I feel really shitty

🂿 · March 25, 2015, 12:18:37 AM

My depression has recently gotten even worse today. There are various reasons why I'm depressed right now, I'm also really over worried about someone. :/

Best if I don't get into any details.

I tried watching something on Netflix and it didn't help. What do you do when you're depressed?

Jocephalopod · March 25, 2015, 12:19:20 AM

YouTube

🂿 · March 25, 2015, 12:20:29 AM

Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:19:20 AM

YouTube

WTF did I just watch? That made me chuckle a little. Also, the lady had nice boobies.

Shdooby · March 25, 2015, 12:20:43 AM

I've found that reading a great book goes a long way in clearing your mind. The best way I've found to avoid feeling down is to let your mind wander into another place with other people's problems.

Evidently this also applies to TV, Movies and Games, but reading is my personal favorite outlet.

Jive Turkey · March 25, 2015, 12:21:31 AM

when i get depressed i try to occupy myself with things that help me improve in any way

examples: workout out, playing instrument, reading something new, making money, stretching, meditation ect.

why are you feeling down?

Jocephalopod · March 25, 2015, 12:21:52 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:20:29 AM

Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:19:20 AM
YouTube

WTF did I just watch? That made me chuckle a little. Also, the lady had nice boobies.

watch danger 5 on netflix

N/A · March 25, 2015, 12:22:20 AM

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🂿 · March 25, 2015, 12:22:22 AM

Quote from: Jive Turkey on March 25, 2015, 12:21:31 AM

when i get depressed i try to occupy myself with things that help me improve in any way

examples: workout out, playing instrument, reading something new, making money, stretching, meditation ect.

why are you feeling down?

Many various reasons. Being in this city for a long time with no real change is one of them.

🂿 · March 25, 2015, 12:22:56 AM

Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:21:52 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:20:29 AM
Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:19:20 AM
YouTube

WTF did I just watch? That made me chuckle a little. Also, the lady had nice boobies.

watch danger 5 on netflix

I think I will. Thanks man.

🂿 · March 25, 2015, 12:23:13 AM

Quote from: Z♡n on March 25, 2015, 12:22:20 AM

Used to be getting baked, doing shrooms, ect. Now, fuck if I know, I'm just stuck in a perpetual state of boredom; the clean life sucks honestly.

Is life itself even worth it anymore?

Jive Turkey · March 25, 2015, 12:24:12 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:22:22 AM

Quote from: Jive Turkey on March 25, 2015, 12:21:31 AM
when i get depressed i try to occupy myself with things that help me improve in any way

examples: workout out, playing instrument, reading something new, making money, stretching, meditation ect.

why are you feeling down?

Many various reasons. Being in this city for a long time with no real change is one of them.

i know that feel about crappy cities lol, what's wrong with yours?

Sigma617 · March 25, 2015, 12:26:22 AM

Go on a long walk Deci.

It helps me. I went on a 2 hour walk then went home and downed 4 shots of whiskey.
Long walks help.

Whoever linked Danger 5 in here, I love you.

Ilsa <3

Jocephalopod · March 25, 2015, 12:26:22 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:22:56 AM

Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:21:52 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:20:29 AM
Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:19:20 AM
YouTube

WTF did I just watch? That made me chuckle a little. Also, the lady had nice boobies.

watch danger 5 on netflix

I think I will. Thanks man.

no problem, good luck with the depression and don't commit suicide

N/A · March 25, 2015, 12:30:16 AM

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🂿 · March 25, 2015, 12:30:36 AM

Quote from: Jive Turkey on March 25, 2015, 12:24:12 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:22:22 AM
Quote from: Jive Turkey on March 25, 2015, 12:21:31 AM
when i get depressed i try to occupy myself with things that help me improve in any way

examples: workout out, playing instrument, reading something new, making money, stretching, meditation ect.

why are you feeling down?

Many various reasons. Being in this city for a long time with no real change is one of them.
i know that feel about crappy cities lol, what's wrong with yours?

Fucking Armenians here act like they own the place, drivers here are dangerous and you could end up road killed if you don't look both ways, everything here is fucking boring. I've been here for 22 fucking years and I'm so sick of it.

Imagine playing the same video game for 22 years straight and you can't even turn it off. That's my fucking city. Boring as shit, ass backwards people that think they're the shit, and all the nice parts of town are really expensive.

There is only one place I haven't been in that's at the park next to my college, it's up at a hill, with grass. There is this tree. A tree where I just want to climb up a hill, go under that tree and read a book under it or something.

But it's pretty much private property.

Yeah this place sucks.

🂿 · March 25, 2015, 12:31:05 AM

Quote from: Z♡n on March 25, 2015, 12:30:16 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:23:13 AM
Quote from: Z♡n on March 25, 2015, 12:22:20 AM
Used to be getting baked, doing shrooms, ect. Now, fuck if I know, I'm just stuck in a perpetual state of boredom; the clean life sucks honestly.

Is life itself even worth it anymore?
You're asking a nihilist that, so....

But anyhow, while I truly do hate the finiteness of existence and fail to see any reason to follow through with the existential path of making your own reason, I just continue on. Fear of consciousness ending, wanting to keep hold of finite desires, ect. Can't say I see much else to it all.

I see.

🂿 · March 25, 2015, 12:31:55 AM

Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:26:22 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:22:56 AM
Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:21:52 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:20:29 AM
Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:19:20 AM
YouTube

WTF did I just watch? That made me chuckle a little. Also, the lady had nice boobies.

watch danger 5 on netflix

I think I will. Thanks man.

no problem, good luck with the depression and don't commit suicide

I'll try not to. I just hope the person I'm worried about is okay. I haven't heard of her this entire day and it's not likely for her to just stop texting all of a sudden.

Jocephalopod · March 25, 2015, 12:34:49 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:31:55 AM

Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:26:22 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:22:56 AM
Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:21:52 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:20:29 AM
Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:19:20 AM
YouTube

WTF did I just watch? That made me chuckle a little. Also, the lady had nice boobies.

watch danger 5 on netflix

I think I will. Thanks man.

no problem, good luck with the depression and don't commit suicide

I'll try not to. I just hope the person I'm worried about is okay. I haven't heard of her this entire day and it's not likely for her to just stop texting all of a sudden.

girlfriend? escort?

hopefully she's ok. if you are genuinely worried, call someone she knows, or the police

🂿 · March 25, 2015, 12:35:33 AM

Quote from: Sigma617 on March 25, 2015, 12:26:22 AM

Go on a long walk Deci.

It helps me. I went on a 2 hour walk then went home and downed 4 shots of whiskey.
Long walks help.

Whoever linked Danger 5 in here, I love you.

Ilsa <3

It's going to be 11 at night in 20 minutes and that's when all the fucked up people come out at night. So pass on that.

I have school tomorrow anyway.

🂿 · March 25, 2015, 12:36:14 AM

Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:34:49 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:31:55 AM
Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:26:22 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:22:56 AM
Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:21:52 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:20:29 AM
Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:19:20 AM
YouTube

WTF did I just watch? That made me chuckle a little. Also, the lady had nice boobies.

watch danger 5 on netflix

I think I will. Thanks man.

no problem, good luck with the depression and don't commit suicide

I'll try not to. I just hope the person I'm worried about is okay. I haven't heard of her this entire day and it's not likely for her to just stop texting all of a sudden.

girlfriend? escort?

hopefully she's ok. if you are genuinely worried, call someone she knows, or the police

Sort of a GF yeah.

I would if I could. It's complicated.

Jocephalopod · March 25, 2015, 12:37:34 AM

Quote from: Sigma617 on March 25, 2015, 12:26:22 AM

Go on a long walk Deci.

It helps me. I went on a 2 hour walk then went home and downed 4 shots of whiskey.
Long walks help.

Whoever linked Danger 5 in here, I love you.

Ilsa <3

ehehe, have you seen season 2?

Jive Turkey · March 25, 2015, 12:37:53 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:30:36 AM

Quote from: Jive Turkey on March 25, 2015, 12:24:12 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:22:22 AM
Quote from: Jive Turkey on March 25, 2015, 12:21:31 AM
when i get depressed i try to occupy myself with things that help me improve in any way

examples: workout out, playing instrument, reading something new, making money, stretching, meditation ect.

why are you feeling down?

Many various reasons. Being in this city for a long time with no real change is one of them.
i know that feel about crappy cities lol, what's wrong with yours?

Fucking Armenians here act like they own the place, drivers here are dangerous and you could end up road killed if you don't look both ways, everything here is fucking boring. I've been here for 22 fucking years and I'm so sick of it.

Imagine playing the same video game for 22 years straight and you can't even turn it off. That's my fucking city. Boring as shit, ass backwards people that think they're the shit, and all the nice parts of town are really expensive.

There is only one place I haven't been in that's at the park next to my college, it's up at a hill, with grass. There is this tree. A tree where I just want to climb up a hill, go under that tree and read a book under it or something.

But it's pretty much private property.

Yeah this place sucks.

Work your ass off to transfer bro. That's what i'm doing, working also to save up enough money for Sunny San Diego

Your environment is bringing you down

🂿 · March 25, 2015, 12:38:50 AM

Quote from: Jive Turkey on March 25, 2015, 12:37:53 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:30:36 AM
Quote from: Jive Turkey on March 25, 2015, 12:24:12 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:22:22 AM
Quote from: Jive Turkey on March 25, 2015, 12:21:31 AM
when i get depressed i try to occupy myself with things that help me improve in any way

examples: workout out, playing instrument, reading something new, making money, stretching, meditation ect.

why are you feeling down?

Many various reasons. Being in this city for a long time with no real change is one of them.
i know that feel about crappy cities lol, what's wrong with yours?

Fucking Armenians here act like they own the place, drivers here are dangerous and you could end up road killed if you don't look both ways, everything here is fucking boring. I've been here for 22 fucking years and I'm so sick of it.

Imagine playing the same video game for 22 years straight and you can't even turn it off. That's my fucking city. Boring as shit, ass backwards people that think they're the shit, and all the nice parts of town are really expensive.

There is only one place I haven't been in that's at the park next to my college, it's up at a hill, with grass. There is this tree. A tree where I just want to climb up a hill, go under that tree and read a book under it or something.

But it's pretty much private property.

Yeah this place sucks.
Work your ass off to transfer bro. That's what i'm doing, working also to save up enough money for Sunny San Diego Your environment is bringing you down

That's nothing new, and why the heck would you want to go to San Diego? If it were me I'd want to go up north, not south.

Jocephalopod · March 25, 2015, 12:43:15 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:36:14 AM

Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:34:49 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:31:55 AM
Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:26:22 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:22:56 AM
Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:21:52 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:20:29 AM
Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:19:20 AM
YouTube

WTF did I just watch? That made me chuckle a little. Also, the lady had nice boobies.

watch danger 5 on netflix

I think I will. Thanks man.

no problem, good luck with the depression and don't commit suicide

I'll try not to. I just hope the person I'm worried about is okay. I haven't heard of her this entire day and it's not likely for her to just stop texting all of a sudden.

girlfriend? escort?

hopefully she's ok. if you are genuinely worried, call someone she knows, or the police

Sort of a GF yeah.

I would if I could. It's complicated.

try not to worry about things, i know it's shitty advice but just let life happen if there is nothing you can do to change the situation.

you can pm me if you don't wanna get 2 personal on the forum

are you in Glendale? lol it's the only place where people know who Armenians are

🂿 · March 25, 2015, 12:44:42 AM

Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:43:15 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:36:14 AM
Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:34:49 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:31:55 AM
Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:26:22 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:22:56 AM
Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:21:52 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:20:29 AM
Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:19:20 AM
YouTube

WTF did I just watch? That made me chuckle a little. Also, the lady had nice boobies.

watch danger 5 on netflix

I think I will. Thanks man.

no problem, good luck with the depression and don't commit suicide

I'll try not to. I just hope the person I'm worried about is okay. I haven't heard of her this entire day and it's not likely for her to just stop texting all of a sudden.

girlfriend? escort?

hopefully she's ok. if you are genuinely worried, call someone she knows, or the police

Sort of a GF yeah.

I would if I could. It's complicated.

try not to worry about things, i know it's shitty advice but just let life happen if there is nothing you can do to change the situation.

you can pm me if you don't wanna get 2 personal on the forum

If I don't hear from her within 3 days, I'll PM you.

I'll PM you sooner if I do.

🂿 · March 25, 2015, 12:45:28 AM

Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:43:15 AM

are you in Glendale? lol it's the only place where people know who Armenians are

You're talking to an Armenian right now, and yes.

Sigma617 · March 25, 2015, 12:47:39 AM

Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:37:34 AM

Quote from: Sigma617 on March 25, 2015, 12:26:22 AM
Go on a long walk Deci.

It helps me. I went on a 2 hour walk then went home and downed 4 shots of whiskey.
Long walks help.

Whoever linked Danger 5 in here, I love you.

Ilsa <3

ehehe, have you seen season 2?

Hell yes I have.

I'm gonna be your friend now just so I can discuss it with someone.

Jocephalopod · March 25, 2015, 12:48:51 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:45:28 AM

Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:43:15 AM
are you in Glendale? lol it's the only place where people know who Armenians are

You're talking to an Armenian right now, and yes.

oh I know, my mom's side is Armenian. even though i'm half, i was brought up in the community

all my annoying ass relatives are from Glendale

Jocephalopod · March 25, 2015, 12:50:59 AM

Quote from: Sigma617 on March 25, 2015, 12:47:39 AM

Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:37:34 AM
Quote from: Sigma617 on March 25, 2015, 12:26:22 AM
Go on a long walk Deci.

It helps me. I went on a 2 hour walk then went home and downed 4 shots of whiskey.
Long walks help.

Whoever linked Danger 5 in here, I love you.

Ilsa <3

ehehe, have you seen season 2?

Hell yes I have.

I'm gonna be your friend now just so I can discuss it with someone.

I've been trying to get my friends to watch it and none of them are, so i feel your pain

which season did you prefer?

🂿 · March 25, 2015, 12:54:21 AM

Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:48:51 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on March 25, 2015, 12:45:28 AM
Quote from: Jocephalopod on March 25, 2015, 12:43:15 AM
are you in Glendale? lol it's the only place where people know who Armenians are

You're talking to an Armenian right now, and yes.

oh I know, my mom's side is Armenian. even though i'm half, i was brought up in the community

all my annoying ass relatives are from Glendale

Then you out of all people here would know exactly what it's like. At least the college is tolerable along with Verdugo Park and Kenneth Village, but everything else, I cannot fucking stand it anymore.

I would also like to inform you that I am not your stereotypical Armenian, I am a person. Hell I identify myself as American. My primary language is English. The only person I really talk to in Armenian is my mom, that's really it. Everyone else in my household primarily speaks English.