I caught myself thinking about her A LOT these past few days. I'm just DYING to know what she's doing. How does she feel? Is she feeling lonely and sad? Or happier than ever? I can't explain this huge curiosity I have in me, I actually think she's in my head now more than ever. Break up mind games.However while the thoughts of her still make me sad sometimes, it's not completely terrible and I'm slowly getting better. Most people say it takes 3 months to feel like yourself again, I'm on week 3 so I'm hoping they're right. Today I'm sad though smh. And having obsessive thoughts/curiosity. These KILL me.
Quote from: Jive Turkey on June 17, 2017, 11:12:03 PMHaven't updated in a while because I'd been getting over her well. But she's honestly pretty devious smh get this:She's from a different city than me (40 min away) but she goes to school at the college in my town. So she's been away for this past month etc except now she came back for summer school. I already knew this was gonna happen but here's what I didn't expect She's started to go to my secondary gym at the time she knows I would always go. It's cool because I go to a different gym now in my work town so I didn't even see her. But she has been trying to befriend my best friend who works out there. And to make it even worse, she's trying to get at one of my other semi close friends who I confided in a lot throughout this relationship and breakup. She KNOWS him and I are friends and he's brought me up to her before but she doesn't care. She asks to work out with him / invites him to eat hangout etc all the time. He had a long talk with me about how he respects me too much to ever do anything but Even though he's my friend he's kinda shady about stuff like this. i feel like he would fuck her and not tell me anything. He's also just starting his first steroid cycle so he's much Hornier and more irrational than normal. I'm guiding him through it and providing the stuff to him so I guarantee he's partly scared that if he does anything and I find out I might fuck with his stuff, I could possibly destroy his life with these hormonez(I wouldn't but still) I know I have no place to get mad at who has sex with who etc I don't own either of them, but I can't help getting mad af and overthinking it. What I'm basically doing is coming to terms with the fact that I can't control the situation and if they do it they do it. I'd have to prepare myself to cut off a good friend which would suck but that's life sonWhat the fuck is this ghetto drama bullshit? Get better friends and stop using steroids.
Haven't updated in a while because I'd been getting over her well. But she's honestly pretty devious smh get this:She's from a different city than me (40 min away) but she goes to school at the college in my town. So she's been away for this past month etc except now she came back for summer school. I already knew this was gonna happen but here's what I didn't expect She's started to go to my secondary gym at the time she knows I would always go. It's cool because I go to a different gym now in my work town so I didn't even see her. But she has been trying to befriend my best friend who works out there. And to make it even worse, she's trying to get at one of my other semi close friends who I confided in a lot throughout this relationship and breakup. She KNOWS him and I are friends and he's brought me up to her before but she doesn't care. She asks to work out with him / invites him to eat hangout etc all the time. He had a long talk with me about how he respects me too much to ever do anything but Even though he's my friend he's kinda shady about stuff like this. i feel like he would fuck her and not tell me anything. He's also just starting his first steroid cycle so he's much Hornier and more irrational than normal. I'm guiding him through it and providing the stuff to him so I guarantee he's partly scared that if he does anything and I find out I might fuck with his stuff, I could possibly destroy his life with these hormonez(I wouldn't but still) I know I have no place to get mad at who has sex with who etc I don't own either of them, but I can't help getting mad af and overthinking it. What I'm basically doing is coming to terms with the fact that I can't control the situation and if they do it they do it. I'd have to prepare myself to cut off a good friend which would suck but that's life son