I almost just died

 
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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."
—Judge Aaron Satie
——Carmen
Holy fucking shit I need to be more careful. I was just trying to go downstairs to play my PS4, I was carrying my laptop with me to bring downstairs, but halfway down the stairs I zoned out / fainted / whatever and fucking collapsed and rolled down the stairs onto the hard concrete basement floor. I got so lucky that I didn't snap my neck, but holy shit my jaw and neck feels so fucked up right now. The pain is kinda going away though, I just hope my body can repair this shit by itself so I don't need to pay hospital bills. I think I'm going to be fine, if it was a lethal injury I would've been dead by now. Anyway just wanted to have an official post here so I can look back on this and not make the same mistake in the future. I need to be a lot more cautious, I should've just went outside and walked down the incline to get to the basement.

But what's funny about this is that I realized something. If I was a girl - small and petite and fragile like I want to be - I would've died right there. I hate my big tall burly body and all that comes with it, but goddamn, my body type probably saved my life tonight. It would have been so much worse if I didn't have that male tougher bones and larger body and all that. Me being trans probably saved me tonight. I think I can start to appreciate the benefits of having a physically strong body now. It might not make me look cute or pretty, but my stature has so many grounded life benefits that I didn't realize until now. Being alive is the most important thing, way more important than even being a girl, so I'm actually glad that I have this build now. It's going to be a lot harder to kill me lol. I can be a trans woman with a big body actually - that's fine. I can protect people and protect myself that way. I never knew I had this privilege honestly and I'm going to value it a lot more in my life now.


 
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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."
—Judge Aaron Satie
——Carmen
And yes I was tripping. I need to not use the stairs in the future when I do that.


 
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This is not the greatest sig in the world, no. This is just a tribute.
Or you could like, not fall down a flight of stairs like a normal person.


 
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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."
—Judge Aaron Satie
——Carmen
Or you could like, not fall down a flight of stairs like a normal person.
yeah I was fucked up and I'm not going to take the stairs again in that state


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Damn. Glad you're alive. No teeth are missing?


 
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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."
—Judge Aaron Satie
——Carmen
Damn. Glad you're alive. No teeth are missing?
Nope, the only thing that I still feel is my jaw tbh, but I think that can heal itself


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Long live NoNolesNeckin.

Ya fuckin' ganderneck.
Do you have narcolepsy or something?


 
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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."
—Judge Aaron Satie
——Carmen
Do you have narcolepsy or something?
I was high as shit and zoned out, I went down there during my peak high and that was such a mistake.

But yeah I just now went downstairs and played fallout for an hour, and I feel so much better now. I got lucky and I'm going to learn from this.


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If you know, you know.
Do you have narcolepsy or something?
I was high as shit and zoned out, I went down there during my peak high and that was such a mistake.

But yeah I just now went downstairs and played fallout for an hour, and I feel so much better now. I got lucky and I'm going to learn from this.
Are you gonna stop taking drugs?
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No, right? That's not the lesson to be learned here... sigh


 
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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."
—Judge Aaron Satie
——Carmen
Do you have narcolepsy or something?
I was high as shit and zoned out, I went down there during my peak high and that was such a mistake.

But yeah I just now went downstairs and played fallout for an hour, and I feel so much better now. I got lucky and I'm going to learn from this.
Are you gonna stop taking drugs?
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No, right? That's not the lesson to be learned here... sigh
No, but I'm going to be a lot more cautious and careful when I'm high. When you feel on top of the world it's hard to keep yourself in check, but I can definitely tone it down and be more careful in the future.


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Long live NoNolesNeckin.

Ya fuckin' ganderneck.
Do you have narcolepsy or something?
I was high as shit and zoned out, I went down there during my peak high and that was such a mistake.

But yeah I just now went downstairs and played fallout for an hour, and I feel so much better now. I got lucky and I'm going to learn from this.
I've been high as shit, tripping absolute balls, on the brink of ego death, and hammered to the point of projectile vomiting and I've never once actually blacked out or lost motor function. In fact, the only experience I have at all with suddenly losing consciousness besides regular sleep is going under for surgery.

Why does everyone get knocked out by drugs? Why am I always so mentally wired and extra-conscious?

Damn, I need to go reflect on these questions.


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I can protect people and protect myself that way. I never knew I had this privilege honestly and I'm going to value it a lot more in my life now.
he protec
he attac
but most importantly, he fall down and make a big crac


 
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I almost died the other night on the freeway to avoid an accident. Ended up getting my front bumper scratched 😂👌


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The angel agreed to trade a set of white wings for the head of another demon. Overjoyed, the demon killed one of his own and plucked the head right off its still-warm body.

The angel then led the demon to heaven, where he underwent centuries of the cruelest tortures imaginable. Finally, the pain was so great that he lost consciousness - at which point his dark wings turned the promised shade of white.
We couldve died with my friend the other night on our way to a cottage sleepover when his cars exhaust pipe cracked and started dragging

whats going on here


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Do you have narcolepsy or something?
I was high as shit and zoned out, I went down there during my peak high and that was such a mistake.

But yeah I just now went downstairs and played fallout for an hour, and I feel so much better now. I got lucky and I'm going to learn from this.
I've been high as shit, tripping absolute balls, on the brink of ego death, and hammered to the point of projectile vomiting and I've never once actually blacked out or lost motor function. In fact, the only experience I have at all with suddenly losing consciousness besides regular sleep is going under for surgery.

Why does everyone get knocked out by drugs? Why am I always so mentally wired and extra-conscious?

Damn, I need to go reflect on these questions.
Im the same bro. Even one time on a combo of alcohol/cocaine/mdma/lsd I never actually lost consciousness and was still highly aware of everything I was doing. Even some people we were with were asking me to be the leader because they couldn’t function even though I was on the craziest cocktail of drugs. I’ve thought about it and think it’s because I’ve always naturally been very “separated” and self aware of myself. Really strong solid internal dialogue and ability to view myself from a 3rd person point of view kinda

Only time I ever DID end up blacking out was when I drank over half a handle (nearly a liter) of alcohol in under 15 minutes