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Solonoid | Mythic Inconceivable!
 
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Does anybody remember the thread Sandtrap made offering to send us PMs saying what he thought of us?

The things he said, I understand, were meant for only one person: you.
But in light of his passing, and his last message for us, I'd like to see what he saw in each of us.

This place was special to him, and maybe we can piece together the reasons why.

This is what he had to say to me.
Mr. Sol.
Where to start with you? Well, for starters, you're a funny person to me. Every time I see your name it brings back something in the back of my head that I know I should remember, but I don't. That means, at some point in time, before this head of mine took some hits, I knew you in some capacity. Or at the very least, you were somebody on my thoughts.

But, that's all gone now and you're largely a stranger to me. But, I still pick up stuff from time to time. I don't know how long you've been living in that car of yours. But let me say that if you've been doing it for a while, it's impressive.

You don't break down on the forums like some folks do. Some folks on the internet use it for escape. Or to whine in too much excess. Or maybe they become caustic, ugly people. But by all appearances for the longest time I always thought you lived the average life, because you post like an average person, as if your day is average and okay.

It's more than I can say for myself. I don't know how you ended up in your position. But it likely wasn't through something good or happy, was it? For me, I doubt it's something I could do. Let alone keep up the appearance of being okay.

And, not only that, but it seems like it's more of your choice to stay like things are now. Who am I to say? I don't know you, after all. But it can't be easy. And, if I do remember things, a few anarchy posts back, you've got other troubles too.

It's something I've gotta commend you on. Early adult years are a bitch for everybody. But to deal with what you're dealing right now is something that would probably leave a fair number of people walking down really bad roads. But you've got this kind of air to you that you can handle it.

Like it's all according to some smooth plan of yours. And I hope that's the case. I hope stuff falls into place for you and you find out where you're going in life. Because at the same time you seem like somebody who's drifting. You haven't found your place in life yet.

No easy task for some people. And it can seem so very hopeless. I hope things work out for you and you figure out what comes next in yours. And that maybe you get better luck and kinder people that'll take you down happier roads. Folks like you don't deserve the trouble they get.
Last Edit: April 04, 2017, 10:16:37 PM by Fishcakes


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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."
β€”Judge Aaron Satie
β€”β€”Carmen
I'm glad his suffering is over.

Talking to him was a burden because there was nothing to be done, just waiting for the inevitable. This is something that's been coming for a while, in a way coming for too long. It's almost annoying to think he held on so long for no reason, but I guess he had some drive I can't fathom.

He was a ridiculously good person, one that makes you hate yourself all the more for it. The one word I would use to sum up my relationship with him is guilt, and I'm sure he'd hate to hear that. I would have loved to know him before his sickness started.


 
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fuck you
It was really hard to talk, or read what he says, there's just so little you could have said to him.

It's really upsetting. But I'm glad he's no longer suffering.


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Toys are hereby declared:
ILLEGAL
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placed under ARREST and thrown in the DUNGEON!
No kidding!               πŸ…±
Wait what the fuck


Solonoid | Mythic Inconceivable!
 
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Casper | Mythic Inconceivable!
 
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Toys are hereby declared:
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Toys are hereby declared:
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 anyone found with a TOY in his possession will be
placed under ARREST and thrown in the DUNGEON!
No kidding!               πŸ…±
Like holy fuck, I had a pm I forgot to resond to from him back in January.  I know him and I interacted since then, but still...


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Oh, hey.
This is what he said to me, I assume from the same thread.

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I watch a fair bit of stuff on here but never really am inclined to jump into things. There's some old debacle, basically ancient history on your supposed wealth or possessions. I never cared to jump into that and I never cared to judge.

I think you're mostly legitimate. Not in the sense of your wealth, but in the sense of your happiness. I get the feeling that you lead something of a life that's fulfilling or content. But you're looking for something that's missing, maybe.

The need to realize that you're a decent person. Or the want to act better with what you've got. It's not a bad thing, to see what you have but at the same time try and help other folks around you. It's a shame that your enthusiasm here is so often mistaken for something else.

But none the less it's still there. Which it should be. Keep that lighter than air sense about you. And keep doing stuff for folks, even if it's small. They're good things to pursue matey.


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Just message me.
Vien 'Quitonm#1598 is my discord
We had a nice exchange of words and images. We taught one another some techniques when it came to drawing, and I suppose now I'll have to dig through the messages in order to save them all.

He's one of the few that actually came in contact with some of my folks when times were rough for me. i wish there was something I could have done in return.


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If you know, you know.
Damn.

I really liked his Avatar too.
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I only have this thing that was sent out to everyone:
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Sandtrap's message follows:

Gentlemen, I say hello
And I'll have all of you know
That I am a man of my word
Just in case you haven't heard
Some time yonder I made a bet
And now I pay off my debt

So how'd this all start?
A dude called Cheat had a part
Our home went down in flames
Not a whole lot remains

And so here I am to say
On our very first Christmas day
Hello Sep7agon
As you wake with a yawn

From the News to the Septagon
Were now 500 members strong
Some of them are alts
Fuck it we'll count em, not their fault

To the News board abroad
To The Flood and beyond
To the depths of Serious
To Gaming delirious
The wasteland of Septagon
And even Anarchy although gone

To the contributors who help
Spread our name about
To the nazi mods
Ruled by Cheat, our god
To those weebs and anime fags
Who fuck waifu pillows by the bag

To the shitposters and trolls
You people with no souls
To the thing that lives in Serious
A place quite mysterious

To our britbong friends, a pslam
Allah Hu Ackbar a bomb!
To the Gaymen of Gaming
Keep up that flaming

To the post count whores
Who get down on all fours
Our strange members of mind
You're one of a kind

It's been a tough year
For a lot of our members I fear
Which is why today is special
For all aboard Cheat's vessel

Whether you just like loot
All that nice shit to boot
Spend time with your family and friends
Until Christmas ends

Whether you're all on your own
And you're feeling alone
I have news for you
And it is quite true

Although we live far
Far apart we are
This place is a home of sort
An out of the way port

Some pass through
And others withdrew
We're all here now
And to that I say take a bow

I tip my hat to you all
As I am still able to stand tall
I am alive to see today
And so I must say

Merry Christmas Septagon
 
Yours sincerely,

Sandtrap

Last Edit: April 05, 2017, 03:29:36 AM by FatherlyNick