If I killed myself, how would you feel?

🂿 · June 06, 2015, 02:48:35 AM

Yep. The edge meter is off the charts tonight for me.

Last thread before I go on break. Be completely honest here. Happy? Sad? Don't really care? Don't really know enough?

So, let's pretend something unrelated to this place happened in my life. Like, something really bad. Again, completely unrelated to the internet, and I didn't want to live anymore.

So I decide to kill myself, and say one day someone here googles my full name and finds out what happened to me and spreads the news.

What would your honest reaction be and why?

Deleted · June 06, 2015, 02:50:15 AM

sad that it wasnt DeeJ

Spoiler

dont joke about shit like that

June 06, 2015, 02:50:29 AM

I wish I could say "nothing lol", but I'd probably feel a bit guilty, to be honest.

Verbatim · June 06, 2015, 02:51:07 AM

gonna ignore the subject

are you actually taking a break?
you realize a break for you is gonna have to be like... two to three months, minimum

i'd get someone to ban you for that amount of time just so you're not tempted

R o c k e t · June 06, 2015, 02:52:18 AM

It would sadden me. To be at the point of taking your own life, that's a dark place

Ender · June 06, 2015, 02:53:33 AM

I would think you were a fool for killing yourself over something so small and ridiculous.

gats · June 06, 2015, 02:54:09 AM

i don't know

Naru · June 06, 2015, 02:54:32 AM

Be saddened that Verb did in fact, end your career

June 06, 2015, 02:55:18 AM

Quote from: AstroNaru on June 06, 2015, 02:54:32 AM

Be saddened that Verb did in fact, end your career

WHAT CAREER

Naru · June 06, 2015, 02:56:25 AM

Quote from: SecondClass on June 06, 2015, 02:55:18 AM

Quote from: AstroNaru on June 06, 2015, 02:54:32 AM
Be saddened that Verb did in fact, end your career
WHAT CAREER

lol gets me everytime.

Verbatim · June 06, 2015, 02:56:58 AM

🂿 · June 06, 2015, 02:57:09 AM

Quote from: Majestic Star Dragon on June 06, 2015, 02:50:15 AM

sad that it wasnt DeeJ

Spoiler
dont joke about shit like that

I never joke about death.

Naru · June 06, 2015, 02:58:29 AM

Quote from: Verbatim on June 06, 2015, 02:56:58 AM

POW

Sandtrap · June 06, 2015, 03:00:38 AM

Frankly I'd be pissed.

Cause I'd've wasted breath over you. All those particular talks we've shared over time. Would be an insult to them. And a disregard to the points I've tried to make and help. I don't talk to people, for the sake of talking.

Try to help, if I can. Listen, when I can. Would rightfully upset me if that did happen.

Any people here. Same deal.

June 06, 2015, 03:03:56 AM

Quote from: Sandtrap on June 06, 2015, 03:00:38 AM

Frankly I'd be pissed.

Cause I'd've wasted breath over you. All those particular talks we've shared over time. Would be an insult to them. And a disregard to the points I've tried to make and help. I don't talk to people, for the sake of talking.

Try to help, if I can. Listen, when I can. Would rightfully upset me if that did happen.

Any people here. Same deal.

>guilting people into not killing themselves

That's literally the worst way to handle this kind of situation

Verbatim · June 06, 2015, 03:05:32 AM

Quote from: SecondClass on June 06, 2015, 03:03:56 AM

>guilting people into not killing themselves

That's literally the worst way to handle this kind of situation

better than saying "go ahead"

June 06, 2015, 03:06:33 AM

Quote from: Verbatim on June 06, 2015, 03:05:32 AM

Quote from: SecondClass on June 06, 2015, 03:03:56 AM
>guilting people into not killing themselves

That's literally the worst way to handle this kind of situation
better than saying "go ahead"

Not really.

🂿 · June 06, 2015, 03:09:44 AM

Quote from: SecondClass on June 06, 2015, 02:50:29 AM

I wish I could say "nothing lol", but I'd probably feel a bit guilty, to be honest.

Thanks for being honest. I appreciate it man.

Quote from: Verbatim on June 06, 2015, 02:51:07 AM

gonna ignore the subject

are you actually taking a break?
you realize a break for you is gonna have to be like... two to three months, minimum

i'd get someone to ban you for that amount of time just so you're not tempted

I promise you I won't be on here tomorrow during the day on my timezone.

Quote from: Rocketman287 on June 06, 2015, 02:52:18 AM

It would sadden me. To be at the point of taking your own life, that's a dark place

Agreed. I have been in that dark place before when I was 13-14 years old. If I didn't get any support no one here would have even known that I have existed and my girlfriend would have lived a miserable life, because I would have killed myself 10 years ago. That's the closest I've gotten to actually wanting to end it all. People that say it's the coward's way out do not understand at all.

Quote from: EnderWolf1013 on June 06, 2015, 02:53:33 AM

I would think you were a fool for killing yourself over something so small and ridiculous.

Is the death of a loved one or loved ones so small and ridiculous to you? Is getting massively shat on in real life and helped by no one small and ridiculous to you? Until you understand how much shit you're gonna have to go through after 14 and even now possibly, you have no right to tell me that my problems are small and ridiculous.

You haven't lived my life, you haven't been through the shit I haven't been through, and you haven't even been diagnosed with any difficulties.

You're pretty much the beginning of the end of the human race as we know if this is the mentality you have. Never work for a suicidal hotline because you'd be terrible at it.

Quote from: goots on June 06, 2015, 02:54:09 AM

i don't know

Acceptable answer.

Naru · June 06, 2015, 03:11:12 AM

Quote from: Verbatim on June 06, 2015, 03:05:32 AM

Quote from: SecondClass on June 06, 2015, 03:03:56 AM
>guilting people into not killing themselves

That's literally the worst way to handle this kind of situation
better than saying "go ahead"

Saying "go ahead" isn't much.

🂿 · June 06, 2015, 03:11:54 AM

Quote from: Sandtrap on June 06, 2015, 03:00:38 AM

Frankly I'd be pissed.

Cause I'd've wasted breath over you. All those particular talks we've shared over time. Would be an insult to them. And a disregard to the points I've tried to make and help. I don't talk to people, for the sake of talking.

Try to help, if I can. Listen, when I can. Would rightfully upset me if that did happen.

Any people here. Same deal.

I understand, but that doesn't mean it's that easy Sandtrap.

I'm 115% sure it hasn't been easy for you at all, and I thank you for your bravery.

Sandtrap · June 06, 2015, 03:12:13 AM

Quote from: SecondClass on June 06, 2015, 03:03:56 AM

Quote from: Sandtrap on June 06, 2015, 03:00:38 AM
Frankly I'd be pissed.

Cause I'd've wasted breath over you. All those particular talks we've shared over time. Would be an insult to them. And a disregard to the points I've tried to make and help. I don't talk to people, for the sake of talking.

Try to help, if I can. Listen, when I can. Would rightfully upset me if that did happen.

Any people here. Same deal.
>guilting people into not killing themselves

That's literally the worst way to handle this kind of situation

Sit the fuck down and put your tripe away. Not a guilt trip. Just stating a fact. It would be a waste. It always is.

Nobody ever thinks about it, when they go to off themselves. About the things people do and continue to do for them. The support given, and waiting. Always.

It's a good wake up call. Stopping and thinking about that fact. So, go elsewhere. You supposedly don't care anyway. Shuffle off to whatever else you feel like doing and don't belittle with tripe and garbage. Waste of your time and anybody else here.

Go watch some chinese cartoons or some shit.

FatherlyNick - fuck putin · June 06, 2015, 03:12:33 AM

I don't think I know you well enough to have genuine feels.
How would we truly know that you killed yourself?

Verbatim · June 06, 2015, 03:12:47 AM

Quote from: AstroNaru on June 06, 2015, 03:11:12 AM

Saying "go ahead" isn't much.

that's what would be so devastating about it though

like, if it was your mother or something

idk let me fucking contradict class in peace, please

Deleted · June 06, 2015, 03:13:16 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 02:57:09 AM

Quote from: Majestic Star Dragon on June 06, 2015, 02:50:15 AM
sad that it wasnt DeeJ

Spoiler
dont joke about shit like that

I never joke about death.

well dont go doing stuff over an internet forum. The web in general tends to bring out the worst in people. Once again you should probably just take a break if it's getting to you. and do yourself a favor and ignore the people who try to guilt you for muting if you so chose to do so. I muted verb for a while since half the stuff he says makes me want to flip a continent.

June 06, 2015, 03:14:34 AM

Quote from: Sandtrap on June 06, 2015, 03:12:13 AM

Quote from: SecondClass on June 06, 2015, 03:03:56 AM
Quote from: Sandtrap on June 06, 2015, 03:00:38 AM
Frankly I'd be pissed.

Cause I'd've wasted breath over you. All those particular talks we've shared over time. Would be an insult to them. And a disregard to the points I've tried to make and help. I don't talk to people, for the sake of talking.

Try to help, if I can. Listen, when I can. Would rightfully upset me if that did happen.

Any people here. Same deal.
>guilting people into not killing themselves

That's literally the worst way to handle this kind of situation

Sit the fuck down and put your tripe away. Not a guilt trip. Just stating a fact. It would be a waste. It always is.

Nobody ever thinks about it, when they go to off themselves. About the things people do and continue to do for them. The support given, and waiting. Always.

It's a good wake up call. Stopping and thinking about that fact. So, go elsewhere. You supposedly don't care anyway. Shuffle off to whatever else you feel like doing and don't belittle with tripe and garbage. Waste of your time and anybody else here.

Go watch some chinese cartoons or some shit.

Oh, please. No one has an obligation to live if they don't want to. It seems you're getting a bit upset over this, too, which is baffling, since all I did was give my opinion.

Jono · June 06, 2015, 03:14:44 AM

I would feel sad because despite what others say about you, I think you're a really cool person.

Verbatim · June 06, 2015, 03:15:00 AM

Quote from: FatherlyNick on June 06, 2015, 03:12:33 AM

I don't think I know you well enough to have genuine feels.
How would we truly know that you killed yourself?

that's the scary part

you wouldn't

if we don't know his full name and location, there's no real way of knowing

that's sort of why i make that sort of thing public, because if i died, i wouldn't want people to wonder

🂿 · June 06, 2015, 03:15:08 AM

Quote from: Majestic Star Dragon on June 06, 2015, 03:13:16 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 02:57:09 AM
Quote from: Majestic Star Dragon on June 06, 2015, 02:50:15 AM
sad that it wasnt DeeJ

Spoiler
dont joke about shit like that

I never joke about death.

well dont go doing stuff over an internet forum. The web in general tends to bring out the worst in people. Once again you should probably just take a break if it's getting to you. and do yourself a favor and ignore the people who try to guilt you for muting if you so chose to do so. I muted verb for a while since half the stuff he says makes me want to flip a continent.

I would never kill myself over Sep7agon.

What would cause me to commit suicide now is most likely either my entire family being murdered or I fall into some deep shit in real life that I wouldn't be able to climb myself out of.

🂿 · June 06, 2015, 03:16:03 AM

Quote from: Jono on June 06, 2015, 03:14:44 AM

I would feel sad because despite what others say about you, I think you're a really cool person.

I appreciate the kind thoughts. I'm not doing this to have a pity thread btw. I just want to see what anyone would honestly think.

🂿 · June 06, 2015, 03:17:25 AM

Quote from: FatherlyNick on June 06, 2015, 03:12:33 AM

I don't think I know you well enough to have genuine feels.
How would we truly know that you killed yourself?

Cheat, Vien, and Flee know my full name, and the Glendale News Press would have the obituaries covered, and I'm sure with more digging, maybe you'd find my autopsy report.