Some things i have noticed from raising my testosterone

Sandtrap · May 01, 2015, 12:18:47 AM

Glad you posted. I've always been rather appreciative of mundane things. And lately, especially so, I've come to appreciate the feeling of work. It feels good to work again. Obviously there's some struggle. My lungs will never be fully well again and I know I have to be careful with my heart.

But I've been working for two weeks straight now. That, typically, is the time it takes for somebody's body to adapt to constant physical labor. I appreciate that feeling of strain. Improvement. And I marvel at how fast I'm healing. Two days. I take a break. Slow down. And I'm healed.

I moved four things today that surprised me.

1. Those blue industrial barrels filled with wood I told you about a little while back? I can move them around like nothing now. Previously, it took a lot out of me. Now it's almost easy.

2. Three sheets of quadruple layered plywood, 8 feet long and 6 feet wide. Moved them alone by myself, lifted and carried.

3. A washer and drier by myself, carried and held down a small set of stairs.

4. Held up a small, old, iron bathtub and lifted it off the ground to move it elsewhere.

If I can appreciate anything right now, it's that physically, I'm recovering really damn well.

Jive Turkey · May 01, 2015, 12:32:03 AM

Quote from: Sandtrap on May 01, 2015, 12:18:47 AM

Glad you posted. I've always been rather appreciative of mundane things. And lately, especially so, I've come to appreciate the feeling of work. It feels good to work again. Obviously there's some struggle. My lungs will never be fully well again and I know I have to be careful with my heart.

But I've been working for two weeks straight now. That, typically, is the time it takes for somebody's body to adapt to constant physical labor. I appreciate that feeling of strain. Improvement. And I marvel at how fast I'm healing. Two days. I take a break. Slow down. And I'm healed.

I moved four things today that surprised me.

1. Those blue industrial barrels filled with wood I told you about a little while back? I can move them around like nothing now. Previously, it took a lot out of me. Now it's almost easy.

2. Three sheets of quadruple layered plywood, 8 feet long and 6 feet wide. Moved them alone by myself, lifted and carried.

3. A washer and drier by myself, carried and held down a small set of stairs.

4. Held up a small, old, iron bathtub and lifted it off the ground to move it elsewhere.

If I can appreciate anything right now, it's that physically, I'm recovering really damn well.

I like to hear about you working and impressing yourself with your physical capabilities man. I think people naturally want to work and improve which could be why you're enjoying the stuff you're doing

Sandtrap · May 01, 2015, 12:43:14 AM

Quote from: Jive Turkey on May 01, 2015, 12:32:03 AM

Quote from: Sandtrap on May 01, 2015, 12:18:47 AM
Glad you posted. I've always been rather appreciative of mundane things. And lately, especially so, I've come to appreciate the feeling of work. It feels good to work again. Obviously there's some struggle. My lungs will never be fully well again and I know I have to be careful with my heart.

But I've been working for two weeks straight now. That, typically, is the time it takes for somebody's body to adapt to constant physical labor. I appreciate that feeling of strain. Improvement. And I marvel at how fast I'm healing. Two days. I take a break. Slow down. And I'm healed.

I moved four things today that surprised me.

1. Those blue industrial barrels filled with wood I told you about a little while back? I can move them around like nothing now. Previously, it took a lot out of me. Now it's almost easy.

2. Three sheets of quadruple layered plywood, 8 feet long and 6 feet wide. Moved them alone by myself, lifted and carried.

3. A washer and drier by myself, carried and held down a small set of stairs.

4. Held up a small, old, iron bathtub and lifted it off the ground to move it elsewhere.

If I can appreciate anything right now, it's that physically, I'm recovering really damn well.
I like to hear about you working and impressing yourself with your physical capabilities man. I think people naturally want to work and improve which could be why you're enjoying the stuff you're doing

I've been cooped up into a house for six months of winter. Chemo and other shit drugs have had their way with me and still are, partially. And now it's spring time. Sunshine and air and dust. I can go outside and enjoy it. And I can slip into a routine of work and ignore all the problems I still have that I can't really fix.

As I go along it's just me. I'm just off with myself doing little jobs on my terms and testing to see how far I can push to get back into shape.

I'm glad to have this back, even if I don't have a lot of other things sorted out just yet.

Not Comms Officer · May 01, 2015, 12:48:42 AM

Quote from: Sandtrap on May 01, 2015, 12:18:47 AM

Glad you posted. I've always been rather appreciative of mundane things. And lately, especially so, I've come to appreciate the feeling of work. It feels good to work again. Obviously there's some struggle. My lungs will never be fully well again and I know I have to be careful with my heart.

But I've been working for two weeks straight now. That, typically, is the time it takes for somebody's body to adapt to constant physical labor. I appreciate that feeling of strain. Improvement. And I marvel at how fast I'm healing. Two days. I take a break. Slow down. And I'm healed.

I moved four things today that surprised me.

1. Those blue industrial barrels filled with wood I told you about a little while back? I can move them around like nothing now. Previously, it took a lot out of me. Now it's almost easy.

2. Three sheets of quadruple layered plywood, 8 feet long and 6 feet wide. Moved them alone by myself, lifted and carried.

3. A washer and drier by myself, carried and held down a small set of stairs.

4. Held up a small, old, iron bathtub and lifted it off the ground to move it elsewhere.

If I can appreciate anything right now, it's that physically, I'm recovering really damn well.

Oh god.

How old are you right now? I get the impression that you're in your mid-20s.

Sandtrap · May 01, 2015, 12:49:25 AM

Quote from: Not Comms Officer on May 01, 2015, 12:48:42 AM

Quote from: Sandtrap on May 01, 2015, 12:18:47 AM
Glad you posted. I've always been rather appreciative of mundane things. And lately, especially so, I've come to appreciate the feeling of work. It feels good to work again. Obviously there's some struggle. My lungs will never be fully well again and I know I have to be careful with my heart.

But I've been working for two weeks straight now. That, typically, is the time it takes for somebody's body to adapt to constant physical labor. I appreciate that feeling of strain. Improvement. And I marvel at how fast I'm healing. Two days. I take a break. Slow down. And I'm healed.

I moved four things today that surprised me.

1. Those blue industrial barrels filled with wood I told you about a little while back? I can move them around like nothing now. Previously, it took a lot out of me. Now it's almost easy.

2. Three sheets of quadruple layered plywood, 8 feet long and 6 feet wide. Moved them alone by myself, lifted and carried.

3. A washer and drier by myself, carried and held down a small set of stairs.

4. Held up a small, old, iron bathtub and lifted it off the ground to move it elsewhere.

If I can appreciate anything right now, it's that physically, I'm recovering really damn well.
Oh god.

How old are you right now? I get the impression that you're in your mid-20s.

Not even that far comms. 22.

Not Comms Officer · May 01, 2015, 12:51:14 AM

Quote from: Sandtrap on May 01, 2015, 12:49:25 AM

Quote from: Not Comms Officer on May 01, 2015, 12:48:42 AM
Quote from: Sandtrap on May 01, 2015, 12:18:47 AM
Glad you posted. I've always been rather appreciative of mundane things. And lately, especially so, I've come to appreciate the feeling of work. It feels good to work again. Obviously there's some struggle. My lungs will never be fully well again and I know I have to be careful with my heart.

But I've been working for two weeks straight now. That, typically, is the time it takes for somebody's body to adapt to constant physical labor. I appreciate that feeling of strain. Improvement. And I marvel at how fast I'm healing. Two days. I take a break. Slow down. And I'm healed.

I moved four things today that surprised me.

1. Those blue industrial barrels filled with wood I told you about a little while back? I can move them around like nothing now. Previously, it took a lot out of me. Now it's almost easy.

2. Three sheets of quadruple layered plywood, 8 feet long and 6 feet wide. Moved them alone by myself, lifted and carried.

3. A washer and drier by myself, carried and held down a small set of stairs.

4. Held up a small, old, iron bathtub and lifted it off the ground to move it elsewhere.

If I can appreciate anything right now, it's that physically, I'm recovering really damn well.
Oh god.

How old are you right now? I get the impression that you're in your mid-20s.

Not even that far comms. 22.

Shit.

Talk about different lifestyles we must have.

Jim · May 01, 2015, 12:59:45 AM

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Sandtrap · May 01, 2015, 01:02:36 AM

Quote from: Not Comms Officer on May 01, 2015, 12:51:14 AM

Quote from: Sandtrap on May 01, 2015, 12:49:25 AM
Quote from: Not Comms Officer on May 01, 2015, 12:48:42 AM
Quote from: Sandtrap on May 01, 2015, 12:18:47 AM
Glad you posted. I've always been rather appreciative of mundane things. And lately, especially so, I've come to appreciate the feeling of work. It feels good to work again. Obviously there's some struggle. My lungs will never be fully well again and I know I have to be careful with my heart.

But I've been working for two weeks straight now. That, typically, is the time it takes for somebody's body to adapt to constant physical labor. I appreciate that feeling of strain. Improvement. And I marvel at how fast I'm healing. Two days. I take a break. Slow down. And I'm healed.

I moved four things today that surprised me.

1. Those blue industrial barrels filled with wood I told you about a little while back? I can move them around like nothing now. Previously, it took a lot out of me. Now it's almost easy.

2. Three sheets of quadruple layered plywood, 8 feet long and 6 feet wide. Moved them alone by myself, lifted and carried.

3. A washer and drier by myself, carried and held down a small set of stairs.

4. Held up a small, old, iron bathtub and lifted it off the ground to move it elsewhere.

If I can appreciate anything right now, it's that physically, I'm recovering really damn well.
Oh god.

How old are you right now? I get the impression that you're in your mid-20s.

Not even that far comms. 22.
Shit.

Talk about different lifestyles we must have.

I'm probably the strangest person you'll likely meet here. Out in the middle of nowhere. Flatlander. Laborer. Beaten up exterior. Poor and always on the verge of broke. And a rather unquiet mind to contrast it all beyond my supposed flatlander, out in the boonies appearance.

If you want to look for somebody here who lives a life most don't know about, I won't lie and I won't boast, but I'm probably the only one here like it.

I mean, I spend my late summer cutting down dead trees out in the woods with a chainsaw to help a friend get firewood for the winter.

Stranger from a strange land.

Nexus · May 01, 2015, 01:08:58 AM

Did you learn your balls were as small as they were gonna get anyway?

Nexus · May 01, 2015, 01:11:08 AM

Quote from: Korra Valentine on April 30, 2015, 11:21:49 PM

Quote from: TBlocks on April 30, 2015, 11:13:38 PM
meh I'm not sure why you would want to do that but ok.
You better edit this shit.

How did you pussywhip that nigga, over the internet, like seriously?

How beta does one person have to be?

Not Comms Officer · May 01, 2015, 01:16:30 AM

Quote from: Sandtrap on May 01, 2015, 01:02:36 AM

Quote from: Not Comms Officer on May 01, 2015, 12:51:14 AM
Quote from: Sandtrap on May 01, 2015, 12:49:25 AM
Quote from: Not Comms Officer on May 01, 2015, 12:48:42 AM
Quote from: Sandtrap on May 01, 2015, 12:18:47 AM
Glad you posted. I've always been rather appreciative of mundane things. And lately, especially so, I've come to appreciate the feeling of work. It feels good to work again. Obviously there's some struggle. My lungs will never be fully well again and I know I have to be careful with my heart.

But I've been working for two weeks straight now. That, typically, is the time it takes for somebody's body to adapt to constant physical labor. I appreciate that feeling of strain. Improvement. And I marvel at how fast I'm healing. Two days. I take a break. Slow down. And I'm healed.

I moved four things today that surprised me.

1. Those blue industrial barrels filled with wood I told you about a little while back? I can move them around like nothing now. Previously, it took a lot out of me. Now it's almost easy.

2. Three sheets of quadruple layered plywood, 8 feet long and 6 feet wide. Moved them alone by myself, lifted and carried.

3. A washer and drier by myself, carried and held down a small set of stairs.

4. Held up a small, old, iron bathtub and lifted it off the ground to move it elsewhere.

If I can appreciate anything right now, it's that physically, I'm recovering really damn well.
Oh god.

How old are you right now? I get the impression that you're in your mid-20s.

Not even that far comms. 22.
Shit.

Talk about different lifestyles we must have.

I'm probably the strangest person you'll likely meet here. Out in the middle of nowhere. Flatlander. Laborer. Beaten up exterior. Poor and always on the verge of broke. And a rather unquiet mind to contrast it all beyond my supposed flatlander, out in the boonies appearance.

If you want to look for somebody here who lives a life most don't know about, I won't lie and I won't boast, but I'm probably the only one here like it.

I mean, I spend my late summer cutting down dead trees out in the woods with a chainsaw to help a friend get firewood for the winter.

Stranger from a strange land.

I'd go insane if I had to live in a place so rural as yours. I need to live in a city, with life.

The silence in rural areas is maddening for me. And not to mention the fact that you yourself have to provide all of your needs. Getting food, heat, water. Dammit. I can get the appeal of that for some people, but I'm not one of them by any means.

gats · May 01, 2015, 03:06:39 AM

Has it done anything for your gains?

Ásgeirr · May 01, 2015, 03:07:15 AM

Here's your reply

TB · May 01, 2015, 07:22:06 AM

Quote from: Nexus on May 01, 2015, 01:11:08 AM

Quote from: Korra Valentine on April 30, 2015, 11:21:49 PM
Quote from: TBlocks on April 30, 2015, 11:13:38 PM
meh I'm not sure why you would want to do that but ok.
You better edit this shit.
How did you pussywhip that nigga, over the internet, like seriously?

How beta does one person have to be?

How's Noelle eh?

Kitsune 狐 · May 01, 2015, 08:58:24 AM

Quote from: Jim The Jew Lord on May 01, 2015, 12:59:45 AM

Quote from: Kitsunekun on April 30, 2015, 11:19:13 PM

Quote from: Jive Turkey on April 30, 2015, 11:03:02 PM
Quote from: Jim The Jew Lord on April 30, 2015, 10:45:08 PM
I am horny all the time already.

Use your genetically gifted high test to make massive gains and fuck older women bro!!

Why older women?
I have a fetish for momcest and cougars

Hmm... Was your mom just really nice, a complete bitch, or just out of the picture?

Jim · May 01, 2015, 11:59:26 AM

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Kitsune 狐 · May 01, 2015, 12:36:17 PM

Quote from: Jim The Jew Lord on May 01, 2015, 11:59:26 AM

Quote from: Kitsunekun on May 01, 2015, 08:58:24 AM

Quote from: Jim The Jew Lord on May 01, 2015, 12:59:45 AM
Quote from: Kitsunekun on April 30, 2015, 11:19:13 PM

Quote from: Jive Turkey on April 30, 2015, 11:03:02 PM
Quote from: Jim The Jew Lord on April 30, 2015, 10:45:08 PM
I am horny all the time already.

Use your genetically gifted high test to make massive gains and fuck older women bro!!

Why older women?
I have a fetish for momcest and cougars

Hmm... Was your mom just really nice, a complete bitch, or just out of the picture?
Really nice and still is

Interesting and awesome.

Ktan Dantaktee · May 01, 2015, 12:58:55 PM

I try to keep my testosterone low. I find I'm more calculating, tactical, and calm that way. It makes me more tired throughout the day, and reduces my strength and stamina, but its worth it. Keeping it low helps with my anger; and not being prone to beating somebody to within an inch of their life for minor irritations is nice.

More Than Mortal · May 01, 2015, 01:00:32 PM

So, you're telling me that I have a ridiculous amount of testosterone?

FatherlyNick - fuck putin · May 01, 2015, 01:43:09 PM

I can rel8, m8

I ate a bunch of chocolate

now I'm horny as fuck

=/

Girl of Mystery · May 01, 2015, 01:46:55 PM

Quote from: Ktan Dantaktee on May 01, 2015, 12:58:55 PM

I try to keep my testosterone low. I find I'm more calculating, tactical, and calm that way. It makes me more tired throughout the day, and reduces my strength and stamina, but its worth it. Keeping it low helps with my anger; and not being prone to beating somebody to within an inch of their life for minor irritations is nice.

you're a bad christian
if god was real you wouldn't be that way

May 01, 2015, 01:50:13 PM

Quote from: Meta Cognition on May 01, 2015, 01:00:32 PM

So, you're telling me that I have a ridiculous amount of testosterone?

He ran out of things to brag about.

Nexus · May 01, 2015, 01:54:01 PM

Quote from: TBlocks on May 01, 2015, 07:22:06 AM

Quote from: Nexus on May 01, 2015, 01:11:08 AM
Quote from: Korra Valentine on April 30, 2015, 11:21:49 PM
Quote from: TBlocks on April 30, 2015, 11:13:38 PM
meh I'm not sure why you would want to do that but ok.
You better edit this shit.
How did you pussywhip that nigga, over the internet, like seriously?

How beta does one person have to be?
How's Noelle eh?

Lol.

Ktan Dantaktee · May 01, 2015, 01:54:53 PM

Quote from: Ayy Lemönao on May 01, 2015, 01:46:55 PM

Quote from: Ktan Dantaktee on May 01, 2015, 12:58:55 PM
I try to keep my testosterone low. I find I'm more calculating, tactical, and calm that way. It makes me more tired throughout the day, and reduces my strength and stamina, but its worth it. Keeping it low helps with my anger; and not being prone to beating somebody to within an inch of their life for minor irritations is nice.
you're a bad christian
if god was real you wouldn't be that way

Hard to be a bad Christian if I'm not even Christian.

Girl of Mystery · May 01, 2015, 01:56:41 PM

Quote from: Ktan Dantaktee on May 01, 2015, 01:54:53 PM

Quote from: Ayy Lemönao on May 01, 2015, 01:46:55 PM
Quote from: Ktan Dantaktee on May 01, 2015, 12:58:55 PM
I try to keep my testosterone low. I find I'm more calculating, tactical, and calm that way. It makes me more tired throughout the day, and reduces my strength and stamina, but its worth it. Keeping it low helps with my anger; and not being prone to beating somebody to within an inch of their life for minor irritations is nice.
you're a bad christian
if god was real you wouldn't be that way

Hard to be a bad Christian if I'm not even Christian.

since when?

Nexus · May 01, 2015, 02:12:10 PM

Quote from: TBlocks on May 01, 2015, 07:22:06 AM

Quote from: Nexus on May 01, 2015, 01:11:08 AM
Quote from: Korra Valentine on April 30, 2015, 11:21:49 PM
Quote from: TBlocks on April 30, 2015, 11:13:38 PM
meh I'm not sure why you would want to do that but ok.
You better edit this shit.
How did you pussywhip that nigga, over the internet, like seriously?

How beta does one person have to be?
How's Noelle eh?

Like seriously, did you think that actually meant something? Do you know what pussywhipped means?

Like, seriously, there was a better person you could have picked.

TB · May 01, 2015, 02:20:12 PM

Quote from: Nexus on May 01, 2015, 02:12:10 PM

Quote from: TBlocks on May 01, 2015, 07:22:06 AM

Quote from: Nexus on May 01, 2015, 01:11:08 AM
Quote from: Korra Valentine on April 30, 2015, 11:21:49 PM
Quote from: TBlocks on April 30, 2015, 11:13:38 PM
meh I'm not sure why you would want to do that but ok.
You better edit this shit.
How did you pussywhip that nigga, over the internet, like seriously?

How beta does one person have to be?
How's Noelle eh?
Like seriously, did you think that actually meant something? Do you know what pussywhipped means?

Like, seriously, there was a better person you could have picked.

I don't really care one way or the other bud. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Nexus · May 01, 2015, 02:21:53 PM

Quote from: TBlocks on May 01, 2015, 02:20:12 PM

Quote from: Nexus on May 01, 2015, 02:12:10 PM
Quote from: TBlocks on May 01, 2015, 07:22:06 AM

Quote from: Nexus on May 01, 2015, 01:11:08 AM
Quote from: Korra Valentine on April 30, 2015, 11:21:49 PM
Quote from: TBlocks on April 30, 2015, 11:13:38 PM
meh I'm not sure why you would want to do that but ok.
You better edit this shit.
How did you pussywhip that nigga, over the internet, like seriously?

How beta does one person have to be?
How's Noelle eh?
Like seriously, did you think that actually meant something? Do you know what pussywhipped means?

Like, seriously, there was a better person you could have picked.
I don't really care one way or the other bud. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Stay pussywhipped.

Jive Turkey · May 01, 2015, 02:41:43 PM

Quote from: guts on May 01, 2015, 03:06:39 AM

Has it done anything for your gains?

In a way. I am more aggressive when lifting so it's always a plus. But I'm still cutting so it's a given that I'll be getting smaller and weaker $:-\$