I'm with Desty on this one. Probably should have done some things but I'm in a very bad place emotionally at the moment so can't find the strength to do anything.
why didn't you just say week
Quote from: FatherlyNick on October 12, 2018, 12:44:40 PMI'm with Desty on this one. Probably should have done some things but I'm in a very bad place emotionally at the moment so can't find the strength to do anything.Yeah I feel youSpoilerbut these messages that came from people I talked to online filled me with good feelingsSpoiler"Yeah dudeWe're friendsI hopeYeahYou're an optimistand intelligent""im disappearing for a while but youre a really good person and im very glad we're friendsif you ever doubt yourself, remember how much you helped me and probably a ton of other people"this came from a chick I talked to even though I felt like I was bothering her with my no energyand then this came from a p good friend who asked this when I'd been acting more abrasive in the vc when we played games, and then the day after neglected important things while joking. The fact that someone else could be so perceptive surprised me"hey destyyou good?""yeahbtw I found the "This ain't it chief"commentI readI went on a video siteI am back after eating dinnertime to read some more" - me showing fake enthusiasm like I usually do when people start trying to know how I feel"i know you mentioned depressionshit is a deep hole""yeah wellwe'll see what the results are gonna be" -me"i'm here, just an fyineed anything i'm here""Thank you"-I said this because he made me feel really good"anything for you man"
I seem to have lost the ability to connect with people on an emotional level, and truthfully it’s very concerning. I have a friend going through a lot and I can’t even sympathise enough to feel like I’m there for them.