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« on: April 07, 2016, 01:02:35 AM »
Pretty nice of you to do that
That's what's weird to me. I honestly wasn't aware as to what extent I had a reputation of around where I live. I only ever met the dude like three or four times but he knows or heard enough about me to call if he's in trouble.
I guess it's not weird. It's just an interesting slap to myself. I had no idea that word would travel so far. I drove two hours to go pick the dude up, sent two hours driving back, passed my home and drove for another hour to reach his out in the middle of nowhere.
It's kinda nice, I guess. Few years ago in my town at least I was the person everybody talked shit about.
2 hours!? If I were him I'd remember the event and try to make it up for you if there ever was a good time.
I couldn't smooth talk him out of taking a portion of his paycheck and giving it to me for the gas used to get there and just for me showing up in the first place. On top of him telling me that the favor of getting a lift would be returned if I ever needed it.
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« on: April 07, 2016, 12:56:57 AM »
I just liked the robot booty.
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« on: April 07, 2016, 12:55:49 AM »
Pretty nice of you to do that
That's what's weird to me. I honestly wasn't aware as to what extent I had a reputation of around where I live. I only ever met the dude like three or four times but he knows or heard enough about me to call if he's in trouble. I guess it's not weird. It's just an interesting slap to myself. I had no idea that word would travel so far. I drove two hours to go pick the dude up, sent two hours driving back, passed my home and drove for another hour to reach his out in the middle of nowhere. It's kinda nice, I guess. Few years ago in my town at least I was the person everybody talked shit about.
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« on: April 07, 2016, 12:34:10 AM »
I'm just sitting around in the afternoon cause I can't sleep, counting the time until Galo 5 updates and talking with Bacon, and I get a random ass phone call.
A dude I barely know beside just as an acquaintence, calls me up and says he's stuck and broke down out somewhere and I was the only person he had left to call. So I out there to him. Picked him and his stuff up and drove him home.
Talked to him on the trip back. Apparently he met some guy from the area where I live and the asshole didn't even offer a lift and just drove off.
It's just been a weird day.
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« on: April 06, 2016, 11:59:28 PM »
When life gives you lemons. . .
Throw them to the floor and twat life in the face for giving you shitty fruit.
Fun fact life didn't invent lemons. We cultivated the things after forcing various plants to have rabid sex with each other, and happened to take a liking to the sour baby plant monstrosity.
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« on: April 06, 2016, 11:41:30 PM »
Jesus christ I tried out that free hannibal scorpion from the req pack.
One shots ultra banshees. Two shots other scorpions. Anything within the retucle no matter how far it is gets bullet magnetism'd. I played an entire match with it on Noctus, the worst map for it. I took two direct laser shots and a scorpion round and didn't blow up.
And I single handedly crushed the hopes and dreams of the enemy team when they pulled out their hannibal scorpions in response to me and I spawnfucked four of them all in a row.
The tears and hate mail was real.
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« on: April 06, 2016, 11:00:21 AM »
Ya'll have chivalry confused.
This is what you say when you talk about Chivalry.
Thou shalt believe all that the Church teaches and thou shalt observe all its directions. Thou shalt defend the Church. Thou shalt respect all weaknesses, and shalt constitute thyself the defender of them. Thou shalt love the country in which thou wast born. Thou shalt not recoil before thine enemy. Thou shalt make war against the infidel without cessation and without mercy. Thou shalt perform scrupulously thy feudal duties, if they be not contrary to the laws of God. Thou shalt never lie, and shalt remain faithful to thy pledged word. Thou shalt be generous, and give largesse to everyone. Thou shalt be everywhere and always the champion of the Right and the Good against Injustice and Evil.
That's essentially the chivalry code. Lot a churchy stuff in there. They got like three things in their code that was actually decent.
And you can bet that there were knights didn't follow it.
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« on: April 06, 2016, 10:53:22 AM »
History was full of little porjectiles passing through persons and objects at significant speeds enough to cause damage?
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« on: April 06, 2016, 12:38:08 AM »
No. Don't let anybody tell you otherwise. Especially if it involves getting angry. Anger has it's uses but more often than not it's used in the wrong place at the wong time, and letting it dictate your actions for you so freely, well, that's not something I've ever been into very much.
Use your head first. Logic is your best friend. Emotions come second to help add the boost you need for things.
And you? Well, you're older. I don't know how old exactly, but I know that as people age they tend to mellow out a fair bit. Even guys who used to be fighters. As you age you can't afford to get angry. You get into fights and you can't take hits like you can when you're in your 20's. And the recovery time is longer.
I'd say nothing's wrong with you charlie. It's the people who let their fists swing first and think after, or likewise, people who let their lips do the talking and say shitty stuff before thinking that have it fucked and wrong.
I worry I lost my passion. The only thing that could send me into a rage is a real threat to my boys. The only thing that matters is their well being and that I am there to ensure it.
It sounds cold when I type that, but it's truth. Strong emotions are lost when I consider my sons. Everything else seems pale and transparent when my children are factored in.
Who can say then. I'd say that it might be part of being a parent. A decent one at least. The world loses some of it's focus and meaning to you because what matters most to you is your world. Your kids. But, it's not like I'm an expert. Who knows.
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« on: April 06, 2016, 12:27:07 AM »
No. Don't let anybody tell you otherwise. Especially if it involves getting angry. Anger has it's uses but more often than not it's used in the wrong place at the wong time, and letting it dictate your actions for you so freely, well, that's not something I've ever been into very much.
Use your head first. Logic is your best friend. Emotions come second to help add the boost you need for things.
And you? Well, you're older. I don't know how old exactly, but I know that as people age they tend to mellow out a fair bit. Even guys who used to be fighters. As you age you can't afford to get angry. You get into fights and you can't take hits like you can when you're in your 20's. And the recovery time is longer.
I'd say nothing's wrong with you charlie. It's the people who let their fists swing first and think after, or likewise, people who let their lips do the talking and say shitty stuff before thinking that have it fucked and wrong.
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« on: April 06, 2016, 12:10:40 AM »
On nights were I can't fall asleep I burn it off by exhausting myself. I do slow jog laps around my town until my legs can't keep my up anymore.
I come home, take my shoes off, and drop into bed with no protest.
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« on: April 06, 2016, 12:00:26 AM »
Cause she's young. Not in the pedo sense either. In terms of a personality, she's not a husk of a person who's dead inside and a walking buzz killington, unlike a fair chunk of the people here. She's friendly and easy to get along with. Makes for a perfect center of attention.
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« on: April 05, 2016, 11:47:36 PM »
I wonder if it'll have any promising new features.
Whenever zombies die they explode into a martyrdom cloud of toxic infestion shit that instantly kills anything caught in the vicinity. Any teammate zombies in the blast get set off and explode as well. Rack up sweet chain explosions!
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« on: April 05, 2016, 08:05:03 PM »
I'm not even excited for infection. I'm just pissed it took so long.
And another fucking UNSC map remix. Bravo 343i.
What remix?
Torque is getting a remix next month.
Oh that's what it was? It can't possibly be worse than torque tho right?
My basic understanding of the remixes is that they have a lighting, environmental, and skybox change. And like one or two walls to change the directional flow of the map. If anything the crowded map will be worse since 343 can't get their spawns right.
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« on: April 05, 2016, 07:47:06 PM »
losing oxygen while stranded in space.
Why suffocation?
It's basically like sleeping. You lose consciousness before you die. If Ru's in a space suit with dwindling air reserves then his oxygen would be replaced with his exhaled carbon monoxide, putting him to a slow sleep.
you exhale carbon dioxide though
Mistaken element, same outcome. Nigga he dead.
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« on: April 05, 2016, 07:45:12 PM »
C'mon it's time to get hyped say hoop there it is
C'mon all the fellas say hoop there it is
C'mon one time for the ladies say hoop there it is
Now all the fellas say hoop there it is
C'mon and run, baby run
C'mon, c'mon, do it, run baby run
Yeah, you want a hoop so shoot, baby shoot
C'mon and slam, and welcome to the jam
C'mon and slam, if you want to jam
C'mon and slam, and welcome to the jam
C'mon and slam, if you want to jam
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« on: April 05, 2016, 07:41:44 PM »
losing oxygen while stranded in space.
Why suffocation?
It's basically like sleeping. You lose consciousness before you die. If Ru's in a space suit with dwindling air reserves then his oxygen would be replaced with his exhaled carbon monoxide, putting him to a slow sleep.
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« on: April 05, 2016, 07:30:39 PM »
WOOOOOOP THERE IT IS
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« on: April 05, 2016, 07:28:34 PM »
kit kat overdose
Dunno if you'd want to die due to a lethal dose of chocolate matey. 22 pounds of chocolate sounds like the worst stomach ache. I guess you might even say that it'd be killer.
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« on: April 05, 2016, 07:27:39 PM »
Not in the manner I'm doing it now.
As long as I was productive while doing it then it could be anything.
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« on: April 05, 2016, 07:22:30 PM »
Why are you staying there?
For living it's because my mom has nobody else but me. Her family doesn't bother with her and neither does my dad's side. My sister isn't close with her and for my dad they don't get alone at all. At the moment I'm hoping my life could change by getting a new job, finding someone or at least joining something that gives me joy.
For getting out of the area I don't have enough money to move and to live on. Right now I'm going to be getting a new vehicle which means I can travel back and forth. Once I get that taking care of I'm going to look into going to a school to get a CDL. In my town there's a foundation that helps out people who are low income. I'm going to see if I'm able to get money though them to go to a school.
I figured. Family chains. You wanna walk freely but you don't want to leave a few folks behind in the process. It's not an easy thing to carry around. Trying to support somebody else when you don't even have the neccessary things to support yourself. Stick with it matey. You'll learn as you go along, and you'll make it.
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« on: April 05, 2016, 07:16:41 PM »
I think the only times I've ever had that was when I was in an unpleasant situation. And you're right. It wasn't a sad thing. For me it was slightly humorful. Just a statement in my head of how much I really didn't feel like getting back up again.
When I was collided into by a truck a few years back, I remember coming out of the initial shock of the whole thing. I was sitting lodged partially into a broken windshield. For a couple seconds there, I realized that I was going to have to pull myself out of the glass. And that my back really fucking hurt.
So, I did, and I rolled off the truck and flopped onto the ground. And I stayed there for a bit, thinking to myself those words.
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« on: April 05, 2016, 12:36:10 PM »
Mind if I ask why you're down?
The place I work for is ran by assholes, but I'm basically stuck there due to it being one off the few places that hire.
The town I live in only wants welfare and old people so there's hardly anything to do in it.
I live on a road which nobody interacts with each other. To make it even worse there is nobody who is around my age that lives on it.
When I was in pre-school my mom's dad died and her mom died when I was in 5th grade. My dad's parents are the only ones left but they barley bothered with me growing up.
My mom's side of the family hardly bothered with us and it's the same with my dad's. We hardly ever had any large family trips or gatherings. If there were any we ended up being let out.
I still have no girlfriend and hardly any friends.
For my dad the guy is intelligent in math and science but instead of going to college to become something like an engineer like his brother, he instead went for something he didn't even do. He instead wasted his life at a job making shit when he could have been so much more. What makes it worse is that he has been hating his job ffor years but he did nothing about it. If he had any common sense we wouldn't be living in this area and we wouldn't be so poor.
Here. I'll take a guess about a portion of it for you. If your mind wanders so freely when you're at work then whatever task you're doing must not be engaging or fulfilling enough. You're stuck in a job that seems to lead nowhere. You are correct about that. I work for a clothing factory where I put shitty looking clothing and items into bags or boxes to be shipped out to whoever ordered them.
Not too much different from me in some ways. At least I can tell you that you're feeling blue in a rational manner. Nobody stuck in a rut like yours wouldn't. Depending on the type of person, others might have long ago already quit and left. Why are you staying there?
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« on: April 05, 2016, 02:37:53 AM »
Sep7 pulling more ressurects than Jesus outta that shadow realm
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« on: April 05, 2016, 02:34:05 AM »
You telling me that the tribal africans who speak in click don't sound cool as fuck.
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« on: April 05, 2016, 02:29:29 AM »
There are times at work where I get so depressed that I think about ways of doing it. One way is buying two pistols which I would fire into my temple and heart while I fall off a high bridge into the water.
The other way is soaking myself and the inside of my car with gas and igniting it. I would have a cardboard box which is soaked with gas that has steel wool in it. I would ignite it with a battery right before I shoot myself in the temple.
And here I thought I was getting creative by considering dropping a toaster into the tub. But, I feel you on that. There's a radio tower in the area, close buy in my town. I used to climb it during the lowest bottoms of being depressed. Even still, some nights, right now, I think about it. It'd be so incredibly easy to do. You know the picture posted just below your post? A quote from some old name in history? It's true. You greatly underestimate your ability to go through with whatever is eating at you right now. Even if your shit seems unbeatable. People second guess themselves on things like this all the time. Mind if I ask why you're down? Here. I'll take a guess about a portion of it for you. If your mind wanders so freely when you're at work then whatever task you're doing must not be engaging or fulfilling enough. You're stuck in a job that seems to lead nowhere.
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« on: April 05, 2016, 02:16:49 AM »
You forgot the part where instead of getting the professor help after they hit him with a car they instead try to convert him while he's laying there dying in the street.
>movie literally kills off the mean atheist professor via hit and run
And then later they take the dead dude's cell phone and the black dude is all like "what happened here tonight was a good thing"
Also if you're Muslim your stereotypical Arabic dad will beat the shit out of you if you read scripture from anything other than the Quran.
And if you're liberal you'll die of cancer and have no friends.
Wow holy shit is that what I am? A liberal?
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« on: April 05, 2016, 02:12:16 AM »
Well, we'd have to set some ground rules for starters. In both universes and stories, an average person would die. Equally. If you lack the survival instinct, the aggression, or the skill, in both universes you'd be done for as an average person.
Both story worlds contain environmental hazards. With Mad Max, it's hundreds, if not thousands of miles of utter desolation with literally no resources save for sparse singular pockets. With Fallout, it's largely the same, except sprinkled with more radiation, but less desolation.
Which comes down to the real deciding factor. What you're fighting against.
In Mad Max, it's Human vs Human. It's primal instinct back to ground zero again, which, although difficult and not pretty, when compared to Fallout, which, in certain pockets of civilization can be less primal than Mad Max, you're faced with things like military machines, abominations, and highly advanced weaponry.
I'd think that Fallout takes a slight edge over Mad Max because of the inhuman elements human beings have to go up against. They aren't the top of the food chain, like they still are in Mad Max.
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« on: April 05, 2016, 02:02:45 AM »
You guys may as well be speaking arabian or some complicated korean dialect that google translate would melt itslef over because I'm reading through this. And I can honestly say that I've had an easier time reading through works written by Steven Hawking.
I just thought I'd throw that out there.
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« on: April 04, 2016, 11:28:00 PM »
Watch as nothing comes of it.
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