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or at least the chances of you being gay increase. I'm the 5th son my mom has had, and that would most likely describe why I'm bisexual. Even if this wasn't the case, I'd still be interested in males, but only not in a sexual way.

I was unsure at first, but today a handsome guy made my heart beat a lot in the bus.

fracker might have caught me looking at him for 2 seconds or so, but any way, he went to the back of the bus and sat behind me in an empty bus with lots of seats. I had fallen for him; feeling my heart beats and being aware of my nervousness, but while this was going on, I kept on thinking about how he's trying to track me down by finding out what school I go to, and thus get more information so that he could kill me, and about the Sudoku puzzle that I was able to beat faster than usual due to him, I think.

Girls are still hot, but guys are interesting. Other than that he wanted to assert his dominance by showing that he was aware, or something that way, and him trying to kill me, I don't see why he sat behind me. That's false though, because I can come up with this theory. He went back, and thought about the seats, and me sitting, then planned to sit two seats behind, but involuntarily sat behind me due to his mind being half awake.

He was an adult, and I a teen, so I wasn't thinking of anything serious, it was just like a 13 year old in front of a hot model. He might have been a model, with his formally dressed attire, and his gloves that didn't cover his fingers.

Also, I lied about that being my last post. This however, is more likely to be the true last post of the day.
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This is not the greatest sig in the world, no. This is just a tribute.
Neat.


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Toys are hereby declared:
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But I'm my mother's first son of three children.
I'm pretty sure it's cuz my grandfather's gay, though.


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But I'm my mother's first son of three children.
I'm pretty sure it's cuz my grandfather's gay, though.
Just like a twin that has an autistic brother has a higher chance of getting autism than any other person, that doesn't mean that it can't happen.
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I'm bi and I don't have any brothers. Its probably just genetics.


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I'm bi and I don't have any brothers. Its probably just genetics.
I strongly dislike thinking of males sexually. I like everything else though, unless they've got a large pen0r. That's one of the only sexually interesting things for me in a male. With girls, anything goes though.


 
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This is not the greatest sig in the world, no. This is just a tribute.
I'm bi and I don't have any brothers. Its probably just genetics.
I'm inclined to believe that bisexuality is like a door that's opened by genetics and neuro-chemistry but the person isn't pushed through the door unless certain environmental factors do so.


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Toys are hereby declared:
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I'm bi and I don't have any brothers. Its probably just genetics.
I'm inclined to believe that bisexuality is like a door that's opened by genetics and neuro-chemistry but the person isn't pushed through the door unless certain environmental factors do so.
I'm intrigued.
Could you elaborate?


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I'm bi and I don't have any brothers. Its probably just genetics.
I strongly dislike thinking of males sexually. I like everything else though, unless they've got a large pen0r. That's one of the only sexually interesting things for me in a male. With girls, anything goes though.

I'm actually the same from time to time. One day I'll be into women, and then the next I'll be all over men. I'm not really in to the burly masculine types, though. They are the ones I can't think of having a sexual encounter with.


 
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This is not the greatest sig in the world, no. This is just a tribute.
I'm bi and I don't have any brothers. Its probably just genetics.
I'm inclined to believe that bisexuality is like a door that's opened by genetics and neuro-chemistry but the person isn't pushed through the door unless certain environmental factors do so.
I'm intrigued.
Could you elaborate?
I'll elaborate by simplifying. Behavioral personality disorder founded on irregular neurology but not  created by it.


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I'm bi and I don't have any brothers. Its probably just genetics.
I'm inclined to believe that bisexuality is like a door that's opened by genetics and neuro-chemistry but the person isn't pushed through the door unless certain environmental factors do so.
I'm intrigued.
Could you elaborate?
I'll elaborate by simplifying. Behavioral personality disorder founded on irregular neurology but not  created by it.
For dumb fucks: A thing causes you to change, and boom, you now like chocolate milk shake instead of pear milkshake, because that thing that happened somehow had that effect on you. You've had chocolate milk shake before, but it was meh. Now that Arnold Swarchenegger is drinking it, it somehow makes you like it more, because that's how the brain works.


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Toys are hereby declared:
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I'm bi and I don't have any brothers. Its probably just genetics.
I'm inclined to believe that bisexuality is like a door that's opened by genetics and neuro-chemistry but the person isn't pushed through the door unless certain environmental factors do so.
I'm intrigued.
Could you elaborate?
I'll elaborate by simplifying. Behavioral personality disorder founded on irregular neurology but not  created by it.
I'm more confused now.


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Honestly i am not bi, well not sure, but have fantasy of being naked with men and kissing, just for fun, but i always draw the line on blowjobs and usually anal, but for some reason i would be okay if a female put her finger in there but not a dick. Now i do not know if i am sexually fustrated, but most fantasies i have had are usually on an emotional slow or fast but both of us having a strong connection. Mainly i create the image in my head of a person and i want to show true love not sex but true love. Orgies or banging many girls do not interest me, but making love does.


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I'm bi and I don't have any brothers. Its probably just genetics.
I strongly dislike thinking of males sexually. I like everything else though, unless they've got a large pen0r. That's one of the only sexually interesting things for me in a male. With girls, anything goes though.

I'm actually the same from time to time. One day I'll be into women, and then the next I'll be all over men. I'm not really in to the burly masculine types, though. They are the ones I can't think of having a sexual encounter with.
I'm actually always the same, but with preferable traits being seeked out in both genders.


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I'm bi and I don't have any brothers. Its probably just genetics.
I'm inclined to believe that bisexuality is like a door that's opened by genetics and neuro-chemistry but the person isn't pushed through the door unless certain environmental factors do so.
I'm intrigued.
Could you elaborate?
I'll elaborate by simplifying. Behavioral personality disorder founded on irregular neurology but not  created by it.
I'm more confused now.
Read mine then.


 
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This is not the greatest sig in the world, no. This is just a tribute.
Honestly i am not bi, well not sure, but have fantasy of being naked with men and kissing, just for fun, but i always draw the line on blowjobs and usually anal, but for some reason i would be okay if a female put her finger in there but not a dick. Now i do not know if i am sexually fustrated, but most fantasies i have had are usually on an emotional slow or fast but both of us having a strong connection. Mainly i create the image in my head of a person and i want to show true love not sex but true love. Orgies or banging many girls do not interest me, but making love does.
that's kinda...


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Honestly i am not bi, well not sure, but have fantasy of being naked with men and kissing, just for fun, but i always draw the line on blowjobs and usually anal, but for some reason i would be okay if a female put her finger in there but not a dick. Now i do not know if i am sexually fustrated, but most fantasies i have had are usually on an emotional slow or fast but both of us having a strong connection. Mainly i create the image in my head of a person and i want to show true love not sex but true love. Orgies or banging many girls do not interest me, but making love does.
that's kinda...
So what if it is gay. I know i cannot watch gay porn but straight porn but i have fantasised many things in interest to understsnd the reason. I mean yeah the fantasies exist but am i really gay. I do not believe so. Cannot fap to men only females.

For me maybe it is more the loyalty or companionship that i seek than sex that may be why these fantasies of non sexual but close feelings exist.


 
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This is not the greatest sig in the world, no. This is just a tribute.
I'm bi and I don't have any brothers. Its probably just genetics.
I'm inclined to believe that bisexuality is like a door that's opened by genetics and neuro-chemistry but the person isn't pushed through the door unless certain environmental factors do so.
I'm intrigued.
Could you elaborate?
I'll elaborate by simplifying. Behavioral personality disorder founded on irregular neurology but not  created by it.
I'm more confused now.
Your brain is an oddly wired bomb that may or may not detonate until certain (different to each person) events trigger it. Next thing you know: boom. You're on your knees in front of Joey while your girlfriend cries in the corner (or joins in if she's cool like that).


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Honestly i am not bi, well not sure, but have fantasy of being naked with men and kissing, just for fun, but i always draw the line on blowjobs and usually anal, but for some reason i would be okay if a female put her finger in there but not a dick. Now i do not know if i am sexually fustrated, but most fantasies i have had are usually on an emotional slow or fast but both of us having a strong connection. Mainly i create the image in my head of a person and i want to show true love not sex but true love. Orgies or banging many girls do not interest me, but making love does.
It all depends on how much you're into those thoughts, and then if those feelings will evolve. I personally never think of being naked with men and kissing. What's that blockage made up of? What is stopping you from oral and anal thoughts? You need to search your feelings if you want to drag them aside and label them.

Psycho analyse yourself.

Psycho therapy if you thought that I meant psycho as in psychopath.


 
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This is not the greatest sig in the world, no. This is just a tribute.
Honestly i am not bi, well not sure, but have fantasy of being naked with men and kissing, just for fun, but i always draw the line on blowjobs and usually anal, but for some reason i would be okay if a female put her finger in there but not a dick. Now i do not know if i am sexually fustrated, but most fantasies i have had are usually on an emotional slow or fast but both of us having a strong connection. Mainly i create the image in my head of a person and i want to show true love not sex but true love. Orgies or banging many girls do not interest me, but making love does.
that's kinda...
So what if it is gay. I know i cannot watch gay porn but straight porn but i have fantasised many things in interest to understsnd the reason. I mean yeah the fantasies exist but am i really gay. I do not believe so. Cannot fap to men only females.

For me maybe it is more the loyalty or companionship that i seek than sex that may be why these fantasies of non sexual but close feelings exist.
>feelings


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Toys are hereby declared:
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No kidding!               🅱
I'm bi and I don't have any brothers. Its probably just genetics.
I'm inclined to believe that bisexuality is like a door that's opened by genetics and neuro-chemistry but the person isn't pushed through the door unless certain environmental factors do so.
I'm intrigued.
Could you elaborate?
I'll elaborate by simplifying. Behavioral personality disorder founded on irregular neurology but not  created by it.
I'm more confused now.
Your brain is an oddly wired bomb that may or may not detonate until certain (different to each person) events trigger it. Next thing you know: boom. You're on your knees in front of Joey while your girlfriend cries in the corner (or joins in if she's cool like that).
So like, some people have the potential to be gay, but it isn't actualized until something sets it off?


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Honestly i am not bi, well not sure, but have fantasy of being naked with men and kissing, just for fun, but i always draw the line on blowjobs and usually anal, but for some reason i would be okay if a female put her finger in there but not a dick. Now i do not know if i am sexually fustrated, but most fantasies i have had are usually on an emotional slow or fast but both of us having a strong connection. Mainly i create the image in my head of a person and i want to show true love not sex but true love. Orgies or banging many girls do not interest me, but making love does.
that's kinda...
So what if it is gay. I know i cannot watch gay porn but straight porn but i have fantasised many things in interest to understsnd the reason. I mean yeah the fantasies exist but am i really gay. I do not believe so. Cannot fap to men only females.

For me maybe it is more the loyalty or companionship that i seek than sex that may be why these fantasies of non sexual but close feelings exist.
Same here on the part where I won't fap to a male.

Think of this though. There are people who are asexual, but have a partner. Though, there is some sexual action in my mind that I'm okay with.


 
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This is not the greatest sig in the world, no. This is just a tribute.
I'm bi and I don't have any brothers. Its probably just genetics.
I'm inclined to believe that bisexuality is like a door that's opened by genetics and neuro-chemistry but the person isn't pushed through the door unless certain environmental factors do so.
I'm intrigued.
Could you elaborate?
I'll elaborate by simplifying. Behavioral personality disorder founded on irregular neurology but not  created by it.
I'm more confused now.
Your brain is an oddly wired bomb that may or may not detonate until certain (different to each person) events trigger it. Next thing you know: boom. You're on your knees in front of Joey while your girlfriend cries in the corner (or joins in if she's cool like that).
So like, some people have the potential to be gay, but it isn't actualized until something sets it off?
Not gay, Bisexual. There's a difference.
Though it's a rather debated upon thing with no clear signs pointing in either way.

I don't think this is his area either, but mr. P may be able to explain this better.


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I'm bi and I don't have any brothers. Its probably just genetics.
I'm inclined to believe that bisexuality is like a door that's opened by genetics and neuro-chemistry but the person isn't pushed through the door unless certain environmental factors do so.
I'm intrigued.
Could you elaborate?
I'll elaborate by simplifying. Behavioral personality disorder founded on irregular neurology but not  created by it.
I'm more confused now.
Your brain is an oddly wired bomb that may or may not detonate until certain (different to each person) events trigger it. Next thing you know: boom. You're on your knees in front of Joey while your girlfriend cries in the corner (or joins in if she's cool like that).
So like, some people have the potential to be gay, but it isn't actualized until something sets it off?
Yes, and then a complicated no, but yes in a simple way.

The mind has layers and layers of complexity that all have been influenced by everyday things like how long that girl looked at you, or how she did it, and why the ice cream guy asked in that tone. All of these things create a lot of blockages, and some things overwrite the blockage, and release some of it out.

Edit: You can't go back. Once you release some, most of the other is gone, and you're stuck with a modified version, that may be completely different other than that one aspect. You might even create another blockage by assuming that you're something that you're not.
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I'm bi and I don't have any brothers. Its probably just genetics.
I'm inclined to believe that bisexuality is like a door that's opened by genetics and neuro-chemistry but the person isn't pushed through the door unless certain environmental factors do so.
I'm intrigued.
Could you elaborate?
I'll elaborate by simplifying. Behavioral personality disorder founded on irregular neurology but not  created by it.
I'm more confused now.
Your brain is an oddly wired bomb that may or may not detonate until certain (different to each person) events trigger it. Next thing you know: boom. You're on your knees in front of Joey while your girlfriend cries in the corner (or joins in if she's cool like that).

What you are saying makes sense.


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I'm bi and I don't have any brothers. Its probably just genetics.
I'm inclined to believe that bisexuality is like a door that's opened by genetics and neuro-chemistry but the person isn't pushed through the door unless certain environmental factors do so.
I'm intrigued.
Could you elaborate?
I'll elaborate by simplifying. Behavioral personality disorder founded on irregular neurology but not  created by it.
I'm more confused now.
Your brain is an oddly wired bomb that may or may not detonate until certain (different to each person) events trigger it. Next thing you know: boom. You're on your knees in front of Joey while your girlfriend cries in the corner (or joins in if she's cool like that).
So like, some people have the potential to be gay, but it isn't actualized until something sets it off?
Yes, and then a complicated no, but yes in a simple way.

The mind has layers and layers of complexity that all have been influenced by everyday things like how long that girl looked at you, or how she did it, and why the ice cream guy asked in that tone. All of these things create a lot of blockages, and some things overwrite the blockage, and release some of it out.

Edit: You can't go back. Once you release some, most of the other is gone, and you're stuck with a modified version, that may be completely different other than that one aspect. You might even create another blockage by assuming that you're something that you're not.
So  I may not even be not-straight?  And I just act/behave really effeminate?


 
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This is not the greatest sig in the world, no. This is just a tribute.
I'm bi and I don't have any brothers. Its probably just genetics.
I'm inclined to believe that bisexuality is like a door that's opened by genetics and neuro-chemistry but the person isn't pushed through the door unless certain environmental factors do so.
I'm intrigued.
Could you elaborate?
I'll elaborate by simplifying. Behavioral personality disorder founded on irregular neurology but not  created by it.
I'm more confused now.
Your brain is an oddly wired bomb that may or may not detonate until certain (different to each person) events trigger it. Next thing you know: boom. You're on your knees in front of Joey while your girlfriend cries in the corner (or joins in if she's cool like that).
So like, some people have the potential to be gay, but it isn't actualized until something sets it off?
Yes, and then a complicated no, but yes in a simple way.

The mind has layers and layers of complexity that all have been influenced by everyday things like how long that girl looked at you, or how she did it, and why the ice cream guy asked in that tone. All of these things create a lot of blockages, and some things overwrite the blockage, and release some of it out.

Edit: You can't go back. Once you release some, most of the other is gone, and you're stuck with a modified version, that may be completely different other than that one aspect. You might even create another blockage by assuming that you're something that you're not.
So  I may not even be not-straight?  And I just act/behave really effeminate?
Potentially, but I think that's doubtful for you.