Most depressing aspect of your life?

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I neither fear, nor despise.
I don't really have an aspect of life that I'm never satisfied with. I just occasionally get these mindsets every few months where I just feel I have no value and nobody gives a shit. It's not true I know, people care. But what I know and what I feel just don't match up.


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His eyebrows sparkling, his white beard hangs down to his chest. The thatched mats, spread outside his chise, spread softly, his splendid attos. He polishes, cross-legged, his makiri, with his eyes completely absorbed.

He is Ainu.

The god of Ainu Mosir, Ae-Oine Kamuy, descendant of Okiku-Rumi, He perishes, a living corpse. The summers day, the white sunlight, unabrushed, ends simply through his breath alone.


 
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HA

GODDEEM
i messaged you on steam by the way, before the debates

just letting you know something


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 Reading your threads.


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His eyebrows sparkling, his white beard hangs down to his chest. The thatched mats, spread outside his chise, spread softly, his splendid attos. He polishes, cross-legged, his makiri, with his eyes completely absorbed.

He is Ainu.

The god of Ainu Mosir, Ae-Oine Kamuy, descendant of Okiku-Rumi, He perishes, a living corpse. The summers day, the white sunlight, unabrushed, ends simply through his breath alone.
HA

GODDEEM
i messaged you on steam by the way, before the debates

just letting you know something
You could always make a Serious thread about comparing analyses of the book. It'd be easier to respond to given that I'm on my phone more than computer nowadays.


 
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You could always make a Serious thread about comparing analyses of the book. It'd be easier to respond to given that I'm on my phone more than computer nowadays.
right

can i just ask, though--why was it you wanted me to read it so much again?...


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His eyebrows sparkling, his white beard hangs down to his chest. The thatched mats, spread outside his chise, spread softly, his splendid attos. He polishes, cross-legged, his makiri, with his eyes completely absorbed.

He is Ainu.

The god of Ainu Mosir, Ae-Oine Kamuy, descendant of Okiku-Rumi, He perishes, a living corpse. The summers day, the white sunlight, unabrushed, ends simply through his breath alone.
You could always make a Serious thread about comparing analyses of the book. It'd be easier to respond to given that I'm on my phone more than computer nowadays.
right

can i just ask, though--why was it you wanted me to read it so much again?...
Just to discuss any point relating to it, really, whether it be on the subject of personal freedom, government oversight, the malleability of information, might != right, how the people who care the most take loss the hardest. I'm just spit balling ideas here, anything tangent is game.


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"Ornate chandeliers suspended from a vaulted ceiling lit the spacious chamber; Jack tilted his gaze overhead and noticed how far away they were.  His thoughts wove around those bright lights, like a dance of ether masses spiraling in precious unison. Why must we try to clutch desperately for the mere threads of this world when we can clasp onto a tapestry of untold magnificence beyond this plane of existence?"
That one's best efforts weren't enough, and the most beneficial thing left to do for everyone is to pass away


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That I love traveling and have been living in the same spot for about five and a half years now.


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>tfw you wanna drink but your on meds so you can't drink
Weigh the pros and cons Cinderp

You know what you want more than drinking
Yeah, but it means I can't drown my emptiness in liquor

On the bright side, way less calories! Woo!


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The heat death of the universe will come eventually.


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I can't legally pack my Rifle with me for a hike despite the mountains around me having illegal pot grows and mountain lions that have attacked people in the past.

Kinda makes the thought of a hike in my local mountains a little less than a fun. Fall is here, temperatures are dying down, and I'd love to go hike a couple places around here, but the threat is a little to high for Mountain Lions.


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That people will forever find mathematics boring and so I will never not have to find a way to justify my passion to people. It's quite an odd feeling being able to share something with long dead historical figures and only them.


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It's an amalgamation of things, not a single aspect. Crippling self-hatred, an inability to see myself having a future, and suicidal thoughts constantly plaguing my mind makes everything seem pointless. I've had therapists, taken many types of medication, been to hospitals and all that jazz, but nothing's worked. It's obvious that the only person that can help me is myself, but I don't see the point.

I've accepted since I was eight years old that I would amount to nothing, and that I would die alone, most likely by my own hands. As it stands, there's only a handful of thing keeping me grounded and sane - shitty anime waifus, books, and my own awful writing.
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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."
—Judge Aaron Satie
——Carmen
It's an amalgamation of things, not a single aspect. Crippling self-hatred, an inability to see myself having a future, and suicidal thoughts constantly plaguing my mind makes everything seem pointless. I've had therapists, taken many types of medication, been to hospitals and all that jazz, but nothing's worked. It's obvious that the only person that can help me is myself, but I don't see the point.

I've accepted since I was eight years old that I would amount to nothing, and that I would die alone, most likely by my own hands. As it stands, there's only a handful of thing keeping me grounded and sane - shitty anime waifus, books, and my own awful writing.
<3

If it helps (I know it doesn't) you have less then 150 posts and are already one of my favorite posters here.


 
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Just some offhand thinking here. I've talked with all sorts of people. Especially about school. I've talked to a lot of people who were the "oddballs" of the bunch. Naturally, all those people grouped together. They just have a way of finding each other.

Reading through this thread fascinates me. Look at the replies. Look at how so many of them share so many similar circumstances. How so many of us share the same thing. We're alone. We don't know where we're going. We don't know how we're going to get there. We don't see the light at the end of the tunnel. We resign ourselves to whatever fate has in store, and we don't believe that it has anything good for us.

And, on top of it all, the majority of us have roots in a mere, simple, out of the way gaming forum. And through some strange circumstance, we all moved here when our respective home lost it's golden touch.

Is it not funny, that we're all strangers from across the world, never having met in person, and yet, we're all here?

And what's truly funny, is that when asked, why we continue to come here, most of us would probably answer with a solid, "I don't really know."

Similar outcasts, always find one another. Don't know how. Don't know why.

But here we all are.


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I often wonder how long this group is going to last. Are we all going to end up as some uniquely tight knit forum over time? Are we going to grow old, and stay here, talking to those strangers, our friends from across distances we likely will never be able to travel?

In time, will those bonds strengthen? Perhaps some of us will grow bold, and travel, and see a few of those faces that they talk to every day but never see. Reading through all of these various replies from people, I'm reminded of something. You people have left a mark on me.

If I had no ties, or responsibilities I would likely come visit you. Any of you. Maybe even help, if I could. Or at the very least, make your day pleasant, if I could. Something, anything to show that I appreciate any of you being there in some form.

Ah, such idle fancies. If only.


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It really is quite nice that we all get to be here together and enjoy eachother's company.


 
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It really is quite nice that we all get to be here together and enjoy eachother's company.

In some form at least. I might argue that unfortunately, it feels hollow. You come on here and spend some time away with whoever it is you feel like, but at the end of the road, you've gotta get up and go about your shit day. It's a shame. There's times that I've listend to people talk about what's happening on their end.

And, I try to say something decent. But I know they're going to have to leave and face whatever trouble they have on their own. I don't like it too much.

You could call me attatched, maybe. But there are people here who I'd stand by, if I could.


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I cant argue with progress, just you.
Not having a grasp of my life or future. I have no plans and as soon I try to do something with my self it ends up failing. My job also destroys my hopes and dreams.


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I enjoy/ find it easier to talk to people more on the internet than face to face.  Dunno, most of the stuff other people would find depressing I'm perfectly okay with.


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It really is quite nice that we all get to be here together and enjoy eachother's company.

In some form at least. I might argue that unfortunately, it feels hollow. You come on here and spend some time away with whoever it is you feel like, but at the end of the road, you've gotta get up and go about your shit day. It's a shame. There's times that I've listend to people talk about what's happening on their end.

And, I try to say something decent. But I know they're going to have to leave and face whatever trouble they have on their own. I don't like it too much.

You could call me attatched, maybe. But there are people here who I'd stand by, if I could.
And I would argue that you have it backwards, that no matter how shit life gets, we're still able to wring some enjoyment out of it all. Even if it's only temporary and with people that you don't know beyond a picture and some text, it's still something worth treasuring.

And I feel the same way about wanting to help everyone, that's what makes us human.
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Oh yeah, knowing that

A)chances are I won't live to see a permanent colony set up on another terrestrial body
B)i will not live to witness or be a part of human interstellar travel
C)i will not live to see things like the Milky Way-Andromeda Collision
D)everytging anyone does is pointless as everything is going to die eventually

Really puts a  downer on your day


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Nah, but disregarding the memes, things do suck.

I don't know 90% of you chucklefucks enough to go into detail about it like I do on Bungle, but basically crippling depression and anxiety issues combined with significant blows to my ego in the area of mental capabilities and general self-hatred suck an abundance of dicks.


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An all encompassing sluggishness that may as well develop into apathy that prevents me from doing anything more than ordinary even though people and myself know I'd be capable of far more.


 
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When life gives you lemons you push it off a cliff and steal life's identity.
It really is quite nice that we all get to be here together and enjoy eachother's company.

In some form at least. I might argue that unfortunately, it feels hollow. You come on here and spend some time away with whoever it is you feel like, but at the end of the road, you've gotta get up and go about your shit day. It's a shame. There's times that I've listend to people talk about what's happening on their end.

And, I try to say something decent. But I know they're going to have to leave and face whatever trouble they have on their own. I don't like it too much.

You could call me attatched, maybe. But there are people here who I'd stand by, if I could.
Well at the end of the day at least I'll be able to say "at least Deadtrap gave a damn." It has a person to person value, but that value surely counts for something.


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the one true God is Doctor Doom and we should all be worshiping him.
The heat death of the universe will come eventually.

On the bright side you won't live to see it.


 
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