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So I think I have depression. But it’s in such a minute, insignificant way I didn’t feel justified in doing something about it until now. I am incapable of feeling joy. I can remember feeling it in the past but not replicate it. It really frustrates me when I’m aware of it but I forget it so much that it isn’t even scary to acknowledge the fact anymore. If I remember writing this I’m gonna speak to my therapist about it on Tuesday.


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Sorry to hear that, man. Not that I'm really surprised, based on your tweets/posts over the last couple of years. Keep yourself busy, have concrete plans and follow through with them. That's all I can say, really. Best of luck.


 
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Look at this fancy pants with his therapist, some of us just eat our feelings away.


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If this means you’ve been drinking, I’d recommend cutting it. For me, I’ve noticed a pretty big correlation between alcohol and “depression”. I don’t think I have clinical depression tho.


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This is mainly why I strongly stick to satirical humor and pretty much watch or engage in anything that's politically incorrect nowadays.

Its a great distraction. Nothing is more satisfying then pissing off a bunch of SJWs


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you just need a vee ate
this
I’m down for an old school carbed project, miss me with that normie-ass LS bullshit tho

Sorry to hear that, man. Not that I'm really surprised, based on your tweets/posts over the last couple of years. Keep yourself busy, have concrete plans and follow through with them. That's all I can say, really. Best of luck.
Ya, definitely more obvious and more of an issue than I initially thought, but I’m not too worried. It honestly feels like a change of schedule and sticking to basic plans - basically just acting like a neurotypical person - would be enough to get me out of the rut for good. Thanks for the support fam

Do you ever feel like offing yourself? Not really anything too dramatic like with a note and all that bullshit but driving into a wall or something like that?
on a few occasions. I have made peace with the possibility of losing control at high speed. My mum and I have swapped cars though, so I don’t see myself doing it in her car.


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I legit forgot I made this thread lol


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I legit forgot I made this thread lol

Sounds like you're keeping yourself distracted.


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If I remember writing
If this means you’ve been drinking, I’d recommend cutting it. For me, I’ve noticed a pretty big correlation between alcohol and “depression”. I don’t think I have clinical depression tho.
nah I actually drink maybe once a month at most, and even then it’s like 4-6 standard drinks and a quiet night. Truth be told I think a lack of social activity is a pretty big factor and if I went out and drank more it could actually help


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This is mainly why I strongly stick to satirical humor and pretty much watch or engage in anything that's politically incorrect nowadays.

Its a great distraction. Nothing is more satisfying then pissing off a bunch of SJWs
it’s fun for a time but it’s ultimately just putting off a very real problem


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I legit forgot I made this thread lol

Sounds like you're keeping yourself distracted.
it’s not even that

I just sit on my phone browsing whatever app all day and do nothing. I lost my old job from a 1 month license suspension for speeding and my other job is only during the middle 6 months of the year so I have nothing to do but job hunt, and I don’t even do that. I need to be more creative tbh


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I legit forgot I made this thread lol

Sounds like you're keeping yourself distracted.
it’s not even that

I just sit on my phone browsing whatever app all day and do nothing. I lost my old job from a 1 month license suspension for speeding and my other job is only during the middle 6 months of the year so I have nothing to do but job hunt, and I don’t even do that. I need to be more creative tbh

Everything happens for a reason.

I legit quit mine because it was beginning to degrade my mental health. It was a shitty place to work to start with.


 
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I legit forgot I made this thread lol

Sounds like you're keeping yourself distracted.
it’s not even that

I just sit on my phone browsing whatever app all day and do nothing. I lost my old job from a 1 month license suspension for speeding and my other job is only during the middle 6 months of the year so I have nothing to do but job hunt, and I don’t even do that. I need to be more creative tbh

Everything happens for a reason.

I legit quit mine because it was beginning to degrade my mental health. It was a shitty place to work to start with.

after the donald did all the work to get you that job in the first place

fucking scumbag


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I legit forgot I made this thread lol

Sounds like you're keeping yourself distracted.
it’s not even that

I just sit on my phone browsing whatever app all day and do nothing. I lost my old job from a 1 month license suspension for speeding and my other job is only during the middle 6 months of the year so I have nothing to do but job hunt, and I don’t even do that. I need to be more creative tbh

Everything happens for a reason.

I legit quit mine because it was beginning to degrade my mental health. It was a shitty place to work to start with.

after the donald did all the work to get you that job in the first place

fucking scumbag

Donald never got me that job nigga


 
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I legit forgot I made this thread lol

Sounds like you're keeping yourself distracted.
it’s not even that

I just sit on my phone browsing whatever app all day and do nothing. I lost my old job from a 1 month license suspension for speeding and my other job is only during the middle 6 months of the year so I have nothing to do but job hunt, and I don’t even do that. I need to be more creative tbh

Everything happens for a reason.

I legit quit mine because it was beginning to degrade my mental health. It was a shitty place to work to start with.

after the donald did all the work to get you that job in the first place

fucking scumbag

Donald never got me that job nigga

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So as of next week I could be back in the workforce. Honestly v exciting times