can any of you guys tell me how i can do that please

Undo? You want to choose a different major or just drop out completely?

You could go to some consultation in your college and ask what options you have. Most places will try to accommodate your choices. Anything to stop you from dropping out basically.

i want to go back in time and kill myself before i ever enrolled (or to just stop my parents from pressuring me to do so)

i am requesting step by step instructions on how to do that

I'm still trying to figure that one out, too

Quote from: D4C on October 18, 2018, 06:22:44 PM

I know a few courses you could enroll in that could teach you a thing or two about time travel

i'm all ears

actually they would give you the foundation for learning the basic components that would allows you to get your feet wet in the field that could lead you to time travel

And networking

Quote from: Verbatim on October 18, 2018, 06:25:26 PM

Quote from: D4C on October 18, 2018, 06:22:44 PM

I know a few courses you could enroll in that could teach you a thing or two about time travel

i'm all ears

actually they would give you the foundation for learning the basic components that would allows you to get your feet wet in the field that could lead you to time travel

And networking

NETWORKING

i can't wait to make some CONNECTIONS with my peers and the accomplished professionals in this field who will definitely help me GET MY FOOT IN THE DOOR to this highly competitive career path

it looks like i'm gonna need some financial aid to afford these classes, though, so i sure hope my fucking FAFSA doesn't ensnare me into a demoralizing kafkaesque nightmare and delay my awards for the next two months because my mother absentmindedly put down that she was "never married" instead of "unmarried"

that would be a shame

Quote from: FatherlyNick on October 18, 2018, 06:12:08 PM

Undo? You want to choose a different major or just drop out completely?

You could go to some consultation in your college and ask what options you have. Most places will try to accommodate your choices. Anything to stop you from dropping out basically.

i want to go back in time and kill myself before i ever enrolled (or to just stop my parents from pressuring me to do so)

i am requesting step by step instructions on how to do that

I know this feel. Should have taken a year off like I originally planned.

Still 30k in debt.

not much

really not much

bungle finally died?

more alive than ever, just poked in here for whatever reason

in bed mulling if I should just sleep. Nothing to do tomorrow

tell matt i (still) did nothing wrong

Go to events and take all their free food

Too much debt? Worthless degree? Both?

Too much debt? Worthless degree? Both?

bingo bango bungo, but it's also more nuanced than "i'm stupid and i chose to study a field with no market demand"

i don't necessarily believe in the concept of "worthless degrees" because having a degree at all actually did get my father a job he never would've gotten without it, once he actually got it (and he was in his 40s)

but it's things like this + having just the right number of intelligent and successful people give me just the right amount of encouragement, telling me personally that i should study whatever the fuck i want + me having an unrelenting desire to give a middle finger to the system that has = me continuing to pursue this stupid english degree that has resulted in my current position where sometimes i'm overwhelmed by the sheer absurdity of it all, and i don't know whether to laugh or cry

What else is there? Take a trade, start a business, or get a job. Or become a criminal. I feel you on the fact that you didn’t ask to be born and be forced to make these decisions (or have them made for you), but what can you realistically do apart from killing yourself?

whine and vent on the internet, which does a lot more for me than you would imagine

without having this outlet, keeping these feelings welled up inside could easily have manifested in more dangerous ways

trades businesses and jobs fit very nicely into the "easier said than done" category, because if they were that easy, i wouldn't feel the need to be emo on the internet about it—i would just have a job that feeds me, and everything would be hunky-dory

getting a job also wouldn't solve my overall happiness issue, and would indeed exacerbate it

for once, i want someone to admit that i'm just fucked six ways from sunday—the honesty of it would almost be more satisfying than someone giving advice they think i haven't heard already