my behavior is almost entirely a choice that i make myself--i can turn it on, and i can turn it off
the fact is, it's a lot more fun being an aggressive asshole--but if i ever need to cool it, i will
that may not have been so true when i was a 15 year old on bnet, but i'm not a 15 year old on bnet anymore
there have been numerous periods--and you can ask anybody--where i have "proven" myself, namely last summer, where i participated in ramadan just for the fuck of it
on top of not being able to eat all day, i also couldn't swear or get into heated arguments with people for a whole month--and i succeeded
there was also a time back on coup where an admin made me a mod as a joke, because he expected me to go on a rampage, banning everybody--but instead, i actually turned out to be very fair, by-the-book type of mod--i was demoted only because the admin proceeded to trick me into abusing my powers (he told me to ban someone, and i listened, and he considered that abuse)
so
yeah
Dietrich Six for mod 2k16