Angrily beat it out to pony porn.

Same. Just have to do everything by myself, but maybe I'm so used to it at this point. I get coffee at Dunkin every day after work hoping maybe I'll run into an attractive woman that will wnat to talk to me. Maybe that's creepy. But isn't that how people meet? Randomly? I don't even know anymore. I just try to be out in as many public places as possible hoping someone will notice me.

I hope you feel better if you wanna talk feel free to pm me.

here's an edgelord song for you

You wouldn't know what feeling down meant if it raped you and buried you alive.

It's okay. I had a dream a relative died and I walked around  their old and empty house. I woke up realizing that it was going to happen one day to everyone and there's no way to change it.