I have no idea.
It's something I ask myself about a lot, actually.

The chance for a better and happier life I guess? Kind of lame I know. But sometimes that's all the hope you can get when you live a stressful life.

They only reason i want to stay in this world is because I make people laugh

My ability to withstand all the shit being continuously thrown at me. I want to see how long I'll last before I kill myself.

Nuthn.

Pleasure, happiness, attention.

I want the power to help others. That's what motivates me to be a better person.

Knowledge

Curiosity to the events that could happen, notably a 3rd World War

Probably my ego.

lel

One day I want to be able to afford one million, one dollar hookers.

that's depressing. do you need a hug?

Naw, it sounds depressing but once you realise that nothing anyone does actually matters it gives you freedom of thought

Love, balance and the pursuit of happiness.

The only reason I still have, was the same thing I used to climb out of my depression a few years back. If I ever offed myself, the few people that I have here would be devastated. Not only that, but they need help to make things look bright in their futures, and if I wasn't there for the hard days on the road ahead for whatever awaits them, I personally don't know what they would do.

So with that knowledge in hand, if I ever offed myself, I'd be a selfish bastard who lived up to his name of accomplishing nothing. And I find that unacceptable. It's not much, but hopefully along the way I can learn to make myself happy.

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