pretty disgusting habit to get yourself into, and i'm glad i will NEVER be stupid enough to even try it once

i'm so glad i have no harmful vices, it kicks so much ass

sometimes i've considered getting myself addicted to some drug, only to prove how easy it is to quit

just as a big, heartfelt FUCK YOU to anyone who has ever been addicted to anything, because that's how i feel about you, and i want to prove how much stronger i am than every other weak-willed fuck on this shitcunt planet

but maybe that wouldn't be smart—not because i couldn't do it, but because there's no real reason to be that spiteful

alternatively, i hope my life goes to complete and utter shit within the next few years

give me the shittiest and most miserably depressing life possible, and make it last for 20 or 30 years

i'll STILL have the strength to never use drugs, or alcohol, or any fucking thing to help me cope but myself

Wait you don't use any external stimuli for pleasure to help you cope with stress? Video games, movies, food, exercise etc?

Quote from: Verbatim on June 16, 2017, 05:29:50 PM

alternatively, i hope my life goes to complete and utter shit within the next few years

give me the shittiest and most miserably depressing life possible, and make it last for 20 or 30 years

i'll STILL have the strength to never use drugs, or alcohol, or any fucking thing to help me cope but myself

Wait you don't use any external stimuli for pleasure to help you cope with stress? Video games, movies, food, exercise etc?

to compare any of these things to recreational drug abuse whatsoever is so beyond retarded, and i'm sick to death of having to draw this basic distinction for people

the dopamine/serotonin released as a result of harmless activities like video games, movies, food, exercise, and other productive entertainments is not an illegitimate form of release

the happiness and comfort you achieve through these activities is earned, because you're doing something good and worthwhile

with drugs, you are forcing yourself into a state of pleasure that you did not earn or deserve—you didn't make someone's day better, you never gave someone a hug, you never asked how someone's day was, you never listened to a good story with a good payoff and/or lesson, you never accomplished any meaningful task—so why in the fuck do you deserve to feel happy

and if you're the sort of person who does both, then that's stupid too—the natural high you achieve through being a good and productive person should be MORE than enough for you

with how hard anti-drug sentiments are pushed in this country, i simply cannot comprehend what goes through the head of somebody who's willing to use any drug for any recreational purpose whatsoever

did you just have shitty parents, or someone who told you it wasn't that bad

what leads a person to be so stupid? i genuinely do not understand

someone help me

I care about getting through the day more than my health or social sentiments

not that hard to understand

sometimes i've considered getting myself addicted to some drug, only to prove how easy it is to quit

just as a big, heartfelt FUCK YOU to anyone who has ever been addicted to anything, because that's how i feel about you, and i want to prove how much stronger i am than every other weak-willed fuck on this shitcunt planet

but maybe that wouldn't be smart—not because i couldn't do it, but because there's no real reason to be that spiteful

I could just, you know, not smoke

but I choose to continue, no one's fault but my own

it's a 5 minute buzz that destresses you for a half hour or an hour - has nothing on weed or DXM. But I can't get stoned or trip at work. I actually only take up the habit when I have a job for a reason

Quote from: Verbatim on June 16, 2017, 05:15:18 PM

with how hard anti-drug sentiments are pushed in this country, i simply cannot comprehend what goes through the head of somebody who's willing to use any drug for any recreational purpose whatsoever

did you just have shitty parents, or someone who told you it wasn't that bad

what leads a person to be so stupid? i genuinely do not understand

someone help me

I care about getting through the day more than my health or social sentiments

not that hard to understand

but getting through the day without drugs is the easiest thing to do in the world

"good for you"

no, not good for me

great for me, fantastic for me, awesome for me

Quote from: Annie on June 16, 2017, 06:49:18 PM

Quote from: Verbatim on June 16, 2017, 05:15:18 PM

with how hard anti-drug sentiments are pushed in this country, i simply cannot comprehend what goes through the head of somebody who's willing to use any drug for any recreational purpose whatsoever

did you just have shitty parents, or someone who told you it wasn't that bad

what leads a person to be so stupid? i genuinely do not understand

someone help me

I care about getting through the day more than my health or social sentiments

not that hard to understand

but getting through the day without drugs is the easiest thing to do in the world

Despite how much you wish it so, not everyone is you

arent you the guy who couldnt even find a stressful minimum wage job in the year of our ryder 2017

You might as well try quitting now because it's only going to get more and more difficult.

Quote from: Coco on June 16, 2017, 07:07:41 PM

You might as well try quitting now because it's only going to get more and more difficult.

no thanks I'd rather keep my job

my money > my health/mind

What do you do that warrants this?

Verb only smokes cigarettes when he drinks.

Well, I'm addicted to weaponized hallucinogens now.