I was friends with a girl who's name is not important all last year. Her and another one of her friends were friends with me on steam and skype and facebook and last.fm for a while. Then they decided that I suck and they removed me. I just saw a message on their steam profiles talking about how happy they are and how they ended the year on a good note. They had removed me from steam just a while before. It looks like they are getting along so happy without me. They are the same people who said they want to go to an anime convention with me a little while earlier. I honestly just want to end my life right now. I will never create a good lasting friendship. The people who are good friends with me never turn out to be very good friends for that long. I seriously just wish that suffocating didn't hurt because I just want to walk into the lake just up the street from my house and inhale water and walk to the very bottom until I pass out and die. I hate my life.

Put that mirror down

And the post above mine is definitely not serious
Please don't interpret it as such.

Might wanna get some thicker skin there, bucko.

To answer the title: it does seem to have ruined your day.

Quote from: aTALLmidget on January 22, 2015, 12:36:55 PM

If you're feeling on the verge of hurting yourself, call someone to help.

oh fuck off. I'm not even. I just hate my fucking life. you don't even fucking care. you only care because your empathy gets triggered when you actually fear for someone's life. before that all of you don't even give a flying fuck because no one else is your problem.

The tone of your post says otherwise... Also, you wanna know a little secret? I became an EMT because I DO care, and what I do is help others. Strangers, friends, family, whatever. I may not give a shit about this place and I am here for the shits and giggles, but if there's a moment where someone needs legitimate help and I can give some semblance of help I will. My post wasn't condescending in any way, it was only real advice to talk to someone because it's not healthy to think about killing yourself (even if only imagined) over something like that and talking to somebody can really be beneficial. But if you'd rather remain hostile then there's nothing I can do and all I can say is good luck.

Learn to be alone, meh I can do so I'm sure you can too.

Learn to be alone, meh I can do so I'm sure you can too.

that's terrible advice. I dunno if you're being serious or if you're just another person who I should mute.

So get new friends

they're much too difficult to come by.

So get new friends

they're much too difficult to come by.
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Why

Most people don't put that much investment in facebook and skype friends. Did you know them in real life? For how long?

Meh, that wouldn't affect me. I've grown used to being treated like a doormat.

I just want to say that I'm convinced that this guy is one of those Alts that's there to mute everyone on the forum. But is trying to do it subtly instead of making a 'post here 4 mute" thread.

10/10 master ruseman

Indo, kushed out
Trillest nigga livin ever pushed out
Never finished college like my brother or my sister
I was in the crib layin on a kush cloud
Getting zoned out, eyes red
Momma and my daddy said my mind dead
They said I never had a clue, said the bills past due
Fuck you nigga, you gotta remind Fred
Cause I'm car-free, sucker-free
Remember when these niggaz wouldn't fuck with me
But now I'm on the screen and these magazines
they be tryin to stop a nigga like "Smoke somethin G"
and "Can we get a couple grams?" Nigga hell naw
Unless you come in with the cash, tryin to tell y'all
I got you motherfuckers gassed on the smell, dog
So go 'head and take a hit of what I'm 'bout to sell y'all
I gets high

I get high, I get high, I get high
(I-I-I gets high)

I get so, blowed I can't stand up
I'm in the bed with Elise and Amanda
Cause in my shows I make them hoes put they hands up
So they came into my room, they gettin rammed up
We trying to slam or what? Because I'm tryin to smoke
So when I finish with these Swishers I'll be down your throat
And two of y'all, one of me, three of us, should I hit my niggaz up?
Hell naw, I'ma pound them both
Cause this a one man job, ain't no need for the crew
Two snow bunnies on the East what it do?
White snow in the crib if you need that too
Got some bitches and some bud, nigga bring that through
I gets high

Early in the mornin gettin high with crusty eyes
Rubbin on her mother, well you know it's do or die
Hoppin off the porch, had to get on my grind
All because the trouble just copped to my nine
Back in the Caddy smokin Swishers with my nigga
Make a store run, 'bout to cop out some liquor
Burning down basements, face it
Run a bus stop, I'm tradin hoes and you know we ain't payin
Midwest, lovin all the dopin in the kitchen
Heatin up the house where your shit could come up missin
Dope fiend trippin cause he just copped a nick
But he say he can't find it, but it's right in his pocket
All day long, gotta get my guap'
Just put a deuce and I'm smokin on the tropic
On another subject, lights is the topic
Cause he talkin money so nigga just stop it
All day long gettin high on the low
Bitch snow bunny be sniffin that snow
Twerkin that summer, I really don't know
Cause me, Freddie Gibbs, Madlib stay blowed

I fucked this flow
This is my electronic press kit
Are hot as some fresh shit
Nigga recollect bitch
Grow grey hairs, don't stress it
I text message, messages to fuck in estrogen
She let's me in, I sex her then she sexier than my leather vans
Cause I never am purchasing
Reimbursing your currency
Put your body on the
To work the street, I hurt the streets
Heard she sweet, she hershey's sweet
But me I'm extravagant
Hop on the bandwagon kid
I'm about to show you some tragic shit
The love is lost and the drugs they cost, in the studio mixing raw
Bitches... my draws like you... my draws, nigga my dick's in her jaw
I'm wes snipes with lead pipes, don't dabble with the apple
Cause a swagga like mine turn them apples into snapple
Fuck the pick of the raffle, king of the castle
Nigga, Genghis khan mention, Marilyn Manson
Making money in the present, it be safe for my grandsons
African drugs for when the champ come

Suicide watch nigga
Kill yourself
Oposition who?
Nigga reveal yourself
How you steal our swag and figure you still yourself?
Splinter cell creepin in this bitch, you couldn't feel the stealth
Wolves are prowling, hunger at it's fucking best
I'm a beast like the gorilla head that is on my chest
Please let me flex, I'm going off I need some fuckin' bread
Drugs are green, my bitches white and tonight I need fuckin' head
Excuse our swag, I'm tryna tone it down like jenny Craig
Fresh to death then I guess we living like the living dead
Oh shit yo bitch, look at how I'm doing you
Bitches on my dick but look at me I'm fucking beautiful
Niggas try to figure out, but all I hear in my interviews is why this so cool? you niggas are so unusual
Wolf gang, point me to a nigga I should prove it to
Under pressure, we just stand in the middle like hula hoops

The fortress is fortified (bitch)
Money in my pockets like I'm forty-five
Hodgy beats recording live
Bitch I be surely high
And I don't need wings to fly
I'm the air with the pigs
Left brain, domo genesis

Knock, knock
Whos' there?
It's me, your girlfriend had a really nice meeting with my dick
I killed that pussy and grabbed that knife
Now I got real authentic cheetah print shit (nigga you're a liar)
Nigga don't believe me, kiss your lady
And where you gonna get those heebie jeebies?
Nigga my dick stay diseased
I make it look easy
Fifty-one fifty, I'm off the heezy

(You ain't got no fuckin' yeezy?
5 albums, 100 songs, and you ain't got no fuckin' yeezy?
I betchu got some j-kwon.
You ain't got no fuckin yeezy?)

Came in the game like speedy Gonzalez, I'm fuckin' looney
See these girls talkin' all that shit (what?)
I'm just tryna see some tits (what?)
Let's get it poppin' like, MC Lyte, around some dykes
I'm out this bitch like hokus pokus
And me and lucas got a couple of pickles
And met up with some bitches, gave 'em cum on their dimples
Then my dick went limp so, took about 3 pills of extenzo
Now my dick's longer than a 5 door limo
Harder than a soft right hook from kimbo
On pcp and cilantro, when I'm with your bitch I'm like
Where my dick go?
Now she think I'm bout to eat her hole
Encho and lada, I gotta lotta that preme and I'm paying nada
It seems tha I'm product placement but not I'm just fuckin' awesome
Yo mama look like a ugly, (fucking) loser