Reading through some diaries and my old Sep7agon posts

Jive Turkey · October 01, 2016, 01:19:27 AM

It's crazy and kinda depressing

Even 2 years ago I used to have so much hope and ambition. No depressing posts being trapped in my own head or obsessing over women. All my problems were trivial and I could accomplish anything I set my mind to. Wtf happened

I lost the spark somewhere

SecondClass · October 01, 2016, 01:24:48 AM

Jive Turkey · October 01, 2016, 01:25:24 AM

Quote from: SecondClass on October 01, 2016, 01:24:48 AM

cool

Do you get sad looking through your old posts and seeing how far you've fallen as well?

Elegiac · October 01, 2016, 01:27:31 AM

you were such a sweet boy before you met chad

Jive Turkey · October 01, 2016, 01:28:29 AM

From October 2014

My morning schedule used to be:
Wake up
Shower
drink green tea
Meditate for 15 minutes
Read minimum of 25 pages of a book
Go to school feeling fresh as fuck

That was EVERYDAY. Now I force myself to get up and don't look forward to anything but coming home and sleeping

SecondClass · October 01, 2016, 01:29:29 AM

Quote from: Jive Turkey on October 01, 2016, 01:25:24 AM

Quote from: SecondClass on October 01, 2016, 01:24:48 AM
cool
Do you get sad looking through your old posts and seeing how far you've fallen as well?

not really

I haven't really fallen, just stayed the same

Jive Turkey · October 01, 2016, 01:31:44 AM

Quote from: Elegiac on October 01, 2016, 01:27:31 AM

you were such a sweet boy before you met chad

My friend had a talk with me about this today. It's been a major theme in my life for the past few weeks

Elegiac · October 01, 2016, 01:35:05 AM

Quote from: Jive Turkey on October 01, 2016, 01:31:44 AM

Quote from: Elegiac on October 01, 2016, 01:27:31 AM
you were such a sweet boy before you met chad
My friend had a talk with me about this today. It's been a major theme in my life for the past few weeks

ah well, you live and you learn

you're all grown up now

Jive Turkey · October 01, 2016, 02:10:53 AM

Quote from: Elegiac on October 01, 2016, 01:35:05 AM

Quote from: Jive Turkey on October 01, 2016, 01:31:44 AM
Quote from: Elegiac on October 01, 2016, 01:27:31 AM
you were such a sweet boy before you met chad
My friend had a talk with me about this today. It's been a major theme in my life for the past few weeks
ah well, you live and you learn

you're all grown up now

wish I was old me

I just feel sad all the time now

Elegiac · October 01, 2016, 02:57:32 AM

Quote from: Jive Turkey on October 01, 2016, 02:10:53 AM

Quote from: Elegiac on October 01, 2016, 01:35:05 AM
Quote from: Jive Turkey on October 01, 2016, 01:31:44 AM
Quote from: Elegiac on October 01, 2016, 01:27:31 AM
you were such a sweet boy before you met chad
My friend had a talk with me about this today. It's been a major theme in my life for the past few weeks
ah well, you live and you learn

you're all grown up now
wish I was old me

I just feel sad all the time now

“Chronic remorse, as all the moralists are agreed, is a most undesirable sentiment. If you have behaved badly, repent, make what amends you can and address yourself to the task of behaving better next time. On no account brood over your wrongdoing. Rolling in the muck is not the best way of getting clean.”

― Aldous Huxley

Hahahaha very funny Zonda · October 01, 2016, 03:10:21 AM

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BaconShelf · October 01, 2016, 03:13:58 AM

I used to be a cringey shit. Like, XSean *slams door* level.

Thankfully I'm not that autistic anymore.

Jive Turkey · October 01, 2016, 02:38:56 PM

I need to get back to my roots

Back then I would try to improve myself in some way everyday. Learning/meditating/experimenting etc. That's when I was happiest.

gats · October 01, 2016, 03:00:35 PM

tfw I go to sleep and wake up

BaconShelf · October 01, 2016, 03:15:14 PM

Quote from: Ｖａｒｇ on October 01, 2016, 02:51:17 PM

Quote from: BaconShelf on October 01, 2016, 03:13:58 AM
I used to be a cringey shit. Like, XSean *slams door* level.

Thankfully I'm not that autistic anymore.
fix your nameplate pls

Explain

Coomer · October 01, 2016, 03:36:03 PM

SADBOIS

BaconShelf · October 01, 2016, 04:35:53 PM

Quote from: Ｖａｒｇ on October 01, 2016, 04:29:31 PM

Quote from: BaconShelf on October 01, 2016, 03:15:14 PM
Quote from: Ｖａｒｇ on October 01, 2016, 02:51:17 PM
Quote from: BaconShelf on October 01, 2016, 03:13:58 AM
I used to be a cringey shit. Like, XSean *slams door* level.

Thankfully I'm not that autistic anymore.
fix your nameplate pls

Explain

Oh right

I'll do it when I'm not on my phone next

Loaf · October 02, 2016, 06:32:33 AM

Quote from: Jive Turkey on October 01, 2016, 01:28:29 AM

From October 2014

My morning schedule used to be:
Wake up
Shower
drink green tea
Meditate for 15 minutes
Read minimum of 25 pages of a book
Go to school feeling fresh as fuck

That was EVERYDAY. Now I force myself to get up and don't look forward to anything but coming home and sleeping

S A D B O Y S 2 0 0 2

Scarecrow · October 02, 2016, 03:35:28 PM

Quote from: BaconShelf on October 01, 2016, 03:13:58 AM

I used to be a cringey shit. Like, XSean *slams door* level.

Thankfully I'm not that autistic anymore.

I can relate.

Zonda · October 03, 2016, 08:30:14 AM

Pretty much everybody here seems less laid back than before sep7 started up tbh

We've always had the 'make a thread on x topic and suddenly there's 5 pages of arguments about water being wet' thing, but now there's no ayys and lmaos to balance it out.

What happened fams?

TB · October 03, 2016, 08:32:24 AM

Quote from: Zonda on October 03, 2016, 08:30:14 AM

Pretty much everybody here seems less laid back than before sep7 started up tbh

We've always had the 'make a thread on x topic and suddenly there's 5 pages of arguments about water being wet' thing, but now there's no ayys and lmaos to balance it out.

What happened fams?

Ayy lmao is an "old meme" and therefore I cannot use it under the Challenger Treaty of Memes™

Zonda · October 03, 2016, 08:33:42 AM

Quote from: TBlocks on October 03, 2016, 08:32:24 AM

Ayy lmao is an "old meme" and therefore I cannot use it under the Challenger Treaty of Memes™

If any cunt tries to stop you or anybody I'll give them a fucking left right goodnight just you watch

TB · October 03, 2016, 08:34:15 AM

Quote from: Zonda on October 03, 2016, 08:33:42 AM

Quote from: TBlocks on October 03, 2016, 08:32:24 AM
Ayy lmao is an "old meme" and therefore I cannot use it under the Challenger Treaty of Memes™
If any cunt tries to stop you or anybody I'll give them a fucking left right goodnight just you watch

Ayy lmao

Zonda · October 03, 2016, 08:34:33 AM

Dopameme · October 03, 2016, 09:07:05 AM

when i wasn't spewing memes and posting cringey shit some of my posts were lowkey depressing...

but with a little help from EDM and an amazing group of friends i've seemingly moved past a lot of the dark shit that used to plague my psyche. now i just don't give a fuck ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Dopameme · October 03, 2016, 09:10:47 AM

Quote from: Zonda on October 03, 2016, 08:30:14 AM

Pretty much everybody here seems less laid back than before sep7 started up tbh

We've always had the 'make a thread on x topic and suddenly there's 5 pages of arguments about water being wet' thing, but now there's no ayys and lmaos to balance it out.

What happened fams?

#BringBackTheAyyylien

Aether · October 03, 2016, 09:24:03 AM

Quote from: 🍄Tryptameme🍄 on October 03, 2016, 09:10:47 AM

Quote from: Zonda on October 03, 2016, 08:30:14 AM
Pretty much everybody here seems less laid back than before sep7 started up tbh

We've always had the 'make a thread on x topic and suddenly there's 5 pages of arguments about water being wet' thing, but now there's no ayys and lmaos to balance it out.

What happened fams?

#BringBackTheAyyylien

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