Are we just giving a general update?
I mean, went through college, went to Berlin, and then everything I feared would happen did because of my mother trying to hold me back and not fully realizing it until now. So now I'm trying to start life from Go with next to nothing and a worthless degree in a third-world state. Tho ever since my grandfather passed, things have kind of been a bit turbulent.
Not really sure where I'm going to end up, but I'm looking at either back to Berlin, uni in Iceland, or out to California. But a lot of time-sensitive things are all thrown in the mix, like my mouth surgery and trying to get on hormones, which ties me to this place and my current job for the time being, but even then I may be moving up to the prothonatary office, which has been in the works since December.
Just a lot of uncertainty, really. I'd say less so than when I first came here. At least then I had a goal, but that fell through entirely. I'm surprised I haven't offed myself yet tbh, not to say I havent tried lmao