Today I didn't lose a dog, I lost so much more :'(

R o c k e t · October 02, 2014, 07:04:26 PM

He had nothing wrong yesterday. He was perfectly fine.
Then my mom wakes me up at 6 this morning saying Bandit is paralyzed in one of his front paws.
I had to leave him in the house alone to go to school, and literally sped the entire way home to see him after class ended.

While I got a shower and got ready for school, he crawled ALL THE WAY across the house, WHILE PARALYZED, just to be outside the bathroom door. Just so he could be near me

His paralysis had spread and he couldn't use either front paw anymore.

So we set an appointment with the vet, gave him a bath to get rid of all the fleas, then I picked him up and carried him like a baby through the backyard one last time.

We tried to see if there was hope of helping him, but nothing.

When they gave him the anesthetic to put him to sleep, I held him in my arms the whole time, promising he'd just be taking a nap. The last thing he ever saw, was his mom and big brother. He went to sleep with a big grin on his face, and he never did that before.

I'm destroyed right now. He was my little buddy for 11 years, and in only 12 hours I lost him.

Cheat · October 02, 2014, 07:05:26 PM

That's a bummer, man.

rC · October 02, 2014, 07:05:46 PM

Just remember that you made his life as happy as he made yours.

Septy · October 02, 2014, 07:09:51 PM

Why did you have to put him down if he was only paralyzed in his front paws?

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TB · October 02, 2014, 07:11:57 PM

月 · October 02, 2014, 07:12:12 PM

The only pet that has died in our family other than fish was a dog. I wasn't emotionally invested in the dog because we only had it for about a year. It was unfortunate the way that it passed (eating poison) and my family was devastated.

Lifts Her Tail · October 02, 2014, 07:14:04 PM

Fuck.
Im sorry for your loss. Its never easy losing a pet.

October 02, 2014, 07:14:10 PM

Shit man...

Mad Max · October 02, 2014, 07:15:24 PM

Shit man, I'm sorry. I just put down one of my dogs a few weeks ago. I know how difficult it can be, but I think you made the right choice. You did what you could for him, and comforted him in his time of need. That would have been no way for a dog to live.

I'm sure you gave him a good life. Take comfort in knowing his life was better for having you in it, and your life, him.

RIP Bandit.

ಠ_ಠ · October 02, 2014, 07:15:24 PM

:/
I'm so sorry. My last dog died in my arms too, only it was from a heart attack.
It's...never easy.

Naru · October 02, 2014, 07:18:25 PM

My dog is still decently young.. But these stories really pain me. He had a good life, that's what matters. Be glad that you were there for him.

Jive Turkey · October 02, 2014, 07:18:28 PM

losing a dog is terrible man, fukin amazing creatures. i'm sorry

Jocephalopod · October 02, 2014, 07:20:55 PM

He is with Dug now

Although it does suck, be glad he had a painless death and a good life, Even if there is no afterlife and god is just an imaginary tale told by babushka to keep the spirit man away from the children I doubt your dog's paradise strayed far from the times he spent with his master

R o c k e t · October 02, 2014, 07:23:34 PM

Quote from: Septy on October 02, 2014, 07:09:51 PM

Why did you have to put him down if he was only paralyzed in his front paws?

It was spreading, one of his back feet was being affected by the time e made it to the vet.
And all tests would have done, was show what caused it. But it wouldn't have fixed it.

I personally would have spent a fortune to keep Bandit alive, but my mom would be the one paying. And she saw he wouldn't have good quality of life. He'd be miserable.

A dog wants to run, jump, play, eat, be able to use the bathroom on its own........not be completely immobile, can't walk or use the bathroom or anything.

He would have suffered immensely.

R o c k e t · October 02, 2014, 07:25:38 PM

Quote from: Lifts Her Tail on October 02, 2014, 07:14:04 PM

frack.
Im sorry for your loss. Its never easy losing a pet.

To me, he was no pet. He was my little brother.

Today while I got a shower and got ready for school, he crawled ALL THE WAY across the house, WHILE PARALYZED, just to be outside the bathroom door. He just wanted to be near me.........

That is what kills me.

Mr. Psychologist · October 02, 2014, 07:27:27 PM

God I'm so sorry to hear that :l

If anything happened to my dog I'd be utterly devastated, I'm sure he had a happy life with you though. And it sounds like the right decision was made too :l

I'm sorry for your loss :/

Scorch · October 02, 2014, 07:28:08 PM

My dog is sitting here on my bed with me as I read this.

I cried a little bit. We will play fetch in honor of Bandit.

Luke · October 02, 2014, 07:29:51 PM

True Turquoise · October 02, 2014, 07:30:20 PM

Sorry...

Erives · October 02, 2014, 07:35:47 PM

Im sorry to hear that. I lost my dog Beowulf a few years ago to the heat but I think it was a spider. I know how it feels to lose not a dog but a brother.
Ill crave his name on a piece of wood in my back yard for him.

🂿 · October 02, 2014, 07:37:58 PM

My condolences. I'm sorry for your loss. I had to have my cat put down last year. It was very hard for me but he was suffering. He only lived for 10 years.

PSU · October 02, 2014, 07:38:16 PM

Yep, happened to me this past April. Had my dog for 14 years. Had to put her down because she had cancer really bad and wasn't eating or drinking those final days. Still tough. But shes in a better place and healthy once again.

Luis · October 02, 2014, 08:58:53 PM

That sucks
: (
Sorry to hear

Taci7urn · October 02, 2014, 09:16:16 PM

Damn, I feel empathy for you.

I had lost a puppy to a eastern diamondback rattlesnake. The first one that my father hadn't seen for a very long time. And he watched him die.

Miss you, Sirrus

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Dan · October 02, 2014, 10:09:25 PM

Damn the feels are too strong for me

The Lord Slide Rule · October 02, 2014, 10:29:24 PM

Sorry for your loss, man.

Mr. Admirals · October 02, 2014, 10:33:00 PM

The feels.

I love my dog way too much.