Is the death of a loved one or loved ones so small and ridiculous to you?

No, I've lost a lot of family members so I know that it feels horrible.

Is getting massively shat on in real life and helped by no one small and ridiculous to you?

No, but I don't know anything about your personal life. Also if you're going to try and guilt trip me you're going to have to try a lot harder than that.

Until you understand how much shit you're gonna have to go through after 14 and even now possibly, you have no right to tell me that my problems are small and ridiculous.

I haven't gone through anything major in my life so you're kind of right, but I have people like my brother who have gone through hell so i find it hard to take pity on people who have small problems and act like life is terrible.

You haven't lived my life, you haven't been through the shit I haven't been through, and you haven't even been diagnosed with any difficulties.

I'm pretty sure that's obvious.

You're pretty much the beginning of the end of the human race as we know if this is the mentality you have. Never work for a suicidal hotline because you'd be terrible at it.

I wouldn't say I'm the end, but I agree with everything else you said.

Quote from: FatherlyNick on June 06, 2015, 03:12:33 AM

I don't think I know you well enough to have genuine feels.
How would we truly know that you killed yourself?

that's the scary part

you wouldn't

if we don't know his full name and location, there's no real way of knowing

that's sort of why i make that sort of thing public, because if i died, i wouldn't want people to wonder

If I randomly stop logging on, send money to my address.
I'm dead and my family needs the $$$


























did he send the money yet guys?

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 03:11:54 AM

Quote from: Sandtrap on June 06, 2015, 03:00:38 AM

Frankly I'd be pissed.

Cause I'd've wasted breath over you. All those particular talks we've shared over time. Would be an insult to them. And a disregard to the points I've tried to make and help. I don't talk to people, for the sake of talking.

Try to help, if I can. Listen, when I can. Would rightfully upset me if that did happen.

Any people here. Same deal.

I understand, but that doesn't mean it's that easy Sandtrap.

I'm 115% sure it hasn't been easy for you at all, and I thank you for your bravery.

Not supposed to be easy. Never is.

You say, "Hey, we'll put three walls up tomorrow now that we've got the base."

End of the day comes? Half a wall built on the structure. Never easy. Never goes without a hitch. And, never implied that it would. Just have to keep pushing forward regardless. Always. Never stop. Again. Just words of mine. Really not easy to get up some days and keep going.

But, there it is. Talked to you a lot. Told you what you should do, or try. All there for you to put together and go. You've got everything you can see and do, all right there. And all you have to do is chase after it and keep going no matter what's in the way.

I understand. Thanks for having my back man. Seriously. I appreciate it.

In which case, your opinion here is almost worthless. Which is why I said. Go elsewhere. Waste of time for you, or any others here on this particular subject.

Not upset, no. But, tired old broken record. Irritating. "Oh look somebody feels down and is talking about it. Let's go say some stupid shit like we always do to make them feel even worse."

Fantastic.

You must have skipped my comments in here if you think that's seriously my mindset. I support Deci, and while I obviously wouldn't want him or anyone to kill themselves, guilting them over your wasted time isn't the way to do it. I didn't say any stupid shit to him in this entire thread, just criticized you. And it isn't even about you.

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 03:22:55 AM

Quote from: Sandtrap on June 06, 2015, 03:18:41 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 03:11:54 AM

Quote from: Sandtrap on June 06, 2015, 03:00:38 AM

Frankly I'd be pissed.

Cause I'd've wasted breath over you. All those particular talks we've shared over time. Would be an insult to them. And a disregard to the points I've tried to make and help. I don't talk to people, for the sake of talking.

Try to help, if I can. Listen, when I can. Would rightfully upset me if that did happen.

Any people here. Same deal.

I understand, but that doesn't mean it's that easy Sandtrap.

I'm 115% sure it hasn't been easy for you at all, and I thank you for your bravery.

Not supposed to be easy. Never is.

You say, "Hey, we'll put three walls up tomorrow now that we've got the base."

End of the day comes? Half a wall built on the structure. Never easy. Never goes without a hitch. And, never implied that it would. Just have to keep pushing forward regardless. Always. Never stop. Again. Just words of mine. Really not easy to get up some days and keep going.

But, there it is. Talked to you a lot. Told you what you should do, or try. All there for you to put together and go. You've got everything you can see and do, all right there. And all you have to do is chase after it and keep going no matter what's in the way.

I understand. Thanks for having my back man. Seriously. I appreciate it.

I don't remember much. Trying. But I know you've got some technical aptitude somewhere. More than me. Can do a lot with that. There's so much you can do with that.

A break isn't a bad thing. Sometimes some isolation is nice. Just time to yourself to do what you feel like.

I understand that some days it's no fun at all to stop what you're doing, and look and see that you've no friends. Nobody close to you.

So, you come here. This place, not the best. Too many crusty people. Even me, at this point. So, take a break. Focus on your work and pursuits. More fun that way.

Or, go out and find some people. Can always find people where you least expect them to show up. Make some friends beyond the computer screen. Much, much nicer that way.

Thing is when I was a teenager, I used to be much more social in life. That all ended when I signed up for Bungie when I was 16.

I just have to find a balance really.

And you're right. I do have a technical aptitude. I don't know about it being more than you do. I wouldn't say that.

Can I bang your succulent dead body?

Quote from: Sandtrap on June 06, 2015, 03:24:16 AM

In which case, your opinion here is almost worthless. Which is why I said. Go elsewhere. Waste of time for you, or any others here on this particular subject.

Not upset, no. But, tired old broken record. Irritating. "Oh look somebody feels down and is talking about it. Let's go say some stupid shit like we always do to make them feel even worse."

Fantastic.

You must have skipped my comments in here if you think that's seriously my mindset. I support Deci, and while I obviously wouldn't want him or anyone to kill themselves, guilting them over your wasted time isn't the way to do it. I didn't say any stupid shit to him in this entire thread, just criticized you. And it isn't even about you.

Then drop the tripe. As I said. Not a guilt trip. Wake up call. It's how I slap common sense into myself. It's worked every time. Stop and realize how selfish it is to just throw away the effort and care people put into you.

I'll repeat it one last time. Drop the garbage. No, this isn't about me.

But back the fuck up. Because you made it about me. When I say, "Deci, think about all the stuff we talked about," I'm not saying, "Boo hoo me I wasted my time."

I'm fucking saying, to think about everything I've conversed with him about. Would hurt me, if I learned that he offed himself. Didn't listen to things I've talked to him about.

Trying to show, the harm that can be done. Loss of life is bad. But self inflicted loss of life?

Leaves marks on other people too. I'm playing to the fact that Deci doesn't want to inherently hurt others. Trying to show that it would hurt others.

Not a guilt trip. Statement. You off yourself, somebody is always left behind, hurting.

Can I bang your succulent dead body?

Go ahead. I'm not gonna care. I'd be dead.

I'm pretty sure no one wants you to physically harm yourself.

People may be assholes on here, but I highly doubt anyone would want you to go to such an extreme. And I'm sure every single person will feel guilty in some way.

Maybe. I'm sure there's going to be someone here that will say "good riddance."

I'm sure of that.

Quote from: EnderWolf1013 on June 06, 2015, 03:17:52 AM

I've read your post. I don't have anything more to add.

I don't know how much hell your brother has gone through and I am sorry for that, but I haven't had it easy either.

Just a reminder, my problems were never small in my life.

Wasn't sure if you did, and I'm bored so I mentioned you.

No one has it easy in life, except for the rare few.

Okay.

Quote from: Nexus on June 06, 2015, 03:35:33 AM

Can I bang your succulent dead body?

Go ahead. I'm not gonna care. I'd be dead.

Quote from: BC on June 06, 2015, 03:36:22 AM

I'm pretty sure no one wants you to physically harm yourself.

People may be assholes on here, but I highly doubt anyone would want you to go to such an extreme. And I'm sure every single person will feel guilty in some way.

Maybe. I'm sure there's going to be someone here that will say "good riddance."

I'm sure of that.

Well, I have nothing against you, and have made it clear that I obviously wouldn't wish you any harm.

But I really do doubt, even if someone says that, that they genuinely mean it.

Regardless, you shouldn't care either way. It's the internet, you can't take "hate" seriously.

Quote from: SecondClass on June 06, 2015, 03:29:32 AM

Quote from: Sandtrap on June 06, 2015, 03:24:16 AM

In which case, your opinion here is almost worthless. Which is why I said. Go elsewhere. Waste of time for you, or any others here on this particular subject.

Not upset, no. But, tired old broken record. Irritating. "Oh look somebody feels down and is talking about it. Let's go say some stupid shit like we always do to make them feel even worse."

Fantastic.

You must have skipped my comments in here if you think that's seriously my mindset. I support Deci, and while I obviously wouldn't want him or anyone to kill themselves, guilting them over your wasted time isn't the way to do it. I didn't say any stupid shit to him in this entire thread, just criticized you. And it isn't even about you.

Then drop the tripe. As I said. Not a guilt trip. Wake up call. It's how I slap common sense into myself. It's worked every time. Stop and realize how selfish it is to just throw away the effort and care people put into you.

I'll repeat it one last time. Drop the garbage. No, this isn't about me.

But back the fuck up. Because you made it about me. When I say, "Deci, think about all the stuff we talked about," I'm not saying, "Boo hoo me I wasted my time."

I'm fucking saying, to think about everything I've conversed with him about. Would hurt me, if I learned that he offed himself. Didn't listen to things I've talked to him about.

Trying to show, the harm that can be done. Loss of life is bad. But self inflicted loss of life?

Leaves marks on other people too. I'm playing to the fact that Deci doesn't want to inherently hurt others. Trying to show that it would hurt others.

Not a guilt trip. Statement. You off yourself, somebody is always left behind, hurting.

I don't even know what tripe means first off

But, yeah, I guess you do have a point. What works for Deci might not be what works for others, after all.

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 03:39:14 AM

Quote from: Nexus on June 06, 2015, 03:35:33 AM

Can I bang your succulent dead body?

Go ahead. I'm not gonna care. I'd be dead.

Quote from: BC on June 06, 2015, 03:36:22 AM

I'm pretty sure no one wants you to physically harm yourself.

People may be assholes on here, but I highly doubt anyone would want you to go to such an extreme. And I'm sure every single person will feel guilty in some way.

Maybe. I'm sure there's going to be someone here that will say "good riddance."

I'm sure of that.

Well, I have nothing against you, and have made it clear that I obviously wouldn't wish you any harm.

But I really do doubt, even if someone says that, that they genuinely mean it.

Regardless, you shouldn't care either way. It's the internet, you can't take "hate" seriously.

True. There are a lot of people that say shit they don't really mean.

Maybe if I had my account temporarily disabled, I dunno.

that's what a ban would do

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 03:51:41 AM

Quote from: BC on June 06, 2015, 03:41:19 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 03:39:14 AM

Quote from: Nexus on June 06, 2015, 03:35:33 AM

Can I bang your succulent dead body?

Go ahead. I'm not gonna care. I'd be dead.

Quote from: BC on June 06, 2015, 03:36:22 AM

I'm pretty sure no one wants you to physically harm yourself.

People may be assholes on here, but I highly doubt anyone would want you to go to such an extreme. And I'm sure every single person will feel guilty in some way.

Maybe. I'm sure there's going to be someone here that will say "good riddance."

I'm sure of that.

Well, I have nothing against you, and have made it clear that I obviously wouldn't wish you any harm.

But I really do doubt, even if someone says that, that they genuinely mean it.

Regardless, you shouldn't care either way. It's the internet, you can't take "hate" seriously.

True. There are a lot of people that say shit they don't really mean.

Oh my god, cut me out of the quote.

I don't even know how that happened.

I'm sorry. :/