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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."
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Inland Empire fucked me up. I havent slept in 3 days. I wanted to beat Inland Empire and not be scared of it. But it's terriying. I have no more dxm. I asked to sleep with my mom and sister and brother in their special room. No. I cannot. I have to sleep alone. I want to sleep on their floor of their room. They say no. I say Im not sleeping alone they say you are. I say I will just pressure through the fourth night

dxm is what let me stay up those three nights but I have none. I need the light of the dawn. Thats when I can feel safe. The Dark Knight Rises was terrifying. I watched that too. Terrorists are evil and they will always win.

A note I wrote to them
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There is no hope. Terrorists win. Everyone dies, and they suffer. No one cares. They laugh and they mock and they go into special rooms without me. There's no symbol of hope - that died a long time ago. That died a long time ago. I always thought these films were a realistic take on the idea of Batman. But there's nothing realistic at all - about a society that wants a hero - about a world where principles matter more than whims. There is no hope in America, Gotham, or anywhere. Batman was supposed to mean something, but he dies like everyone else. Movies aren't real - they're delusions. Themes arent real. Values arent real. Motifs arent real. All thats rwal is suffering - and chaos. chaos chaos chaos always. Theres nothing else left.
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This is disturbing.

Also Class I'm sorry but you look creepy. Your look doesn't work at all.
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This is disturbing.

Also Class I'm sorry but you look creepy.
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This is disturbing.

Also Class I'm sorry but you look creepy. Your look doesn't work at all.
Bruhs either gonna murder his family or diddle some kids


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This is disturbing.

Also Class I'm sorry but you look creepy. Your look doesn't work at all.
Bruhs either gonna murder his family or diddle some kids

Well he’s got 13 year olds in his server so he’s bound to fall in love with one of them sooner or later


 
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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."
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This is disturbing.

Also Class I'm sorry but you look creepy. Your look doesn't work at all.
Bruhs either gonna murder his family or diddle some kids

Well he’s got 13 year olds in his server so he’s bound to fall in love with one of them sooner or later
Disgusting, both of you. Seriously sick in the fucking mind.

Not only am I not a pedophile, but I'm happily engaged. This forum actually needs help.


 
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he has masturbated to azula porn, though, which makes him some kind of quasi-lolicon, for whatever that's worth

eh i guess 14 is pretty old to be a loli

masturbating to cartoons isn't something you do if you're well in the head though, and could certainly be viewed as a gateway to more fucked up shit
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misgendering isn't cool for an alleged progressive Jacob

Also: getting off to weird stuff doesn't make you a bad person, it just makes you a victim of biology/your brain. You're such a hypocrite Verbatim, idc what these literal Trump supporters think, but the fact you just bandwagon with them because I'm unpopular here says a lot about your character.
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misgendering isn't cool for an alleged progressive Jacob
sometimes i forget whatever it is that you are

since, you know, you're not even real
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i mean you literally just admitted that you have an alt on your own discord channel where you pretend to be your own childhood friend called Diane or some shit, right

so at this point, i'm 99% sure that you exclusively use the internet as a shapeshifting medium to play all these fake characters just to fuck with people

so yeah pardon me if i "misgender" you, you fake fuck lmao


 
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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."
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i mean you literally just admitted that you have an alt on your own discord channel where you pretend to be your own childhood friend called Diane or some shit, right
It was a joke for like one day, I don't "pretend" to be anyone. I have some alts, sure, just like a lot of people. If that's seriously your excuse to treat me this way, then pardon me if I don't have much respect for you or or opinions in turn. Sucks that you were the one who set me on the path towards better values in the first place, a long time ago. But hey, people change, and evidently so have you.


so at this point, i'm 99% sure that you exclusively use the internet as a shapeshifting medium to play all these fake characters just to fuck with people
Not whatsoever. As I said, I have alts yes - get over it. I don't fuck with anyone, and honestly dude I can get rid of all of my alts if it goes 1% farther to convince people I'm a legitimate person.

And no, I'm not good with words or debates on here. So even if I'm not making sense right now, that doesn't mean that I'm not sincere.
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It was a joke for like one day, I don't "pretend" to be anyone.
yeah, you just lie about every aspect of your life constantly


 
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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."
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It was a joke for like one day, I don't "pretend" to be anyone.
yeah, you just lie about every aspect of your life constantly
Wrong! Wrong.

I don't lie at all, and every single thing I've claimed, I can verify. Try me!

Am I seriously still defined by shit I did on Bungie.net when I was 15? I don't fucking lie on the Internet. There's absolutely zero point to the conversations or online connections I've made, if I'm going to lie about a thing. I haven't lied on the Internet since I was a literal child. I'm 24 now. Seriously Jacob, try me. Say one thing you're iffy about the truth on, and I will verify the veracity of it, right here right now.
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It was a joke for like one day, I don't "pretend" to be anyone.
yeah, you just lie about every aspect of your life constantly
Wrong! Wrong.

I don't lie at all, and every single thing I've claimed, I can verify. Try me!

Am I seriously still defined by shit I did on Bungie.net when I was 15? I don't fucking lie on the Internet. There's absolutely zero point to the conversations or online connections I've made, if I'm going to lie about a thing. I haven't lied on the Internet since I was a literal child. I'm 24 now. Seriously Jacob, try me. Say one thing you're iffy about the truth on, and I will verify the veracity of it, right here right now.
you've lied about your age a number of times, vacillating between minor and adult, you've lied about having sex (specifically to look cool, by your own admission), you've lied about your talents (this one is really weird), and you've lied about some of your personal beliefs before, as well—going back and forth between pro and anti-vax, hating fat people, GMOs, and of course, anything to do with trans-related topics

not to mention, claiming that you're not into underage girls when you're obviously into underage girls—you don't have to look too hard to see you posting azula hentai in anarchy where none of the characters look aged up

there was also that one time you lied about having an eating disorder, which i'll surely be able to find, but i can't seem to at the moment—it's alluded to in the GMO confession thread, and i'm sure i'm not the only one who remembers

this one fucking thread was basically the beginning of the end for you, as far as i'm concerned—confession threads in general have ALWAYS been something you've had a fixation with; isn't that funny?

whenever you try to stop doing drugs, you always fall back, which i consider to be a lie

lying about your insecurity; not a big deal, but threads like this don't exactly make you look like an honest person

worst of all imo, you've also lied about your real name, which i've always considered to be a huge fucking red flag, because anyone who's not comfortable with sharing their real name on the internet can simply not do so, and when pressed, just say "i'm not comfortable with sharing that information"

making up a fake name, to me, is super fucking shady (and i'm not talking about "carmen") because it suggests to me that you have ulterior motives, or some other fucked up thing about yourself that you're trying to hide

there's a lot more, including this new diane thing, but that's all i care to dredge up right now since i have better things to do—the point is, you have a pattern of doing shit like this going all the way back to Sociopaths United, which was a trolling group

it's always super creepy to me how you go through these "seasons" where your entire personality changes depending on what avatar you have—there's the azula phase where you were just an insufferable cunt all the time that constantly talked about weed, and then there's this fake-nice Hilda phase where you act kind of like how A Stolen Fruit used to act

all your "adventure" threads could also very easily just be tall tales, and even if they weren't, there's no reason for me to believe that you didn't kill that cat (for example) based on how much of a strung-out crazy drug-addled loser you are

i could keep going, layer by layer, but i think i'm gonna just leave it there because you're not that important

point is, there's ample reason not to trust you—you might decide tomorrow that the whole trans thing was a big joke done out of spite for the entire community, which wouldn't be unlike you, considering how much shit you've given the trans people on this forum in the past

even if you've actually deluded yourself into thinking that you're suddenly trustworthy now just because you've done nothing outrageous lately (owing to the site's lack of activity), you cannot argue that the mountain of evidence i've provided (and i still have more) doesn't indict the shit out of you

so just never say that you've never lied again—or do, and be clowned
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Wait hol up
Did you say you were engaged?
Yeah I'm still hung up on that too. Maybe engaged on discord lmao


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Yeah I'm still hung up on that too. Maybe engaged on discord lmao
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But to actually respond without losing the essence of my previous reply:

I'm not perfect, and yes, as you relentlessly showed, I've done so many awful, duplicitous things online. I don't stand by them or have anything to say to justify them. But I beg anyone reading this to wonder, just for a second, why I did those things - not to forgive me, but to understand my madness. Verbatim seems to think my reasons lie in nothing but malice and a desire to entertain myself. That's the one thing he got wrong in his post. I'm not an expert on my own psychology, but I can promise you it wasn't that. It was more just, I wanted to be known. I wanted to have antics to be remembered by. I guess a desire for attention was part of it, but I wasn't trying to hurt people or be cruel. I was just trying to be someone else, I guess.

I don't have a season of personalities or whatever he said. I've changed in my life and at certain junctures of it, sometimes for the better, usually for the worse. But I'm not insincere past all of this. Please notice all of these links you've brought up are years old. I'm not trying to be anyone but myself anymore, and I desperately want to change how people see me. Sometimes people deserve second chances - not that I do - but I'd do it for any of you. I don't have some Stolen Fruit personality is what I'm saying. It's just me, and maybe in years if this forum is still around, then anyone who's left here with me will see that.

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And to make things crystal clear, none of the Adventure threads (book coming soon) had a single lie in them, and I would never hurt an animal. That cat's death was a fucking tragedy, and it still stings what people say about me there. Also, I would never lie about my gender or anything like that. I used to have messed up opinions about that, a long long time ago. Like in 2014. And if you don't know why I "held" those opinions then you're truly hopeless.

Long story short, I don't lie anymore. If you never accept that, then you'll always have the wrong idea about me. Which, I guess you don't really care about anyway. Which is fine. Me personally, I would be very discontent if I ever had an inkling of a thought that I might be wrong about my entire perception of someone.
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I belong in a museum!



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