How is everybody doing? It's been a while and I want to talk.

Busta Nut · June 12, 2019, 02:56:42 PM

Not like I was ever particularly known, but I still frequently lurk. My life is pretty stale, self-medication is really the only thing saving me from the deep end. I think I'll manage though, now that I'm on my own (no roomates, no gf). Just a place for me, where I don't have to deal with anyone else or their drama. Best decision of my life so far.

Chakas · June 13, 2019, 01:41:57 PM

Quote from: rC on June 12, 2019, 11:27:38 AM

wait aren't you a pedo or am i thinking of someone else

I was called one because of the Tinkerbell thing and also a controversial thread or two on CP and the First Amendment. Neither were good ideas.

rC · June 13, 2019, 03:02:06 PM

Quote from: Chakas on June 13, 2019, 01:41:57 PM

Quote from: rC on June 12, 2019, 11:27:38 AM
wait aren't you a pedo or am i thinking of someone else
I was called one because of the Tinkerbell thing and also a controversial thread or two on CP and the First Amendment. Neither were good ideas.

I love you no matter what you dirty pedo

Zizzy · June 13, 2019, 04:03:00 PM

Hi. I still come here often even though I barely ever post

Chakas · June 13, 2019, 09:07:46 PM

Quote from: rC on June 13, 2019, 03:02:06 PM

Quote from: Chakas on June 13, 2019, 01:41:57 PM
Quote from: rC on June 12, 2019, 11:27:38 AM
wait aren't you a pedo or am i thinking of someone else
I was called one because of the Tinkerbell thing and also a controversial thread or two on CP and the First Amendment. Neither were good ideas.
I love you no matter what you dirty pedo

Thank you. I appreciate the sentiment. What can we do to make this place a little more fun?

Chakas · June 13, 2019, 09:08:26 PM

Quote from: Zizzy on June 13, 2019, 04:03:00 PM

Hi. I still come here often even though I barely ever post

How can we build a bonfire if you don't contribute a match?

Chakas · June 13, 2019, 09:10:18 PM

Quote from: Blankina on June 12, 2019, 02:56:42 PM

Not like I was ever particularly known, but I still frequently lurk. My life is pretty stale, self-medication is really the only thing saving me from the deep end. I think I'll manage though, now that I'm on my own (no roomates, no gf). Just a place for me, where I don't have to deal with anyone else or their drama. Best decision of my life so far.

Well, you've got this place to vent some. I understand the appeal of freedom. Just remember that no man is an island and humans need physical social interaction.

Jono · June 14, 2019, 03:28:13 AM

Some days I feel like killing myself because I'm in a shit mood for whatever reason and then there's the days where I feel okay. You know, the usual.

🍁 Aria 🔮 · June 14, 2019, 08:46:25 PM

Over the past few months I've primarily been focused on maintaining my inner peace, and now I'm trying to get my life back on track without losing it.

Prototype · June 15, 2019, 06:02:53 AM

Are any of the OG's still here? Gatsby? Verbatim? Kia?

Verbatim · June 15, 2019, 11:06:47 AM

Quote from: Prototype on June 15, 2019, 06:02:53 AM

Are any of the OG's still here? Gatsby? Verbatim? Kia?

hello

rC · June 15, 2019, 11:35:33 AM

Quote from: Prototype on June 15, 2019, 06:02:53 AM

Are any of the OG's still here? Gatsby? Verbatim? Kia?

im og

Chakas · June 18, 2019, 10:51:04 AM

Quote from: Jono on June 14, 2019, 03:28:13 AM

Some days I feel like killing myself because I'm in a shit mood for whatever reason and then there's the days where I feel okay. You know, the usual.

The method that helps me is treating the emotions as if they are entities. Like a a liar over your shoulder telling you how to feel. If it's not how I want to feel or know better, I want it gone and treat it like a liar. "I am the captain now."

Chakas · June 18, 2019, 10:52:37 AM

Quote from: Aria on June 14, 2019, 08:46:25 PM

Over the past few months I've primarily been focused on maintaining my inner peace, and now I'm trying to get my life back on track without losing it.

Not needing to worry about the future is a wonderful aid. Not needing to worry about death or the overall state of the world is nice.

Septy · June 18, 2019, 06:53:26 PM

Graduated university and now moving on to med school.

🍁 Aria 🔮 · June 19, 2019, 10:16:29 PM

Quote from: Chakas on June 18, 2019, 10:52:37 AM

Quote from: Aria on June 14, 2019, 08:46:25 PM
Over the past few months I've primarily been focused on maintaining my inner peace, and now I'm trying to get my life back on track without losing it.
Not needing to worry about the future is a wonderful aid. Not needing to worry about death or the overall state of the world is nice.

All of that is still a wip for me unfortunately, but focusing more on myself and what I can do day-to-day has massively improved my general mood and health. That and a somewhat recent event brought me to the realization that I want to live because, if for no greater reason besides fear of the afterlife, I want to continue to experience things. Watching a new movie, traveling, trying new foods, having conversations and reading from sources I normally wouldn't, etc etc. Life can be awful, and so can the world, but that can't stop me from seeing everything it has to offer with my small amount of time here.

Chakas · June 20, 2019, 02:30:04 PM

Quote from: Aria on June 19, 2019, 10:16:29 PM

Quote from: Chakas on June 18, 2019, 10:52:37 AM
Quote from: Aria on June 14, 2019, 08:46:25 PM
Over the past few months I've primarily been focused on maintaining my inner peace, and now I'm trying to get my life back on track without losing it.
Not needing to worry about the future is a wonderful aid. Not needing to worry about death or the overall state of the world is nice.
All of that is still a wip for me unfortunately, but focusing more on myself and what I can do day-to-day has massively improved my general mood and health. That and a somewhat recent event brought me to the realization that I want to live because, if for no greater reason besides fear of the afterlife, I want to continue to experience things. Watching a new movie, traveling, trying new foods, having conversations and reading from sources I normally wouldn't, etc etc. Life can be awful, and so can the world, but that can't stop me from seeing everything it has to offer with my small amount of time here.

That's nice to hear. Going to church helped me find a lot of purpose. A lot of people don't believe in God but haven't experienced how real He is if you actually start looking for Him. Spiritual doesn't seem real until you've experienced it. If I had a unicorn in my garage, I could tell you, but you may not believe me until you find out for yourself.

alphy · June 20, 2019, 08:29:02 PM

following up from my post a few weeks ago, today was my first day on the job (warehouse)

after the day was over my back and legs were definitely sore but i hope i can get used to it

my plan is to work for the summer until school starts again in mid september

it's a bit tiring but at least im finally making my own money

Zonda · June 21, 2019, 12:49:24 AM

Things have been p good for me aside from losing work, but it’s good to have some extra time to get the house cleaned, meme it up on Halo MCC with the boys and hang out with the gf. Gonna get on the job hunt too so I can get off benefits and earn again. My car has a dank power steering leak so that’s fun, but aside from that it’s all gucci 👌

Chakas · June 24, 2019, 08:31:51 AM

Quote from: put ur hands up 4 detroit on June 21, 2019, 12:49:24 AM

Things have been p good for me aside from losing work, but it’s good to have some extra time to get the house cleaned, meme it up on Halo MCC with the boys and hang out with the gf. Gonna get on the job hunt too so I can get off benefits and earn again. My car has a dank power steering leak so that’s fun, but aside from that it’s all gucci 👌

That's good to hear.

🂿 · July 07, 2019, 09:55:45 PM

I've been in parts of the internet that I didn't even think existed. Communities where the hate would go so far off where you get threatened to get doxed.

It makes this place look like a saint.

Korra · July 08, 2019, 01:20:31 AM

I've seen things you people wouldn't believe. Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhäuser Gate. All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain. Time to die.

MarKhan · July 08, 2019, 01:58:36 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on July 07, 2019, 09:55:45 PM

It makes this place look like a saint.

Because it is :^)