you're a miserable loser

what's confusing about this

Because you don't process your emotions you just numb them out with television escapism and drugs

And your life choices and thoughts basically ensure that you're going to have primarily negative emotions

All those are eventually gonna reach the boiling point one day and you're not mentally strong enough to not kill yourself

Or you can keep trying to numb it but it'll leave you with an ever constant underlying feeling of misery that will be the theme of your entire life