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I know most of you, many of whom I trust and would share bread and wine with gladly. For those few that put hate upon me, I do not know why, regardless, I beseech you, to hear this and answer honestly.

 Have any of you ever suffered from chronic loneliness? Depression is the hot topic of today's youth and it is easy to mingle the two, but I speak solely of loneliness. Have you ever woken up and said to yourself, "My god, I'm so incredibly lonely."? Have you ever went an entire  day surrounded by people, praying, hoping, that one of them would just say hello to you? 

 I'm sure many of you are alienated by this concept and will call me an autistic f@ggot or an aspie or a fracking beta f@ggot. But I do not fall under these categories, that is what confuses me most. 

 I simultaneously am exhausted by talking to people (when I rarely do) yet I crave greatly for companionship. I shall delve no further. To those that understand my words, reply in confidence with your experiences.

Do you not like the people you are talking to?

That's a good point you bring up. In all honestly, no. I don't want to sound like a pompous douche but I make an effort to talk to a few new people each day and the vast majority I find dull or boring, or just having nothing in common!

 There is a few I would like to get to know better but due to physical obstacles (like commuting and timetables) I don't seem them as often as I would like to.

I did, and then I realised that in reality people don't actually care about you until you make them care, so I made them care, I only changed a few things, but the effects snowballed until now i've even got a GF. That was unthinkable a year ago.

You say you don't want companionship, well I didn't think I did either, but it turns out I did, I really really did.

So for you, the need is simply to stop caring, you don't even need to talk much. Use a phrase here, an expression there and just alter your overall mannerism, disregard your self-image and base your actions to another entirely off what gets a good reaction.

Get booty
420 blaze it
Smok wead erryday
Feel less lonely

I did, and then I realised that in reality people don't actually care about you until you make them care, so I made them care, I only changed a few things, but the effects snowballed until now i've even got a GF. That was unthinkable a year ago.

You say you don't want companionship, well I didn't think I did either, but it turns out I did, I really really did.

So for you, the need is simply to stop caring, you don't even need to talk much. Use a phrase here, an expression there and just alter your overall mannerism, disregard your self-image and base your actions to another entirely off what gets a good reaction.

Get booty
420 blaze it
Smok wead erryday
Feel less lonely

you speak with wisdom friend