When Did You Begin To Hate Life?

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Did you peak in high school?


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When Zelensky won president election year ago.


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If you know, you know.
When Zelensky won president election year ago.
Tell me more.


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When I broke my leg and as a result lost a chance to play for Leinster (my province) in rugby


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His eyebrows sparkling, his white beard hangs down to his chest. The thatched mats, spread outside his chise, spread softly, his splendid attos. He polishes, cross-legged, his makiri, with his eyes completely absorbed.

He is Ainu.

The god of Ainu Mosir, Ae-Oine Kamuy, descendant of Okiku-Rumi, He perishes, a living corpse. The summers day, the white sunlight, unabrushed, ends simply through his breath alone.
When I accepted that the human condition IS suffering, and that the goal of society ought to be addressing and correcting its symptoms.


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We knew the world would not be the same.
A few people laughed, a few people cried, most people were silent.
I remembered the line from the Hindu scripture, the Bhagavad-Gita.
Vishnu is trying to persuade the Prince that he should do his duty
and to impress him takes on his multi-armed form and says,
"Now, I am become Death, the destroyer of worlds.."
I suppose we all thought that one way or another.
That's a complicated question with a complicated answer.


 
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it was good of you to specify life itself, rather than my own specifically

that said, it definitely solidified at some point in high school, although the seeds were sown from birth obviously
Last Edit: May 25, 2020, 05:24:35 AM by Verbatim


 
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"flaming nipple chops"-Your host, the man they call Ghost.

To say, 'nothing is true', is to realize that the foundations of society are fragile, and that we must be the shepherds of our own civilization. To say, 'everything is permitted', is to understand that we are the architects of our actions, and that we must live with their consequences, whether glorious or tragic.
Junior year of high school, I think


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I'm pro life. And free market capitalist.


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I love you, son.
I'm pro life. And free market capitalist.
Thank you for your service.


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Fuck, I DID peak in high school.


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It'd be illogical to hate the entirety of life so I never developed the habit other than disliking parts of my own life.


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it was good of you to specify life itself, rather than my own specifically

that said, it definitely solidified at some point in high school, although the seeds were sown from birth obviously

ghey


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When I broke my leg and as a result lost a chance to play for Leinster (my province) in rugby

Wow that's heavy
Was it a big platform to be seen on or something?


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When Zelensky won president election year ago.

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When I accepted that the human condition IS suffering, and that the goal of society ought to be addressing and correcting its symptoms.

That's a complicated question with a complicated answer.

it was good of you to specify life itself, rather than my own specifically

that said, it definitely solidified at some point in high school, although the seeds were sown from birth obviously

Junior year of high school, I think

Fuck, I DID peak in high school.

Was there one event or was it a gradual slide into despair


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When I broke my leg and as a result lost a chance to play for Leinster (my province) in rugby

Wow that's heavy
Was it a big platform to be seen on or something?

Yeah, rugby is fairly big in my country and I was on the development team about a year away from becoming an under 20s team at the time. I broke my leg in one of the matches which meant I was out for the rest of the season and obviously that ended it completely.  It could’ve been a career if I made it to the under 20s


 
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i don't think it could ever be just one event—if you only hate life for one thing, you basically have your head in the sand

i suppose learning about the holocaust probably had the most profoundly negative impact on me in terms of how i feel about life on earth—i just remember being in complete shock, not knowing how to take it in, not understanding how we ever could have allowed such a thing to happen

constantly being lied to by adults as a child about the most important subjects in the world did a number on me as well
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also i guess Meta created a new account and responded to one of my posts here, but i can't read it yet

someone better hurry up and let him in


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"flaming nipple chops"-Your host, the man they call Ghost.

To say, 'nothing is true', is to realize that the foundations of society are fragile, and that we must be the shepherds of our own civilization. To say, 'everything is permitted', is to understand that we are the architects of our actions, and that we must live with their consequences, whether glorious or tragic.


Was there one event or was it a gradual slide into despair
I slowly came to realize everything is bullshit and I experience new bullshit every day.


 
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it was good of you to specify life itself, rather than my own specifically

that said, it definitely solidified at some point in high school, although the seeds were sown from birth obviously
ghey
fuck kierkegaard tbh


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it was good of you to specify life itself, rather than my own specifically

that said, it definitely solidified at some point in high school, although the seeds were sown from birth obviously
ghey
fuck kierkegaard tbh

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We knew the world would not be the same.
A few people laughed, a few people cried, most people were silent.
I remembered the line from the Hindu scripture, the Bhagavad-Gita.
Vishnu is trying to persuade the Prince that he should do his duty
and to impress him takes on his multi-armed form and says,
"Now, I am become Death, the destroyer of worlds.."
I suppose we all thought that one way or another.
That's a complicated question with a complicated answer.
Was there one event or was it a gradual slide into despair
I feel like I can't really say I "hate" life anymore because things just aren't as bad as they used to be. Life is still pretty shit overall but it'll never come close to how it was. From having my first major existential crisis in 4th/5th grade to being kicked out, going homeless and losing everything and everyone I cared about.  I don't hate simply existing anymore, for the most part I'm fairly okay with it.

Could make a lengthy blog post but it's whatever.
I spent an unhealthy amount of time on this forum as a sort of crutch for how much my life was falling apart.


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That's a complicated question with a complicated answer.
Was there one event or was it a gradual slide into despair
I feel like I can't really say I "hate" life anymore because things just aren't as bad as they used to be. Life is still pretty shit overall but it'll never come close to how it was. From having my first major existential crisis in 4th/5th grade to being kicked out, going homeless and losing everything and everyone I cared about.  I don't hate simply existing anymore, for the most part I'm fairly okay with it.

Could make a lengthy blog post but it's whatever.
I spent an unhealthy amount of time on this forum as a sort of crutch for how much my life was falling apart.

Ah, you did some time on the streets and came out of it too huh. Good on you for managing to pull yourself out. I know how hard it can be to get out of that circle.


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Fuck, I DID peak in high school.

Was there one event or was it a gradual slide into despair
Probably a lack of an event. High school graduation was basically the last thing I ever achieved.


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i am relatively happy