So this morning when everyone was getting up, I made some coffee with grilled cheese sandwiches and sunny side up eggs on top of them, with a little mexican cheese sprinkled on top.

I gave a breakfast offering to Sobek, and no more than 20 seconds after giving it, the whole room was filled with a heavy scent of incense, even though I had not lit any for hours. Suddenly, even though I was sitting away from the plate, both of the eggs broke, and the juicy goodness ran over the sandwiches. I just continued meditating, and seeing what feelings and thoughts would come to mind.

Almost everything in my meditation seemed to be of sexual nature, and the loving kind of sexual nature, not the getting off kind, for some reason. I ended up falling asleep meditating, fully clothed, and sweated the rest of my flu out (hopefully). I get the feeling Sobek wants me to be his child, or rather alike his child. I do not know where to begin. I guess I will go off from the feelings and thoughts in my meditation of it being loving and sexual.

It is true that there are different types of intercourse. Fucking, which is using the individual, sex, which is sharing mutual pleasure, and making love which is intimacy with compassion.

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