NSFW If this thread doesnt make you an antinatalist, you have no heart

 
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So this all happened because no one wanted to do anything with me today. Elliott was stuck on his tablet and Mom didn't want to watch a show or anything. So I asked, "if you guys don't want to do anything with me today, can you at least give me a dollar so I can walk up to the store and get a coke," to which she was like "I don't have a dollar, sorry." So I just said I'd find one myself, in my change and such.

I guess they didn't think I was serious or something, because as soon as I went into my room and flipped my couch up, my Mom went into her room and brought out like, three dollars in quarters. She said, "there's one dollar for you, one for Elliott, and one for me." Elliott's came from his stash, and I was thankful my Mom gave me a dollar. So the idea is I'd walk up there and get us each a dollar sized treat. Elliott wanted sour Skittles, my Mom wanted peanut M&Ms, and I wanted the little baggie of mini Twix.

So I walked up to Family Dollar - all is fine. I picked out those three items and I asked the lady there if Chris (the store manager) got her note that I stopped by the previous day to inquire about that job. She said yes, but that they were busy and had so much going on, but that he'd definitely call me because they're desperate for more workers. Awesome. So I'm pretty much set for that job.

I figured I'd stop and try to find John, because honestly I looked pretty nice and I wanted to tell him that I started HRT. I went down the tracks to find him, but couldn't. I figured I'd walk up to the second bridge and have a little reprieve there, see if anyone was headed this way, and then head back.

But what I found at the second bridge was so fucking disturbing and fucked up. At first I thought there were two of them, but then I realized it was just two halves of the same body. There was a dead cat there. She was so fucking fresh - she couldn't have died more than twenty minutes from when I got there. I think the train probably hit her. I was so sad.

Anyway, I took the bottom half of the cat and put her back onto the top half, so at least she had some dignity. I pet her, felt her, shooed away the flies that were quickly convening on her, and just cried. I looked into her eyes and she looked like she was still alive. It had to have happened so fucking recently. I almost considered burying her, or trying to taxidermize her, but I was like that's dumb. Unfortunately, I didn't bring my fucking phone with me, but I knew I had to go back out there and take pictures. So I set up some rocks in the shape of "DO NOT MOVE" on rhe tracks near it.

Once I did all that, I realized I just touched and handled a dead animal. So I took a detour and walked up the bridge and crossed the street to get into the gas station bathroom. I washed my hands and arms thoroughly, apologized to the clerk that I had just entered the place to use the bathroom, and went back down to the bridge and went home. I was sure to run when I could, because I didn't want night to fall and have my pictures be useless.

I got home, dropped off the candy, and told my Mom what happened. She understood, and I took my phone back out there to get some photos. It started raining, unfortunately, but I remembered that the cat was under the bridge and thus this wouldn't be a problem. I went there, took all my photos, and walked back to the first bridge. I met some new people there - told them about the cat and they didn't care, and us three waited for the storm to pass. The guy was a total dick to his wife/girlfriend but I held my tongue.

The storm cleared, they went up the tracks toward the second bridge and I went back home. The storm was intense as I walked home, but I was just glad I got those photos. I'll post them below in spoiler tags.


The corpse itself






















My warning





So yeah. This little cat died because we just needed to move things faster. Life is so cruel and pointless. No morally conscious person isn't an antinatalist.
Last Edit: May 17, 2019, 08:49:17 AM by Carmen


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What are you going to become catwoman the tranny vigilante under the bridge?


 
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I DONT GIVE A SINGLE -blam!- MOTHER -blam!-ER ITS A MOTHER -blam!-ING FORUM, OH WOW, YOU HAVE THE WORD NINJA BELOW YOUR NAME, HOW MOTHER -blam!-ING COOL, NOT, YOUR ARE NOTHING TO ME BUT A BRAINWASHED PIECE OF SHIT BLOGGER, PEOPLE ONLY LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOU HAVE NINJA BELOW YOUR NAME, SO PLEASE PUNCH YOURAELF IN THE FACE AND STAB YOUR EYE BECAUSE YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A PIECE OF SHIT OF SOCIETY
No corpse looks like that after getting hit by a train, retard. Nice try tweaker. Legit wouldn’t be surprised if you killed the cat and cut it in half yourself.


 
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No corpse looks like that after getting hit by a train, retard. Nice try tweaker. Legit wouldn’t be surprised if you killed the cat and cut it in half yourself.
maybe it didnt get hit by a train then - I have no fucking idea it was just a theory

why do you have such a negative opinion of me??? I wouldn't fucking kill a cat. Please just shut the fuck up dude, you're a menace.


 
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This is not the greatest sig in the world, no. This is just a tribute.
bruh
I've tossed baby squirrels and featherless birds two stories to their death because they're fucking inside my cable MDU's.

Get on my level.


 
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I DONT GIVE A SINGLE -blam!- MOTHER -blam!-ER ITS A MOTHER -blam!-ING FORUM, OH WOW, YOU HAVE THE WORD NINJA BELOW YOUR NAME, HOW MOTHER -blam!-ING COOL, NOT, YOUR ARE NOTHING TO ME BUT A BRAINWASHED PIECE OF SHIT BLOGGER, PEOPLE ONLY LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOU HAVE NINJA BELOW YOUR NAME, SO PLEASE PUNCH YOURAELF IN THE FACE AND STAB YOUR EYE BECAUSE YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A PIECE OF SHIT OF SOCIETY
No corpse looks like that after getting hit by a train, retard. Nice try tweaker. Legit wouldn’t be surprised if you killed the cat and cut it in half yourself.
maybe it didnt get hit by a train then - I have no fucking idea it was just a theory

why do you have such a negative opinion of me??? I wouldn't fucking kill a cat. Please just shut the fuck up dude, you're a menace.
Blood’s pretty fresh, it was clearly killed right before you took the picture. And for someone pretending to be so horrified by a dead cat, you seem to be completely comfortable taking several pictures all from different angles. What’s more likely, your bullshit story about going to buy candy and finding a dead cat, or the fact that you’re so mentally deranged from meth abuse you strangled this cat and cut him open with your pocket knife?


 
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No corpse looks like that after getting hit by a train, retard. Nice try tweaker. Legit wouldn’t be surprised if you killed the cat and cut it in half yourself.
maybe it didnt get hit by a train then - I have no fucking idea it was just a theory

why do you have such a negative opinion of me??? I wouldn't fucking kill a cat. Please just shut the fuck up dude, you're a menace.
Blood’s pretty fresh, it was clearly killed right before you took the picture. And for someone pretending to be so horrified by a dead cat, you seem to be completely comfortable taking several pictures all from different angles. What’s more likely, your bullshit story about going to buy candy and finding a dead cat, or the fact that you’re so mentally deranged from meth abuse you strangled this cat and cut him open with your pocket knife?

Really? Really?! I'm so fucking disgusted that you'd think I'd ever fucking do that. You're a fucking psycho. What's more fucking likely????? Defintely the first one motherfucker. I did meth fucking once. I was NOT comfortable with this at all. It fucking made me so sad. I had to take pictures because otherwise you giys would say it's bullshit. I needed proof. I can't believe fucking Verbatim liked your post. I am just fucking appalled at this entire community right now. You should be fucking ashamed for posting this, and anyone who liked the post should be ashamed too. I want my Mom to call you. You have the wrong idea about me 100%. I'm the only fucking good person here. You're a sicko. Go fuck yourself.


 
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Get a fucking grip you miserable piece of shit. You're probably the most immoral person here. Fuck you.
why are you coloring your posts even in this PM


 
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No corpse looks like that after getting hit by a train, retard. Nice try tweaker. Legit wouldn’t be surprised if you killed the cat and cut it in half yourself.
maybe it didnt get hit by a train then - I have no fucking idea it was just a theory

why do you have such a negative opinion of me??? I wouldn't fucking kill a cat. Please just shut the fuck up dude, you're a menace.
Blood’s pretty fresh, it was clearly killed right before you took the picture. And for someone pretending to be so horrified by a dead cat, you seem to be completely comfortable taking several pictures all from different angles. What’s more likely, your bullshit story about going to buy candy and finding a dead cat, or the fact that you’re so mentally deranged from meth abuse you strangled this cat and cut him open with your pocket knife?

Really? Really?! I'm so fucking disgusted that you'd think I'd ever fucking do that. You're a fucking psycho. What's more fucking likely????? Defintely the first one motherfucker. I did meth fucking once. I was NOT comfortable with this at all. It fucking made me so sad. I had to take pictures because otherwise you giys would say it's bullshit. I needed proof. I can't believe fucking Verbatim liked your post. I am just fucking appalled at this entire community right now. You should be fucking ashamed for posting this, and anyone who liked the post should be ashamed too. I want my Mom to call you. You have the wrong idea about me 100%. I'm the only fucking good person here. You're a sicko. Go fuck yourself.


 
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I DONT GIVE A SINGLE -blam!- MOTHER -blam!-ER ITS A MOTHER -blam!-ING FORUM, OH WOW, YOU HAVE THE WORD NINJA BELOW YOUR NAME, HOW MOTHER -blam!-ING COOL, NOT, YOUR ARE NOTHING TO ME BUT A BRAINWASHED PIECE OF SHIT BLOGGER, PEOPLE ONLY LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOU HAVE NINJA BELOW YOUR NAME, SO PLEASE PUNCH YOURAELF IN THE FACE AND STAB YOUR EYE BECAUSE YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A PIECE OF SHIT OF SOCIETY
No corpse looks like that after getting hit by a train, retard. Nice try tweaker. Legit wouldn’t be surprised if you killed the cat and cut it in half yourself.
maybe it didnt get hit by a train then - I have no fucking idea it was just a theory

why do you have such a negative opinion of me??? I wouldn't fucking kill a cat. Please just shut the fuck up dude, you're a menace.
Blood’s pretty fresh, it was clearly killed right before you took the picture. And for someone pretending to be so horrified by a dead cat, you seem to be completely comfortable taking several pictures all from different angles. What’s more likely, your bullshit story about going to buy candy and finding a dead cat, or the fact that you’re so mentally deranged from meth abuse you strangled this cat and cut him open with your pocket knife?

Really? Really?! I'm so fucking disgusted that you'd think I'd ever fucking do that. You're a fucking psycho. What's more fucking likely????? Defintely the first one motherfucker. I did meth fucking once. I was NOT comfortable with this at all. It fucking made me so sad. I had to take pictures because otherwise you giys would say it's bullshit. I needed proof. I can't believe fucking Verbatim liked your post. I am just fucking appalled at this entire community right now. You should be fucking ashamed for posting this, and anyone who liked the post should be ashamed too. I want my Mom to call you. You have the wrong idea about me 100%. I'm the only fucking good person here. You're a sicko. Go fuck yourself.
Liar’s indignation, how touching. Proof? We have all the proof we need. We know you did it.


 
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You're all a bunch of fucking trolls.


 
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I DONT GIVE A SINGLE -blam!- MOTHER -blam!-ER ITS A MOTHER -blam!-ING FORUM, OH WOW, YOU HAVE THE WORD NINJA BELOW YOUR NAME, HOW MOTHER -blam!-ING COOL, NOT, YOUR ARE NOTHING TO ME BUT A BRAINWASHED PIECE OF SHIT BLOGGER, PEOPLE ONLY LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOU HAVE NINJA BELOW YOUR NAME, SO PLEASE PUNCH YOURAELF IN THE FACE AND STAB YOUR EYE BECAUSE YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A PIECE OF SHIT OF SOCIETY
You're all a bunch of fucking trolls.
Prison is very, very hard on people who hurt animals. If you get the opportunity you should kill yourself.


 
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This is not the greatest sig in the world, no. This is just a tribute.
you should change your name to Curiosity
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Okay do you guys actually think I killed this cat or are you just trying to get me upset? Very childish.


 
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I DONT GIVE A SINGLE -blam!- MOTHER -blam!-ER ITS A MOTHER -blam!-ING FORUM, OH WOW, YOU HAVE THE WORD NINJA BELOW YOUR NAME, HOW MOTHER -blam!-ING COOL, NOT, YOUR ARE NOTHING TO ME BUT A BRAINWASHED PIECE OF SHIT BLOGGER, PEOPLE ONLY LIKE YOU BECAUSE YOU HAVE NINJA BELOW YOUR NAME, SO PLEASE PUNCH YOURAELF IN THE FACE AND STAB YOUR EYE BECAUSE YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A PIECE OF SHIT OF SOCIETY
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Then you don't fucking know me at all. Who poisoned your minds about me? What the fuck did I do that makes you think I'd be capable of such a gruesome act?


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Knees go weak, and I swoon, underneath the pallid moon.
Praise the night, and praise the night!
The only time I feel alright.
I'm calling the police.

I know that you've been arrested before and that they will be able to find you.


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Knees go weak, and I swoon, underneath the pallid moon.
Praise the night, and praise the night!
The only time I feel alright.
just in case, should I send them to the address at Sul**** ******* or Sha******* **?


 
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I'm calling the police.

I know that you've been arrested before and that they will be able to find you.
just in case, should I send them to the address at Sul**** ******* or Sha******* **?
lmao is this supposed to scare me? Please call the police - I did nothing illegal whatsoever
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The angel agreed to trade a set of white wings for the head of another demon. Overjoyed, the demon killed one of his own and plucked the head right off its still-warm body.

The angel then led the demon to heaven, where he underwent centuries of the cruelest tortures imaginable. Finally, the pain was so great that he lost consciousness - at which point his dark wings turned the promised shade of white.


 
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If Sol had any compassion in her black heart left at all, this would be the time where she grows the fuck up and apologizes to me. But nope - she just has to make it about herself, follow the bullies, and keep up the status quo to look cool. What a person she turned out to be. Such a spoiled, entitled, little princess who thinks she runs the fucking world and everything is catered to her whims. Someday she'll get a reality check and it will be oh so satisfying to see it happen. Her luck won't last too much longer - bad people are the ones who no one likes in the end, no matter what clout or materials they've gained from being bad.
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Knees go weak, and I swoon, underneath the pallid moon.
Praise the night, and praise the night!
The only time I feel alright.
If Sol had any compassion in her black heart left at all, this would be the time where she grows the fuck up and apologizes to me. But nope - she just has to make it about herself, follow the bullies, and keep up the status quo to look cool. What a person she turned out to be. Such a spoiled, entitled, little princess who thinks she runs the fucking world and everything is catered to her whims. Someday she'll get a reality check and it will be oh so satisfying to see it happen. Her luck won't last too much longer - bad people are the ones who no one likes in the end, no matter what clout or materials they've gained from being bad.
What on earth would I ever apologize to you for.

You're murdering small animals, performing sex work for drugs, and children live in the same space as you. Someone has to do something.


 
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If Sol had any compassion in her black heart left at all, this would be the time where she grows the fuck up and apologizes to me. But nope - she just has to make it about herself, follow the bullies, and keep up the status quo to look cool. What a person she turned out to be. Such a spoiled, entitled, little princess who thinks she runs the fucking world and everything is catered to her whims. Someday she'll get a reality check and it will be oh so satisfying to see it happen. Her luck won't last too much longer - bad people are the ones who no one likes in the end, no matter what clout or materials they've gained from being bad.
What on earth would I ever apologize to you for.

You're murdering small animals, performing sex work for drugs, and children live in the same space as you. Someone has to do something.
If you seriously think I went out of my way to catch and butcher some cat then you're either retarded or a psycho yourself. I linked this thread to the Video Club and everyone was laughing at how idiotic you guys sound. You're a bunch of fucking 4chan-esque maniacs and what little respect I had for this forum was eliminated here.

You should apologize for following me around and saying these awful things about me everywhere you go. Yes, I did something bad to you a long time ago, but at this point it's time to grow up and move on.


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Knees go weak, and I swoon, underneath the pallid moon.
Praise the night, and praise the night!
The only time I feel alright.
I don't want to hate you, but you make it impossible not to. How can you honestly claim you don't hurt everyone around you, and then in the next breath claim you're responsible for the death of some girl.

Get help before you kill anything, or anyone, else.


 
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I don't want to hate you, but you make it impossible not to. How can you honestly claim you don't hurt everyone around you, and then in the next breath claim you're responsible for the death of some girl.

Get help before you kill anything, or anyone, else.
I killed Emily not in reality, but in what I should have done. And that was like eight years ago. If you joined my server and actually tried to reconnect with me and know the person I am now you wouldn't hate me. I don't blame you for not wanting to do that, but if you don't then please don't act like these wrong judgments of me you burden yourself with constantly are justified.