what does it mean when you keep having dark thoughts?

gats · February 05, 2015, 02:13:19 PM

I regularly picture myself getting castrated or I'll be walking outside and there'll be a spike fence so I picture myself bashing my head or eye on it. It's weird I want it to stop. This is just to name a few, it happens with all hazardous items. I saw an electric saw the other day and I thought to myself what it would be like to put the saw through my knee.

pls halp

The Waifu Master · February 05, 2015, 02:13:48 PM

Normal people don't think like that?

Casper · February 05, 2015, 02:14:09 PM

I dunno, I keep dreaming of people close to me dying.

Ender · February 05, 2015, 02:15:21 PM

fuck this happens to me to sometimes.

I was walking down the stairs and I thought what would happen if i fell down them and it was so fucking weird.

Septy · February 05, 2015, 02:15:47 PM

You got some weird fetishes

rC · February 05, 2015, 02:16:43 PM

it means that your a edgy fuckboi

gats · February 05, 2015, 02:17:30 PM

Quote from: RC on February 05, 2015, 02:16:43 PM

it means that your a edgy fuckboi

fuck off you nonce

Ásgeirr · February 05, 2015, 02:17:37 PM

I keep picturing myself sitting in our showers corner with my arms slit open.

Ender · February 05, 2015, 02:21:52 PM

i actually talked to someone (not a therapist) about something like this. They said it was regret or just self punishment for something, but idrk.

I was really depressed last time something like this happened to me.

Jim · February 05, 2015, 02:23:06 PM

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Coomer · February 05, 2015, 03:54:15 PM

Shake your head really fast

It helps

SecondClass · February 05, 2015, 03:55:03 PM

Edgy.

Elai · February 05, 2015, 03:55:54 PM

Quote from: Erogenous Jim on February 05, 2015, 02:23:06 PM

I don't have thoughts like that really

Mat Cauthon · February 05, 2015, 03:56:46 PM

Ok, I've thought about "ending it" a lot... But never have I had shit like that in my head.
You need to see someone.

Jocephalopod · February 05, 2015, 03:58:06 PM

it means you're black

Ushan · February 05, 2015, 04:00:56 PM

I think you should consider talking to a psychiatrist if possible because I doubt any of us are properly equipped to diagnose you.

DAS B00T x2 · February 05, 2015, 04:02:19 PM

2300 hours on state route 895 north of Port Clinton. I'm within the realm of a 65mph average on a 55 limited mountain road. There's that river bed fifty feet below to my right opposite the rock face that I approach on my way north. I could just not turn.

It's kinda unsettling how often things like that come to mind at night, so I just start singing whatever to keep my mind from running wild as I auto-pilot the road.

Mr. Psychologist · February 05, 2015, 04:09:42 PM

These sort of dark thoughts tend to go hand in hand with depression <.<
A couple of other things too, but they are a bit less common/more obvious with other symptoms (Think OCD/Schizophrenia*)

From personal experience, this happened to me before I ended up depressed. Then it happened again during it, now with the medication/counselling/therapy it's gone.

It can also be tied into high levels of stress, which is a slightly more benign cause <.<

If it's happening constantly and intrusively, then I would recommend going to see someone about it. I wouldn't worry about it meaning something really dire, it's not an uncommon problem/symptom. It's if it becomes a significant cause of distress/disruption that in itself it needs addressing. It is usually the result of another root cause though >.>

*I might be wrong on that one

Oh and PTSD can also cause it, but that's the slightly less common/trauma specific explanation <.<

So whilst I would obviously (As ushan has pointed out) emphasise going to see a properly qualified person about it, and I can guide you through the rough process if you'd like because I know the britbong system fairly well >.> And if you have any questions/things you'd like to discuss in private then my inbox is always open >.>