I don't like being provoked, made fun of, or ridiculed in anyway.

🂿 · June 06, 2015, 01:18:40 AM

That's why I crashed Skype for everyone here until MS fixed the bug.

Was it the right thing to do? No.

But I was mad. I am so sick and tired of how THIS place treats me.

I can't even take a break without some of the new fuckers here calling me out.

"Oi Hurr Durr, I joined because Harlow told me there are some angry decimator omega posts here"

Anyone that has that mentality needs to die. They won't change, so they need to just die. Other forums don't treat me like this. Only this place does and before you tell me "stop taking the internet seriously and don't give a fuck" hear me out.

I get the concept of teasing. When you're just fucking with your buddies, I deal with that in real life.

This site however crosses that line and goes to borderline retardation, and I'm not alone in seeing this. I know I'm not. It's the very reason why people like MyNameIsCharile left. Well, he mostly left because of what Camnator said, and Camnator is banned now.

But that's besides the point. There is a fine line with what's okay to tease at and what's just borderline offensive, and Sep7agon with the majority of you is crossing that line.

There is a reason why there are old farts from Bungie that actually refuse to sign up here. Take a good hard look at yourselves.

Bottom line is, I am sick and tired of being treated like a joke. I am sick to death of it. Day in and day out it's the same shit with you people giving me constant crap. I tried to improve myself on here as a person, but it takes the other side to create progress as well. You can't just expect me to magically change and be all carefree and not "explode" Both sides have to contribute. And if one side doesn't contribute, I fall back into the same fucking habits again only for the assclowns here to be entertained and to fap at every fucking rage post I make. It's fucking infuriating.

If you're one of the people that constantly give me shit and instigate me, Your obsession is fucking pathetic.

I know there are good people here too, and it sucks that the majority can't be like the good people here.

And another thing, I can crash this site too if I wanted to, but I don't want Cheat to call the FBI and have me arrested and sent to prison where I get raped by big bubba. It isn't worth it at all.

With all that said, I'm going to take a fucking break. Maybe for a week or two weeks, or less than that. Or whenever you idiots finally find another target and just move on.

I am dead tired of this constant drama, and I'll eventually leave you all and go to a better place. People I know on the internet don't treat me like this, people in real life don't treat me like this, even people on other forums don't treat me like this.

So why is this fucking okay? Why is it fucking okay to treat me like this?

Oh and saying "because you crashed our Skype" isn't an acceptable answer. I'm tossing all that out the window. This was way before I did that.

It's not fucking okay. Never is, never was, never will be.

I know who my friends are and who the right people are here. The rest of you are shitheads and you mean nothing to me if you give me constant shit.

/rant

TL;DR version: Explosion Imminent.

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Yu · June 06, 2015, 01:22:39 AM

Because this helps your cause, yes.

🂿 · June 06, 2015, 01:24:40 AM

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Quote from: Yu on June 06, 2015, 01:22:39 AM

Because this helps your cause, yes.

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Quote from: Yu on June 06, 2015, 01:22:39 AM
Because this helps your cause, yes.

On a seroius note I do get what youre saying. It can get agrivating. you should probably take a break from the site if just for a little while

🍁 Aria 🔮 · June 06, 2015, 01:27:11 AM

Do what you think you need to do. If that's taking a break, go ahead. There are some real shit heads here, I know, and there really is only one way to go about it

Do not take them seriously.

You aren't the only one that gets lmao'd a lot here. Does that make it automatically okay? Of course not, but you can look at the other people who get a lot of unwanted attention and see how they handle it.

Just take a deep breath, and fuck those guys. (not literally.) Do what you need to stay calm.

/sandtrap post

Epsira · June 06, 2015, 01:29:26 AM

Trying to make yourself a better person here sometimes feels like cooking bacon with liquid nitrogen.
I can empathize with you there.
I'm not the brunt of near zoo exhibit expectations, but I imagine that sucks.

I think breaks are awesome personally, doing that project you've been putting off or just getting outside is weirdly therapeutic.

🂿 · June 06, 2015, 01:30:52 AM

Quote from: Prime Servitor on June 06, 2015, 01:27:11 AM

Do what you think you need to do. If that's taking a break, go ahead. There are some real shit heads here, I know, and there really is only one way to go about it

Do not take them seriously.

You aren't the only one that gets lmao'd a lot here. Does that make it automatically okay? Of course not, but you can look at the other people who get a lot of unwanted attention and see how they handle it.

Just take a deep breath, and fuck those guys. (not literally.) Do what you need to stay calm.

/sandtrap post

From my experience on here so far. The way everyone copes with it is to be an asshole themselves, and that isn't really a good thing to promote, because if I decide to be an asshole too, it goes over the edge and becomes rule breaking.

That's the problem with this forum's mentality.

The Flood has always been full of assholes, but this isn't The Flood. This is Sep7agon. The forum should probably renamed to general to not confuse people, but whatever.

Either way, I can try, but I believe it takes two to tango. The forum themselves need to make the effort.

I already know the asshats are just going to laugh anyway, but I'm still going to try and have a defense of myself either way, even if I'm alone in this.

🂿 · June 06, 2015, 01:32:44 AM

Quote from: Epsira on June 06, 2015, 01:29:26 AM

Trying to make yourself a better person here sometimes feels like cooking bacon with liquid nitrogen.
I can empathize with you there.
I'm not the brunt of near zoo exhibit expectations, but I imagine that sucks.

I think breaks are awesome personally, doing that project you've been putting off or just getting outside is weirdly therapeutic.

Thanks.

Yeah, sadly I feel like I'm gonna have to take a break from here weekly from now on.

This shit with the community might never blow over. I never asked to be a fucking meme to these people, or a joke.

Yu · June 06, 2015, 01:38:30 AM

Alright, let me give you an honest and decent reply.

First off, these threads, you're essentially painting a target on your back for those who like to mess with you, stop making them.

Second.

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That's why I crashed Skype for everyone here until MS fixed the bug

It was one person who was teasing you, not only that but it was someone who you have a long history of messing with you. He has done nothing but bait you, and made it so painfully obvious, yet you respond seriously. You shouldn't.

Third.

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Other forums don't treat me like this.

You have made mention in the past that's not in fact the case, and pretty much for the same reasons here. You allow the trolls to feed off your reactions, continuing to feed them will get you nowhere.

Fourth.

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Bottom line is, I am sick and tired of being treated like a joke...but it takes the other side to create progress as well.

It does take both sides, however you've fallen to others provocation so often, its fairly obvious why you've become a target for people. Coming back, claiming you've changed, and exploding into anger time and time again does nothing unless you stop exploding into anger.

Fifth.

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I can crash this site too if I wanted to, but I don't want Cheat to call the FBI and have me arrested and sent to prison where I get raped by big bubba

You have no legal grounds into actually doing so. Trying to claim harassment on the internet to the law is the equivalent of crying to the police that some random stranger said mean things to you. Cheat wouldn't call anyone unless you actually broke the law, like the individual that posted actual CP. Doing anything along the lines of hacking or the like will only get you a perma considering the severity of it, no cops needed.

Lastly.

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Or whenever you idiots finally find another target and just move on.

It doesn't work like that, you have to make the effort to stop taking things seriously over simple baiting, if you can't its best you just ignore them all together and not respond, if you can't do that then you truly need a break from this place, a long one at that.

Korra · June 06, 2015, 01:39:50 AM

Um, huh.

🂿 · June 06, 2015, 02:03:37 AM

I just lost my reply.

I had everything defending. Every single thing in Yu's post. And I get fucking signed out.

🂿 · June 06, 2015, 02:09:00 AM

Quote from: Yu on June 06, 2015, 01:38:30 AM

You're a lucky bastard you know that? I had every singe thing detailed.

And now I can't even fucking post it because of the sign out bullshit.

I actually hate you. You know that? I'm not in the mood to type all of that again.

But I'll give you a partial summary of what I said.

You should be demoted as a moderator if you think every new member is out to get me.

Figure the rest out on your own on what I would have said because I'm not writing all of that again. I hate the long quoting and replying bullshit. It means you're hiding something that you know it's true but you refuse to admit it.

Deleted · June 06, 2015, 02:12:08 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 02:03:37 AM

I just lost my reply.

I had everything defending. Every single thing in Yu's post. And I get fucking signed out.

that shit is the worst.

R o c k e t · June 06, 2015, 02:13:09 AM

If you don't want to be treated like a joke, don't give them a reason to. Making threads ranting about it does nothing but make it worse.

Ender · June 06, 2015, 02:15:37 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 02:09:00 AM

Quote from: Yu on June 06, 2015, 01:38:30 AM

You're a lucky bastard you know that? I had every singe thing detailed.

And now I can't even fucking post it because of the sign out bullshit.

I actually hate you. You know that? I'm not in the mood to type all of that again.

But I'll give you a partial summary of what I said.

You should be demoted as a moderator if you think every new member is out to get me.

Figure the rest out on your own on what I would have said because I'm not writing all of that again. I hate the long quoting and replying bullshit. It means you're hiding something that you know it's true but you refuse to admit it.

I have a feeling that you're lying and saying you lost it and just spouting insults because everything Yu has said is completely correct.

🂿 · June 06, 2015, 02:17:17 AM

Quote from: Rocketman287 on June 06, 2015, 02:13:09 AM

If you don't want to be treated like a joke, don't give them a reason to. Making threads ranting about it does nothing but make it worse.

How else am I suppose to vent?

Also, you were a better moderator/monitor (whatever, same shit) then Yu will ever be. Fact.

🂿 · June 06, 2015, 02:18:33 AM

Quote from: EnderWolf1013 on June 06, 2015, 02:15:37 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 02:09:00 AM
Quote from: Yu on June 06, 2015, 01:38:30 AM

You're a lucky bastard you know that? I had every singe thing detailed.

And now I can't even fucking post it because of the sign out bullshit.

I actually hate you. You know that? I'm not in the mood to type all of that again.

But I'll give you a partial summary of what I said.

You should be demoted as a moderator if you think every new member is out to get me.

Figure the rest out on your own on what I would have said because I'm not writing all of that again. I hate the long quoting and replying bullshit. It means you're hiding something that you know it's true but you refuse to admit it.
I have a feeling that you're lying and saying you lost it and just spouting insults because everything Yu has said is completely correct.

R o c k e t · June 06, 2015, 02:18:38 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 02:17:17 AM

How else am I suppose to rant?

Don't?

I have a friend who rants all the time, let's just say I've learned to tune him out.
That crap gets annoying.

🂿 · June 06, 2015, 02:19:46 AM

Quote from: Rocketman287 on June 06, 2015, 02:18:38 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 02:17:17 AM
How else am I suppose to rant?

Don't?

I have a friend who rants all the time, let's just say I've learned to tune him out.
That crap gets annoying.

How else am I suppose to vent? Not venting is only going to make me even angrier.

Ender · June 06, 2015, 02:20:16 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 02:18:33 AM

Quote from: EnderWolf1013 on June 06, 2015, 02:15:37 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 02:09:00 AM
Quote from: Yu on June 06, 2015, 01:38:30 AM

You're a lucky bastard you know that? I had every singe thing detailed.

And now I can't even fucking post it because of the sign out bullshit.

I actually hate you. You know that? I'm not in the mood to type all of that again.

But I'll give you a partial summary of what I said.

You should be demoted as a moderator if you think every new member is out to get me.

Figure the rest out on your own on what I would have said because I'm not writing all of that again. I hate the long quoting and replying bullshit. It means you're hiding something that you know it's true but you refuse to admit it.
I have a feeling that you're lying and saying you lost it and just spouting insults because everything Yu has said is completely correct.

You complain when people ridicule you and when people tell you how to stop being ridiculed you complain even more.

R o c k e t · June 06, 2015, 02:21:53 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 02:19:46 AM

Quote from: Rocketman287 on June 06, 2015, 02:18:38 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 02:17:17 AM
How else am I suppose to rant?

Don't?

I have a friend who rants all the time, let's just say I've learned to tune him out.
That crap gets annoying.

How else am I suppose to vent? Not venting is only going to make me even angrier.

Instead of finding new ways to vent, do what everybody suggests every time:

Don't get angry over this stupid stuff. It's utterly pointless.
Also........I could have swore I said I was done giving you advice. Apparently I'm a liar >.>

R o c k e t · June 06, 2015, 02:23:30 AM

The OP says "in any way"

That simply isn't going to happen man. Everybody gets one of those things more than once in their life.
No avoiding it, all you can do is find a way to deal with it.

And my suggestion, is change how you are dealing with it now, because its self-destructive

Jive Turkey · June 06, 2015, 02:24:06 AM

Hey man if It's worth anything, I think you're a really intelligent and cool dude with a good head on your shoulders. You're very nice and it's a shame that that's a thing people take advantage of

🂿 · June 06, 2015, 02:24:15 AM

Quote from: EnderWolf1013 on June 06, 2015, 02:20:16 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 02:18:33 AM
Quote from: EnderWolf1013 on June 06, 2015, 02:15:37 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 02:09:00 AM
Quote from: Yu on June 06, 2015, 01:38:30 AM

You're a lucky bastard you know that? I had every singe thing detailed.

And now I can't even fucking post it because of the sign out bullshit.

I actually hate you. You know that? I'm not in the mood to type all of that again.

But I'll give you a partial summary of what I said.

You should be demoted as a moderator if you think every new member is out to get me.

Figure the rest out on your own on what I would have said because I'm not writing all of that again. I hate the long quoting and replying bullshit. It means you're hiding something that you know it's true but you refuse to admit it.
I have a feeling that you're lying and saying you lost it and just spouting insults because everything Yu has said is completely correct.

You complain when people ridicule you and when people tell you how to stop being ridiculed you complain even more.

I'm not fucking lying. I actually did lost my reply. I had key points in every single one. If I didn't get signed out, it would have been posted by now.

I was defending my every response. I don't have a reason to lie, and I'm a terrible liar at best, so I don't lie.

If you seriously think that's what I'm doing here, then you clearly aren't thinking with your headmeat rationally.

Spoiler

It's like you want me to not like you.

🂿 · June 06, 2015, 02:25:21 AM

Quote from: Rocketman287 on June 06, 2015, 02:23:30 AM

The OP says "in any way"

That simply isn't going to happen man. Everybody gets one of those things more than once in their life.
No avoiding it, all you can do is find a way to deal with it.

And my suggestion, is change how you are dealing with it now, because its self-destructive

Then I suggest you list some real examples on how you deal with it.

Expect you're actually getting teased the right way, I'm not.

Ender · June 06, 2015, 02:26:12 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 02:24:15 AM

Quote from: EnderWolf1013 on June 06, 2015, 02:20:16 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 02:18:33 AM
Quote from: EnderWolf1013 on June 06, 2015, 02:15:37 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 02:09:00 AM
Quote from: Yu on June 06, 2015, 01:38:30 AM

You're a lucky bastard you know that? I had every singe thing detailed.

And now I can't even fucking post it because of the sign out bullshit.

I actually hate you. You know that? I'm not in the mood to type all of that again.

But I'll give you a partial summary of what I said.

You should be demoted as a moderator if you think every new member is out to get me.

Figure the rest out on your own on what I would have said because I'm not writing all of that again. I hate the long quoting and replying bullshit. It means you're hiding something that you know it's true but you refuse to admit it.
I have a feeling that you're lying and saying you lost it and just spouting insults because everything Yu has said is completely correct.

You complain when people ridicule you and when people tell you how to stop being ridiculed you complain even more.

I'm not fucking lying. I actually did lost my reply. I had key points in every single one. If I didn't get signed out, it would have been posted by now.

I was defending my every response. I don't have a reason to lie, and I'm a terrible liar at best, so I don't lie.

If you seriously think that's what I'm doing here, then you clearly aren't thinking with your headmeat rationally.

Spoiler
It's like you want me to not like you.

Couldn't care less if you didn't like me, Why? Because it's the internet, which is the same reason why you shouldn't care about what everyone else says to you and about you.

🂿 · June 06, 2015, 02:26:54 AM

Quote from: Jive Turkey on June 06, 2015, 02:24:06 AM

Hey man if It's worth anything, I think you're a really intelligent and cool dude with a good head on your shoulders. You're very nice and it's a shame that that's a thing people take advantage of

I agree.

I'll admit. It is not easy being me. It is even very hard for me to defend myself. I have so much shit in my mind, I never truly rest because of it.

I wish I could show someone what that feels like, what it exactly feels like to go through what I go through, especially here.

R o c k e t · June 06, 2015, 02:26:57 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 02:25:21 AM

Quote from: Rocketman287 on June 06, 2015, 02:23:30 AM
The OP says "in any way"

That simply isn't going to happen man. Everybody gets one of those things more than once in their life.
No avoiding it, all you can do is find a way to deal with it.

And my suggestion, is change how you are dealing with it now, because its self-destructive

Then I suggest you list some real examples on how you deal with it.

Expect you're actually getting teased the right way, I'm not.

Laugh it off. Don't take it to heart. Or say "pfffft I really don't care what you say".

The less you care about what people say, the better you will handle humor and insults.

And for the record, there's no right way to be teased. People mock my faith. Well.......it so happens my faith is pretty much what defines me. Makes me who I am.

So people mock the very thing that determines my character, and I'm ok with that?

Spoiler

Yes. Because what they think of my beliefs or life makes no difference to me, it doesn't affect me in any way. I walk away from this computer and nothing they say has changed me.

🂿 · June 06, 2015, 02:27:26 AM

Quote from: EnderWolf1013 on June 06, 2015, 02:26:12 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 02:24:15 AM
Quote from: EnderWolf1013 on June 06, 2015, 02:20:16 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 02:18:33 AM
Quote from: EnderWolf1013 on June 06, 2015, 02:15:37 AM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2015, 02:09:00 AM
Quote from: Yu on June 06, 2015, 01:38:30 AM

You're a lucky bastard you know that? I had every singe thing detailed.

And now I can't even fucking post it because of the sign out bullshit.

I actually hate you. You know that? I'm not in the mood to type all of that again.

But I'll give you a partial summary of what I said.

You should be demoted as a moderator if you think every new member is out to get me.

Figure the rest out on your own on what I would have said because I'm not writing all of that again. I hate the long quoting and replying bullshit. It means you're hiding something that you know it's true but you refuse to admit it.
I have a feeling that you're lying and saying you lost it and just spouting insults because everything Yu has said is completely correct.

You complain when people ridicule you and when people tell you how to stop being ridiculed you complain even more.

I'm not fucking lying. I actually did lost my reply. I had key points in every single one. If I didn't get signed out, it would have been posted by now.

I was defending my every response. I don't have a reason to lie, and I'm a terrible liar at best, so I don't lie.

If you seriously think that's what I'm doing here, then you clearly aren't thinking with your headmeat rationally.

Spoiler
It's like you want me to not like you.
Couldn't care less if you didn't like me, Why? Because it's the internet, which is the same reason why you shouldn't care about what everyone else says to you and about you.

Gee, I thought you were my friend.