how much would you say you've changed in the past two years?

Dopameme · September 14, 2015, 10:43:00 AM

i just started thinking about how much my life has changed in a matter of two years, and i'm sure many of you are feeling the same thing.

two years ago, i could very well have been considered antisocial with the amount of time i spent alone in my room dicking around. my views on drugs were also very verby-like, and i remained sober throughout high school, up until i was midway through my senior year.

since then i have also taken an interest in the business world and maintaining a certain level of personal fitness that i feel gives me a purpose.

how much have y'all changed?

Jim · September 14, 2015, 10:45:12 AM

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Dopameme · September 14, 2015, 10:48:17 AM

Quote from: I BREAK FOR HOT MOMS on September 14, 2015, 10:45:12 AM

Past two? Nothing extraordinary. Cut my hair and lost some weight. I decided to dress nicer. Other than that just little personality and character tweaks.

Past 5 or so years tho? Damn I'm like two different people.

did you not love moms as much as you do now?

Korra · September 14, 2015, 10:49:45 AM

Dopameme · September 14, 2015, 10:50:51 AM

Quote from: Mikasa Ackerman on September 14, 2015, 10:49:45 AM

yes

quality response, friend👌

Jim · September 14, 2015, 10:51:25 AM

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clum clum · September 14, 2015, 10:52:00 AM

If the thread was about "how much you changed in the past 5 years", you could say I'm a totally different person.

I look completely different and my personality is completely different. It's almost... surreal.

SecondClass · September 14, 2015, 10:54:16 AM

Not at all.

Jim · September 14, 2015, 10:54:18 AM

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Korra · September 14, 2015, 10:54:36 AM

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Quote from: Mikasa Ackerman on September 14, 2015, 10:49:45 AM
yes
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Verbatim · September 14, 2015, 10:55:32 AM

I'd say more than people would be willing to give me credit for.

clum clum · September 14, 2015, 10:57:26 AM

Quote from: I BREAK FOR HOT MOMS on September 14, 2015, 10:54:18 AM

Quote from: Connoisseur of Dicks on September 14, 2015, 10:52:00 AM
If the thread was about "how much you changed in the past 5 years", you could say I'm a totally different person.

I look completely different and my personality is completely different. It's almost... surreal.
you bitch that was my response

Yeah but it is true. When I say I'm a completely different person, I mean it literally.

Septy · September 14, 2015, 11:00:38 AM

Substantially

Jim · September 14, 2015, 11:00:43 AM

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Girl of Mystery · September 14, 2015, 11:03:04 AM

Not even a little

Ásgeirr · September 14, 2015, 11:05:20 AM

a bunch i guess

Ender · September 14, 2015, 11:07:12 AM

A lot

Elai · September 14, 2015, 11:11:29 AM

I've become more antisocial, depressed, and pessimistic. Though, really, I've always been like that. Those traits just became "enhanced" two years ago.

Sandtrap · September 14, 2015, 11:12:50 AM

I don't actively remember stuff from that far back. But I find little bits and pieces of who I was. In my writing and stories. Or maybe old messages.

Quite a bit, I think.

Verbatim · September 14, 2015, 11:15:26 AM

Quote from: I BREAK FOR HOT MOMS on September 14, 2015, 11:00:43 AM

Quote from: Fuddy-duddy on September 14, 2015, 10:55:32 AM
I'd say more than people would be willing to give me credit for.
Out of curiosity, how would you say you've changed? I've only really known you for 2 years and had no idea you existed before then.

well
let's just say that i was a lot worse back then

i was basically loaf + deci, but even that doesn't really define it

daily arguments over dumb bullshit that lasted 10+ pages
constantly picking fights with members i hated; i was always starting shit with wyldfyre
i've had multiple fallings-out with... pretty much all of my internet friends, except das

the only thing i contributed was piss and hate

i hated everyone and everyone hated me
except it was real—because i was a nuisance—i just had no redeeming factors whatsoever

but we were young
i was young

Verbatim · September 14, 2015, 11:18:14 AM

i didn't intend for that to sound so melodramatic lol

Dopameme · September 14, 2015, 11:18:31 AM

Quote from: Fuddy-duddy on September 14, 2015, 11:15:26 AM

Quote from: I BREAK FOR HOT MOMS on September 14, 2015, 11:00:43 AM
Quote from: Fuddy-duddy on September 14, 2015, 10:55:32 AM
I'd say more than people would be willing to give me credit for.
Out of curiosity, how would you say you've changed? I've only really known you for 2 years and had no idea you existed before then.
well
let's just say that i was a lot worse back then

i was basically loaf + deci, but even that doesn't really define it

daily arguments over dumb bullshit that lasted 10+ pages
constantly picking fights with members i hated; i was always starting shit with wyldfyre
i've had multiple fallings-out with... pretty much all of my internet friends, except das

the only thing i contributed was piss and hate

i hated everyone and everyone hated me
except it was real—because i was a nuisance—i just had no redeeming factors whatsoever

but we were young
i was young

i must admit that those were definitely some entertaining times

Elai · September 14, 2015, 11:20:04 AM

tfw you liked old verb

Jim · September 14, 2015, 11:21:00 AM

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Sandtrap · September 14, 2015, 11:27:43 AM

Two years. Lemme think. I'd probably say I was more cheerful. And maybe, less aware. I thought differently. Just, a different thought process I guess. Hard to explain.

Health has been a roller coaster of up and down. Now I'm okay physical wise. Probably the healthiest I've ever been since I started pushing myself to climb back up out of my hole.

Dopameme · September 14, 2015, 12:26:15 PM

Quote from: ⁭⁭⁭⁭Sandtrap on September 14, 2015, 11:27:43 AM

Two years. Lemme think. I'd probably say I was more cheerful. And maybe, less aware. I thought differently. Just, a different thought process I guess. Hard to explain.

Health has been a roller coaster of up and down. Now I'm okay physical wise. Probably the healthiest I've ever been since I started pushing myself to climb back up out of my hole.

being able to push yourself out of a hole, whether it's depression or something more physical, is a trait that i'll always respect. not many people have that kind of hardiness

Dopameme · September 14, 2015, 12:30:48 PM

Quote from: Mikasa Ackerman on September 14, 2015, 10:54:36 AM

Quote from: 🍄Tryptameme🍄 on September 14, 2015, 10:50:51 AM
Quote from: Mikasa Ackerman on September 14, 2015, 10:49:45 AM
yes
quality response, friend👌
👏

that emoji looks weird on desktop

challengerX · September 14, 2015, 12:32:30 PM

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DAS B00T x2 · September 14, 2015, 12:36:04 PM

The only thing that seems to change is the increasing level of oddity and depravity of my pornographical habits.

Sandtrap · September 14, 2015, 12:37:02 PM

Quote from: 🍄Tryptameme🍄 on September 14, 2015, 12:26:15 PM

Quote from: ⁭⁭⁭⁭Sandtrap on September 14, 2015, 11:27:43 AM
Two years. Lemme think. I'd probably say I was more cheerful. And maybe, less aware. I thought differently. Just, a different thought process I guess. Hard to explain.

Health has been a roller coaster of up and down. Now I'm okay physical wise. Probably the healthiest I've ever been since I started pushing myself to climb back up out of my hole.
being able to push yourself out of a hole, whether it's depression or something more physical, is a trait that i'll always respect. not many people have that kind of hardiness

Winter's comin' though. I don't want to slide down again this time around. I've made so much progress this year with getting myself healthier and to just let it all slide down over six or seven months of being cooped up inside.

Ugh. I've gotta find a way to stop that this year.