and when it gets to the point that people start becoming affected negatively on a consistent basis by it. So you can actually say that it is depression.

But it's not one you likely need to worry about.

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The Flood / Re: blog thread
« on: February 03, 2016, 11:35:25 AM »
That's what happens when you stall on learning how to safely commandeer a four wheeled death plow.

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The Flood / Re: I'm buzzing
« on: February 03, 2016, 01:44:29 AM »
Could be better I suppose. I dropped something heavy on my foot.

That's not gonna heal any time soon. I really didn't feel like working in work boots with a bruise that's gonna stay and chafe. And I'm fucking beat.

February is here. I know it's time to get my shit together and start moving again. But it's gonna be hard in my present state. I'm partially made of glass right now.
You don't want to put any unnecessary stress on your foot while it's healing. I know you work manually outside and such, but you should try to find some other kind of footwear or something.

That's the thing.

I don't heal so well anymore. Or at least, I heal real slowly. I've still got bruises in places from bumps I took months ago. And I was wearing steel toed work boots. Those don't crush easy. I dropped a small generator on my foot though. Dent in the metal slightly. Normally that doesn't happen. Dropping generators on my feet, I mean.
Damn, that's sucky. I hope it starts to heal, though, I'm sure that will make doing any physical labor hell.

It's no biggie compared to what I work with normally anyway. Just an irritant.

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Gaming / Re: Halo 5 mega thread
« on: February 03, 2016, 01:30:39 AM »
Is this the official "Halo 5 Complaint Box/Bitch about stuff thread"?

Until further notice and Lemon's return.

Yes.

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The Flood / Re: This is what happens when you don't have a girlfriend
« on: February 03, 2016, 01:29:52 AM »
Somebody suggested to me that I train once. Kind of a funny thought. I'm already physically strong on my own without training, just from working. But if I did start.

Well, that might be something.

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The Flood / Re: I'm buzzing
« on: February 03, 2016, 01:22:43 AM »
Could be better I suppose. I dropped something heavy on my foot.

That's not gonna heal any time soon. I really didn't feel like working in work boots with a bruise that's gonna stay and chafe. And I'm fucking beat.

February is here. I know it's time to get my shit together and start moving again. But it's gonna be hard in my present state. I'm partially made of glass right now.
You don't want to put any unnecessary stress on your foot while it's healing. I know you work manually outside and such, but you should try to find some other kind of footwear or something.

That's the thing.

I don't heal so well anymore. Or at least, I heal real slowly. I've still got bruises in places from bumps I took months ago. And I was wearing steel toed work boots. Those don't crush easy. I dropped a small generator on my foot though. Dent in the metal slightly. Normally that doesn't happen. Dropping generators on my feet, I mean.

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The Flood / Re: I'm buzzing
« on: February 03, 2016, 01:16:07 AM »
Could be better I suppose. I dropped something heavy on my foot.

That's not gonna heal any time soon. I really didn't feel like working in work boots with a bruise that's gonna stay and chafe. And I'm fucking beat.

February is here. I know it's time to get my shit together and start moving again. But it's gonna be hard in my present state. I'm partially made of glass right now.

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Gaming / Re: Halo 5 mega thread
« on: February 03, 2016, 12:56:28 AM »
YouTube


It must be made of something weak Vegeta; like paper mache....or Raditz

And of fucking course they'd make the DMR a fucking vehicle killer yet again.

No fucking wonder I just melt in warzone now. Everybody's got DMR's or god forbid, DMR's with kinetic bolts.

Single worst weapon added to the series solely on the fact that in every game it has to be the spamtastic "fuck you and have a bad day too" weapon.

What makes it better is how absolutely worthless the fucking Hydra is for fighting any vehicle exept for killing warthog gunners who were fucked anyway by being on said warthog gun.

The Typhoon is actually really dangerous against infantry since it's got upped everything.

And the last version of the hydra is literally satan because every rocket has an EMP effect. If you fire them slowly at vehicles you can just stun lock them completely.

But, agreeably, all base weapons in warzone are made of shit.

The mid tiers are usually the best all around, and last versions are usually special snowflakes designed to make anybody regret stepping into a vehicle even more.

Like Talon of the Lost.

Armour piercing needles. You want to piss off a scorpion driver? Needle him to death through his driver seat and take his ride.

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Gaming / Re: Songs and sounds you dread hearing in games
« on: February 03, 2016, 12:46:16 AM »
>Req my last Spartan laser
>Last 4 perfect laser shots on Phaeton Boss
"Enemies have eliminated Captain Hestro"



Rule of thumb. Don't waste reqs on bosses. Just take potshots with your main weapon and hope the draw favors you.

Save your power weapons for what really counts.

Making other players unhappy as they roll out of their base in a sparkly fresh tank and get lasered.

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The Flood / Re: This is what happens when you don't have a girlfriend
« on: February 03, 2016, 12:39:19 AM »
Is that what happens when you have a boyfriend?

Fresh off the boat, from reddit, kid? heh I remember when I was just like you. Braindead. Lemme give you a tip so you can make it in this cyber sanctuary: never make jokes like that. You got no reputation here, you got no name, you got jackshit here. It's survival of the fittest and you ain't gonna survive long on The Flood by saying stupid jokes that your little hugbox cuntsucking reddit friends would upboat. None of that here. You don't upboat. You don't downboat. This ain't reddit, kid. This is The Flood. We have REAL intellectual discussion, something I don't think you're all that familiar with. You don't like it, you can hit the bricks on over to imgur, you daily show watching son of a bitch. I hope you don't tho. I hope you stay here and learn our ways. Things are different here, unlike any other place that the light of internet pop culture reaches. You can be anything here. Me ? heh, I'm a judge.. this place.... this place has a lot to offer... heh you'll see, kid . . . that is if you can handle it...
*teleports behind you*

Tch, nothin' personnel kid...

*stabs you with my katakana sword*

Stop

*Slams door closed to wank off to dank memes in privacy*

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The Flood / Re: A simple question I have come to ask you
« on: February 03, 2016, 12:11:20 AM »
I've come to know all too well that 50/50 chance is literally bullshit and is skewed by a person's own personal luck.

I wouldn't do a lot with money anyway. I'd just give most of it away. But, considering my own circumstances and the fact that I'm a little bit limited in lifespan? I'd take it anyway.

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Gaming / Re: Halo 5 mega thread
« on: February 02, 2016, 11:52:39 PM »
YouTube


It must be made of something weak Vegeta; like paper mache....or Raditz

And of fucking course they'd make the DMR a fucking vehicle killer yet again.

No fucking wonder I just melt in warzone now. Everybody's got DMR's or god forbid, DMR's with kinetic bolts.

Single worst weapon added to the series solely on the fact that in every game it has to be the spamtastic "fuck you and have a bad day too" weapon.

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The Flood / Re: React World is no longer going to be a thing.
« on: February 02, 2016, 06:46:34 PM »
Don't know what that is, didn't watch videos.

Guess I didn't miss anything then. I'm okay with that.

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Serious / Re: Why the punk scene loves Sanders
« on: February 02, 2016, 06:45:05 PM »


Relevant.

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The Flood / Re: totally sobnner right now
« on: February 02, 2016, 06:39:40 PM »
I too, enjoy missing kidneys.

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The Flood / Re: just fuck my shit up fam
« on: February 02, 2016, 06:35:45 PM »
I got needles shoved into my bones and needles shoved into my eyes.

Me bones came back okay but my fucking eyes are inconclusive. Still don't know what's eating me.

My January was mostly crap.

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The Flood / Re: Anyone have any experience with online dating?
« on: February 02, 2016, 06:27:23 PM »
Don't bother.

If you're looking for fuck and ditch, those places have you covered. If you're looking for a relationship with a  human being who's not bottom of the barrel, you're barking up the wrong tree.

Just save yourself the trouble and don't.

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Serious / Re: Who here has had suicidal thoughts lately?
« on: February 02, 2016, 03:32:59 AM »
I guess if we're talking about suicidal thoughts, this would be the place to put it. Something just occured to me.

I've been through worse. On a physical level, I've endured things that have almost knocked me stone cold dead without a chance. But I'm still here. And I've managed to recover in bits and pieces. To the best of my ability. I don't know how long I'll be able to keep it up for. But I'm still here for now.

It's actualy kind of funny to think about. Compared to what's in my head, eating away at me, physically, I've gone through so much worse. I can do something with that. I can do myself a favor and not give in to this.


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The Flood / Re: Do you think that there's a parallel universe where...
« on: February 02, 2016, 03:26:03 AM »
If we're talking about parrallels, it kind of amuses me that supposedly in another universe, I'd be healthy with no defects or diseases, I'd be happy and content. But I'd be a massive douchelord to everybody around me. I'd be selfish, uncaring for others, and freely ruthless.

Strange to think about.

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The Flood / Re: I just discovered something new.
« on: February 02, 2016, 02:35:18 AM »
Probably why people listen to music in workouts. Working out for yourself is hard because you're focused on the strain.

But when you've got something else to occupy your head? You're good to roll.

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Serious / Re: Who here has had suicidal thoughts lately?
« on: February 02, 2016, 01:44:13 AM »
Just curious. Can you give me an example of what counts as not enough, Class?
Some things can never change.

A lot of things can. And if this is what I think you're talking about, even still, it can. It just requires effort.

Something a lot of people shy away from. That's half of what depression can be sometimes. People's unwillingness to work for what they want. They fool themselves into thinking it's out of reach, because they're afraid to put the effort required in to get it. Depression can slip right in through that and then feed it.

I guess it really depends on the circumstances and what you want to do.

Part of it is thinking about things logically. It can follow like this. Somebody has an expectation, or a goal. But it's unrealistic. Inevitably the goal will fail because it had no logical founding.

You get nowhere, if you don't have a good base to work off of.  And sometimes, people realize this. And they look at what's actually required to reach their goal. And they shy away.

There's always physical limitations. But there are always ways to overcome the limits if you seriously put your head in the game. And like Nuka said. Part of it is being satisfied.

Essentially, not getting greedy.

For instance. Let's take figure skaters as an example. In order to be a top of the line skater, like world class, you need to have a good, attracive physical appearance, and you actually need the right body type. Long legs, the right height, that sort of thing. If you don't have those, then you'll never be accepted into the top leagues.

But that doesn't mean that you couldn't perform as well as they do. You might not ever be able to reach top league material because of pre-defined things that you can't change, but at the same time, you can still push yourself far. And it's accepting this, that allows you to be content. And if you don't, you'll always hunger for more.

Why do you think greed exists? It exists because people aren't content. They don't stop and use reason, to realize what they have.

I know what class is actually talking about here when he speaks like this. And while what he's talking about is an issue, and a big one, it's not unattainable.

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Serious / Re: Who here has had suicidal thoughts lately?
« on: February 02, 2016, 01:13:07 AM »
Just curious. Can you give me an example of what counts as not enough, Class?
Some things can never change.

A lot of things can. And if this is what I think you're talking about, even still, it can. It just requires effort.

Something a lot of people shy away from. That's half of what depression can be sometimes. People's unwillingness to work for what they want. They fool themselves into thinking it's out of reach, because they're afraid to put the effort required in to get it. Depression can slip right in through that and then feed it.

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Serious / Re: Who here has had suicidal thoughts lately?
« on: February 02, 2016, 01:07:44 AM »
Just curious. Can you give me an example of what counts as not enough, Class?

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The Flood / Re: Ever feel like doing this?
« on: February 02, 2016, 01:03:25 AM »
I make a point not to vent frustration at people as much as possible. If anything I'd just go wrestlemania on the table instead.

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The Flood / Re: Rum and coke has me philosophical
« on: February 02, 2016, 12:54:02 AM »
You're in your 40's, correct?

How does it feel to watch the newer generations behind you descend into extra special retardation, and that these people are our future?

Turned 40 this past July.

Meh, they said the same about us X'ers. The WWII generation said it about the Boomers.

The only advice I would give is:

Stop taking pictures and video of the shit you guys do. It ONLY becomes People's Exibit A

Ever think that maybe what was said about the x'ers and boomers was actually right, and the newer generations are just a link in the chain of steadily growing numbers of stupid people?

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Gaming / Re: Songs and sounds you dread hearing in games
« on: February 02, 2016, 12:52:14 AM »
Moaning noises in horror. Old school zombies still give me the heebie-jeebies.

You'd love Dividers in Dead Space then. You can hear them across the entire level moaning their sobby asses off and then they go quiet right before tey find you.

YouTube

Hated Dead Space, but in the way that you're supposed to. Shame how DS3 went.

Never played it. Never found a copy of it. Guess I got lucky.

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