Quote from: BottleRocket on October 18, 2015, 06:59:39 PMThe weirdest thing ever, is to want some negativity in your life because you think it's going too good. And now, it won't stop.OhNever had this problem What do you mean too well?
The weirdest thing ever, is to want some negativity in your life because you think it's going too good. And now, it won't stop.
I love a woman, but she doesn't love me back the same way. I'll be honest, frontal lobotomy never sounded more tempting.On the bright side, now that I don't have any obligation to be a respectable human being anymore, I can go back to being a fatass lazy nerd.
I just want to lay in bed all day and slowly die, but I have to do stupid shit like work, go to school, and breathe.
I'm stuck in a rut that I can't change. I'm taking the only road that's open to me, and making due with what I can, but at the same time, I'm not satisfied with it. And everywhere I look, I don't have a way out.
I suck at everything. Especially painting.
Quote from: Ingloriouswho98 on October 18, 2015, 09:26:01 PMQuote from: BottleRocket on October 18, 2015, 06:59:39 PMThe weirdest thing ever, is to want some negativity in your life because you think it's going too good. And now, it won't stop.OhNever had this problem What do you mean too well?Well, just that life has been going good for quite a while, no issues. You almost forget what suffering feels like, and when it finally comes it overstays its welcome.Welcome to my life.
Depression is fucking awful.
Quote from: Casper on October 19, 2015, 12:38:16 AMI suck at everything. Especially painting.Do you want to be a painter?
Quote from: Ingloriouswho98 on October 19, 2015, 05:53:45 PMQuote from: Casper on October 19, 2015, 12:38:16 AMI suck at everything. Especially painting.Do you want to be a painter?No, but I have to know how to paint things properly when I make them. The problem is that whatever I make always gets messed up in the painting process.
Quote from: Casper on October 19, 2015, 06:13:07 PMQuote from: Ingloriouswho98 on October 19, 2015, 05:53:45 PMQuote from: Casper on October 19, 2015, 12:38:16 AMI suck at everything. Especially painting.Do you want to be a painter?No, but I have to know how to paint things properly when I make them. The problem is that whatever I make always gets messed up in the painting process. Are you taking classes?
Quote from: Ingloriouswho98 on October 19, 2015, 06:14:01 PMQuote from: Casper on October 19, 2015, 06:13:07 PMQuote from: Ingloriouswho98 on October 19, 2015, 05:53:45 PMQuote from: Casper on October 19, 2015, 12:38:16 AMI suck at everything. Especially painting.Do you want to be a painter?No, but I have to know how to paint things properly when I make them. The problem is that whatever I make always gets messed up in the painting process. Are you taking classes?Yeah, but it's not teaching me what I thought.
Quote from: Casper on October 19, 2015, 06:15:39 PMQuote from: Ingloriouswho98 on October 19, 2015, 06:14:01 PMQuote from: Casper on October 19, 2015, 06:13:07 PMQuote from: Ingloriouswho98 on October 19, 2015, 05:53:45 PMQuote from: Casper on October 19, 2015, 12:38:16 AMI suck at everything. Especially painting.Do you want to be a painter?No, but I have to know how to paint things properly when I make them. The problem is that whatever I make always gets messed up in the painting process. Are you taking classes?Yeah, but it's not teaching me what I thought.What do you mean
Quote from: Ingloriouswho98 on October 19, 2015, 06:17:25 PMQuote from: Casper on October 19, 2015, 06:15:39 PMQuote from: Ingloriouswho98 on October 19, 2015, 06:14:01 PMQuote from: Casper on October 19, 2015, 06:13:07 PMQuote from: Ingloriouswho98 on October 19, 2015, 05:53:45 PMQuote from: Casper on October 19, 2015, 12:38:16 AMI suck at everything. Especially painting.Do you want to be a painter?No, but I have to know how to paint things properly when I make them. The problem is that whatever I make always gets messed up in the painting process. Are you taking classes?Yeah, but it's not teaching me what I thought.What do you meanIts more arty and about the composition rather than the process
Quote from: BottleRocket on October 19, 2015, 12:40:18 AMQuote from: Ingloriouswho98 on October 18, 2015, 09:26:01 PMQuote from: BottleRocket on October 18, 2015, 06:59:39 PMThe weirdest thing ever, is to want some negativity in your life because you think it's going too good. And now, it won't stop.OhNever had this problem What do you mean too well?Well, just that life has been going good for quite a while, no issues. You almost forget what suffering feels like, and when it finally comes it overstays its welcome.Welcome to my life.Well hardship builds characterBut I'm glad your life is chilltake advantage of it
Quote from: GlitterFairyLilo on October 19, 2015, 12:44:27 AMDepression is fucking awful.Amen to thatHow're you hanging in there?
Quote from: Ra on October 15, 2015, 09:59:49 PMJust told a beautiful, interested woman that she's wasting her time with me.SpoilerKierra?Or someone else?
Just told a beautiful, interested woman that she's wasting her time with me.
Quote from: Bonewheel Barry on October 19, 2015, 12:08:01 AMI love a woman, but she doesn't love me back the same way. I'll be honest, frontal lobotomy never sounded more tempting.On the bright side, now that I don't have any obligation to be a respectable human being anymore, I can go back to being a fatass lazy nerd.OhHave you told her your feelings?
Quote from: Ingloriouswho98 on October 19, 2015, 05:54:51 PMQuote from: BottleRocket on October 19, 2015, 12:40:18 AMQuote from: Ingloriouswho98 on October 18, 2015, 09:26:01 PMQuote from: BottleRocket on October 18, 2015, 06:59:39 PMThe weirdest thing ever, is to want some negativity in your life because you think it's going too good. And now, it won't stop.OhNever had this problem What do you mean too well?Well, just that life has been going good for quite a while, no issues. You almost forget what suffering feels like, and when it finally comes it overstays its welcome.Welcome to my life.Well hardship builds characterBut I'm glad your life is chilltake advantage of itOh, my point was it's not chill, it used to be.
Quote from: Ingloriouswho98 on October 19, 2015, 05:59:03 PMQuote from: GlitterFairyLilo on October 19, 2015, 12:44:27 AMDepression is fucking awful.Amen to thatHow're you hanging in there?My depression tends to come in waves, and those waves have passed. I'm good for now c;
My girlfriend's parents are getting divorced, and this is going to be a horrendous, miserable year for her because of it. I want to do everything I can to comfort her, and make her happy, because I love her. But in this situation, that's something that'll be very difficult to do.
Can I take a seat?My depression is creeping back and I feel especially crappy today to the point where I just want to run and not stop. (I live in the middle of nowhere).I tried to reach out but my support is busy and I feel useless and alone.
I don't feel bad.
Quote from: ExodusMae on October 20, 2015, 05:12:06 AMCan I take a seat?My depression is creeping back and I feel especially crappy today to the point where I just want to run and not stop. (I live in the middle of nowhere).I tried to reach out but my support is busy and I feel useless and alone. I'm sorryWhat kind of thoughts do you have?