The last time I was this depressed was over 15 years ago.

June 28, 2018, 02:44:59 AM

I've hit a new low. I'm a point where not only do I not give a shit, but its getting to the point that I don't even care about living let alone wanting to be alive anymore.

I can no longer stand myself and its currently taking a massive toll on my overall mood.

I hate everyone equally, but I hate myself the most. I honestly wish I could be someone else entirely with a complete blank slate with a revised personality, and not be tied down to my current ethic background, gender, or mental disability.

"Kill yourself then Carmen"

Yeah that doesn't give me what I want, that would only give what others on here want, at least a sick few who would actually encourage suicide.

If life itself had a nice reset button, where I could be someone else entirely and have the chance to make completely different decisions and have the option to be a blank slate let alone wiping away any mental disability I have, I would be doing a lot better on a social level.

Instead I'm socially impaired and am nothing more but a pessimistic pathetic loser thinking I'm able to find some form of reassurance that I'm wrong on a backwater internet forum

But nope, I know I'm right.

🂿 · June 28, 2018, 02:50:08 AM

Fuck you

Batch · June 28, 2018, 03:04:36 AM

YouTube

FatherlyNick - fuck putin · June 28, 2018, 03:07:13 AM

dw SC, we accept you the way you are.

big dog · June 28, 2018, 03:07:29 AM

No effort.

June 28, 2018, 03:42:25 AM

Quote from: Fedorekd on June 28, 2018, 03:07:29 AM

No effort.

thats why its funny, you can take any of his posts and make them comic sans, big, and lime green and it still works

Batch · June 28, 2018, 04:27:55 AM

Quote from: Carmen on June 28, 2018, 03:42:25 AM

Quote from: Fedorekd on June 28, 2018, 03:07:29 AM
No effort.
thats why its funny, you can take any of his posts and make them comic sans, big, and lime green and it still works

Funny that you say that. I'm slipping too.

Whoa

Dietrich Six · June 28, 2018, 07:07:20 AM

Sometimes I wish the same

June 29, 2018, 02:08:35 AM

Quote from: Batch on June 28, 2018, 04:27:55 AM

Quote from: Carmen on June 28, 2018, 03:42:25 AM
Quote from: Fedorekd on June 28, 2018, 03:07:29 AM
No effort.
thats why its funny, you can take any of his posts and make them comic sans, big, and lime green and it still works
Funny that you say that. I'm slipping too.

Whoa

it's magic