and said I was cute and I felt obligated

and then yes I did meth

but I just wanted to be good

why am i being punished

well not only was it fucking disgusting it made you look depraved af

Why are you complaining if you like being treated like shit

I have a sore on my mouth and now I cant fulfill my purpose

You blew a random stranger just to get high for a few minutes and now you got herpes LMAO

Damn, dude, sounds like you've fallen quite hard my friend. I would avoid this road if I were you.

I probs wont see him again but I want to

he said I was cute and pretty

the people who love me HAVE to because of this bullshit connection of "oh i birthed you or am related to the person who birthed you"

its not real love, its an obligatiion

I want people to love me because im pretty but now that wont happen

mother fucker, you were serious?

Quote from: Mmmmm Napalm on August 21, 2017, 12:58:14 AM

Quote from: SecondClass on August 21, 2017, 12:56:09 AM

the people who love me HAVE to because of this bullshit connection of "oh i birthed you or am related to the person who birthed you"

its not real love, its an obligatiion

I want people to love me because im pretty but now that wont happen

The familial connection doesn't invalidate their love for you.

People loving you purely because of how you look isn't love.

yes it does

I want to be loved because of ME

Just because they initially love you because they're your family doesn't mean they don't love you for who you are.

Dude chill the fuck out. You honestly do not need to do any of the hard drugs. It is just going to fuck you over.

If you want to be loved, it is best to go on dates with random people and see what works. Some will like you, and some will not. You can find someone but make a clear list of what you are looking for. Personally I go in with a very negative expectation and I have different goals in life. To deal with not being loved(which I am by my family) I focus on my other goals.

If anything you need to maybe join some groups who can help you with this. Knowing you have a kink just go to one of their meetups. I mean I think you are registered in FetLife and in a big city. So obviously you are going to have an easy time finding someone to help you out in that respect.

Dude chill the fuck out. You honestly do not need to do any of the hard drugs. It is just going to fuck you over.

If you want to be loved, it is best to go on dates with random people and see what works. Some will like you, and some will not. You can find someone but make a clear list of what you are looking for. Personally I go in with a very negative expectation and I have different goals in life. To deal with not being loved(which I am by my family) I focus on my other goals.

If anything you need to maybe join some groups who can help you with this. Knowing you have a kink just go to one of their meetups. I mean I think you are registered in FetLife and in a big city. So obviously you are going to have an easy time finding someone to help you out in that respect.

HA

dating people is like an audition

I have no talents

Quote from: SecondClass on August 21, 2017, 01:04:39 AM

Quote from: Risay117 on August 21, 2017, 01:03:36 AM

Dude chill the fuck out. You honestly do not need to do any of the hard drugs. It is just going to fuck you over.

If you want to be loved, it is best to go on dates with random people and see what works. Some will like you, and some will not. You can find someone but make a clear list of what you are looking for. Personally I go in with a very negative expectation and I have different goals in life. To deal with not being loved(which I am by my family) I focus on my other goals.

If anything you need to maybe join some groups who can help you with this. Knowing you have a kink just go to one of their meetups. I mean I think you are registered in FetLife and in a big city. So obviously you are going to have an easy time finding someone to help you out in that respect.

HA

dating people is like an audition

I have no talents

No one does, that is why you take on hobbies. I mean I started learning the guitar because I felt inadequate. And then found out I have Grand love for music.

If you do not have confidence, find out why, and maybe just work on that skill to increase your selling point.

Also some people like to take care of people with no talents.

But at the end of the day it is all about learning skills and adapting to sell yourself.

dude I cant sell nothing

all I can do is look cute, do sexual favors, and clan and do work and stuff

I want to be used

Only Christ can drag you out of the hell you've built for yourself.

I like deluding myself too

but I need a master (male or female) to serve, not an imaginary thing designed to make you feel better

Quote from: SecondClass on August 21, 2017, 01:14:32 AM

Quote from: ΚΑΤΑΝΑΛΩΤΗΣ on August 21, 2017, 01:12:50 AM

Only Christ can drag you out of the hell you've built for yourself.

I like deluding myself too

but I need a master (male or female) to serve, not an imaginary thing designed to make you feel better

You are choosing an unworthy, mortal master.

better than an imaginary one so people can feel good

cool man

Get fucking help.

That's all I have to say.

Class, you're OG. You have been around almost as long as I have. That means you have pull. You influence others. Do you think that is what new fish should endure?

I'm on a good track

go to florida, live with dietrich

maybe there I can be submissive