For example, what are your biggest limitations as of late
Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:47:52 AMQuote from: Jet Wave on October 31, 2016, 12:47:03 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:41:42 AMQuote from: Jet Wave on October 31, 2016, 12:39:16 AMQuote from: BC on October 30, 2016, 11:50:07 PMHaven't signed in for about two months.Oh yeah? Well, I haven't signed in for eight months!git gud scrubHey, I still remember you, scrubThat's because the part of your brain that handles memories isn't damaged, scrub.rekt me m8funny enough its more out of sticking to what I said, so my brain doesn't allow me to forget, scrub.Just know, I will always remember youAnd now I'll always remember this place too. I was going to anyway, but I'm going to now, also.scrub
Quote from: Jet Wave on October 31, 2016, 12:47:03 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:41:42 AMQuote from: Jet Wave on October 31, 2016, 12:39:16 AMQuote from: BC on October 30, 2016, 11:50:07 PMHaven't signed in for about two months.Oh yeah? Well, I haven't signed in for eight months!git gud scrubHey, I still remember you, scrubThat's because the part of your brain that handles memories isn't damaged, scrub.rekt me m8funny enough its more out of sticking to what I said, so my brain doesn't allow me to forget, scrub.Just know, I will always remember you
Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:41:42 AMQuote from: Jet Wave on October 31, 2016, 12:39:16 AMQuote from: BC on October 30, 2016, 11:50:07 PMHaven't signed in for about two months.Oh yeah? Well, I haven't signed in for eight months!git gud scrubHey, I still remember you, scrubThat's because the part of your brain that handles memories isn't damaged, scrub.
Quote from: Jet Wave on October 31, 2016, 12:39:16 AMQuote from: BC on October 30, 2016, 11:50:07 PMHaven't signed in for about two months.Oh yeah? Well, I haven't signed in for eight months!git gud scrubHey, I still remember you, scrub
Quote from: BC on October 30, 2016, 11:50:07 PMHaven't signed in for about two months.Oh yeah? Well, I haven't signed in for eight months!git gud scrub
Haven't signed in for about two months.
Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:41:16 AMFor example, what are your biggest limitations as of lateI can't piece them together into a neat list. It's an interconnected web of consequences resulting from my poor health and cyclically contributing to it as well.tbh it isn't something I like openly discussing. I merely bring up the gist of it if it pertains to a topic.
Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:47:07 AMQuote from: Azumarill on October 31, 2016, 12:45:01 AMtreading water, coping with extreme neuroticism. trying to finish the last leg of my university studies. trying to find a new job.You're at finals already?i have a term paper due in two weeks finals in a month but thats not really what i was talking about. i need probably two more semesters before i get my bachelors; that's the "last leg."
Quote from: Azumarill on October 31, 2016, 12:45:01 AMtreading water, coping with extreme neuroticism. trying to finish the last leg of my university studies. trying to find a new job.You're at finals already?
treading water, coping with extreme neuroticism. trying to finish the last leg of my university studies. trying to find a new job.
Losing sight of things a bit. Never a good thing imo, always leads to some depressing thoughts.
Quote from: Aether on October 31, 2016, 12:51:44 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:41:16 AMFor example, what are your biggest limitations as of lateI can't piece them together into a neat list. It's an interconnected web of consequences resulting from my poor health and cyclically contributing to it as well.tbh it isn't something I like openly discussing. I merely bring up the gist of it if it pertains to a topic.Totally understandable, It's just how I am to openly seek to discuss ways to help someone get out of a slump. Cycles suck but no matter how complex it is, you would be surprised by how much a simple change, to a small routine, can be the catalyst to an overhaul to how you look at things. Chronic pains can wear anyone down mentally and physically, but focusing on what you enjoy and what you have resource wise to help you achieve those certain desires can help a lot.One of my friends was unable to run, or even walk for about 4 years. He found a way to be happy or at least content during the period by watching sports and telling himself he would run again, self motivation. He would also sit outside to collect his thoughts and order himself. Everyone has ways to cope, and it isn't unreal for me to believe you have one in front of you.
Quote from: 「Prime」 on October 31, 2016, 12:51:30 AMLosing sight of things a bit. Never a good thing imo, always leads to some depressing thoughts.Shoot me an example of a string of thoughts you've been having, if you don't mind
Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:02:33 AMQuote from: Aether on October 31, 2016, 12:51:44 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:41:16 AMFor example, what are your biggest limitations as of lateI can't piece them together into a neat list. It's an interconnected web of consequences resulting from my poor health and cyclically contributing to it as well.tbh it isn't something I like openly discussing. I merely bring up the gist of it if it pertains to a topic.Totally understandable, It's just how I am to openly seek to discuss ways to help someone get out of a slump. Cycles suck but no matter how complex it is, you would be surprised by how much a simple change, to a small routine, can be the catalyst to an overhaul to how you look at things. Chronic pains can wear anyone down mentally and physically, but focusing on what you enjoy and what you have resource wise to help you achieve those certain desires can help a lot.One of my friends was unable to run, or even walk for about 4 years. He found a way to be happy or at least content during the period by watching sports and telling himself he would run again, self motivation. He would also sit outside to collect his thoughts and order himself. Everyone has ways to cope, and it isn't unreal for me to believe you have one in front of you.Oh don't worry about me being in a slump. I could be much worse off mentally, than I am. My perspective on things prevents me from spiraling into illogical depression. I'm just too exhausted to tackle most of the goals I have.
Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:05:06 AMQuote from: 「Prime」 on October 31, 2016, 12:51:30 AMLosing sight of things a bit. Never a good thing imo, always leads to some depressing thoughts.Shoot me an example of a string of thoughts you've been having, if you don't mindGetting fatigued, asking myself those silly questions that never have the right answer. What's the point, what if I just x, y, or z, what if, what if, what if.Not the end of the world, just prepping to bounce back I guess.
Quote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:47:25 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:42:01 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:40:32 AMOne thumb up and one thumb down.But are you really sandtrapIt's me. You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.It makes me happy to see your back. How are things? and it was a cancer scare, anomaly in my brain, but it was eventually found to be nothing.
Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:42:01 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:40:32 AMOne thumb up and one thumb down.But are you really sandtrapIt's me. You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.
Quote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:40:32 AMOne thumb up and one thumb down.But are you really sandtrap
One thumb up and one thumb down.
Quote from: Jet Wave on October 31, 2016, 12:49:57 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:47:52 AMQuote from: Jet Wave on October 31, 2016, 12:47:03 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:41:42 AMQuote from: Jet Wave on October 31, 2016, 12:39:16 AMQuote from: BC on October 30, 2016, 11:50:07 PMHaven't signed in for about two months.Oh yeah? Well, I haven't signed in for eight months!git gud scrubHey, I still remember you, scrubThat's because the part of your brain that handles memories isn't damaged, scrub.rekt me m8funny enough its more out of sticking to what I said, so my brain doesn't allow me to forget, scrub.Just know, I will always remember youAnd now I'll always remember this place too. I was going to anyway, but I'm going to now, also.scrubSo help me God if I ever see you in public my fists will meet your faceget rekt scrub
Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:58:19 AMQuote from: Jet Wave on October 31, 2016, 12:49:57 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:47:52 AMQuote from: Jet Wave on October 31, 2016, 12:47:03 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:41:42 AMQuote from: Jet Wave on October 31, 2016, 12:39:16 AMQuote from: BC on October 30, 2016, 11:50:07 PMHaven't signed in for about two months.Oh yeah? Well, I haven't signed in for eight months!git gud scrubHey, I still remember you, scrubThat's because the part of your brain that handles memories isn't damaged, scrub.rekt me m8funny enough its more out of sticking to what I said, so my brain doesn't allow me to forget, scrub.Just know, I will always remember youAnd now I'll always remember this place too. I was going to anyway, but I'm going to now, also.scrubSo help me God if I ever see you in public my fists will meet your faceget rekt scrubI will stick my foot so far up your ass the lotion on my knee will quench your thirst.
Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:48:34 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:47:25 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:42:01 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:40:32 AMOne thumb up and one thumb down.But are you really sandtrapIt's me. You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.It makes me happy to see your back. How are things? and it was a cancer scare, anomaly in my brain, but it was eventually found to be nothing.Thumbs up worthy?-Disease spread rate warrented my death in June-Happy Birthday to me today-Meds started having a positive effect a few weeks agoThumbs down?-Stuck to bed, deterioration renders me immobile-Several organs taking big hits, hurts-There's tubes and annoying shit in me-I watch cnn for election coverage due to boredom and being immobile
I'll worry regardless because a lack of motivation and health issues is a rough patch to be in.
Quote from: 「Prime」 on October 31, 2016, 01:10:01 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:05:06 AMQuote from: 「Prime」 on October 31, 2016, 12:51:30 AMLosing sight of things a bit. Never a good thing imo, always leads to some depressing thoughts.Shoot me an example of a string of thoughts you've been having, if you don't mindGetting fatigued, asking myself those silly questions that never have the right answer. What's the point, what if I just x, y, or z, what if, what if, what if.Not the end of the world, just prepping to bounce back I guess.You know these are totally normal things to have in your mind from time to time, right?It isn't unreasonable to seek some form of direction, or even trying to figure out what to do next or do at all.Silly questions are reasonable questions. The issue stems for when these thoughts correlate with negative behaviors in your life. However, if you see it as a cycle (slump, bounce back, fine, slump) its just life.
Quote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:14:37 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:48:34 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:47:25 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:42:01 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:40:32 AMOne thumb up and one thumb down.But are you really sandtrapIt's me. You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.It makes me happy to see your back. How are things? and it was a cancer scare, anomaly in my brain, but it was eventually found to be nothing.Thumbs up worthy?-Disease spread rate warrented my death in June-Happy Birthday to me today-Meds started having a positive effect a few weeks agoThumbs down?-Stuck to bed, deterioration renders me immobile-Several organs taking big hits, hurts-There's tubes and annoying shit in me-I watch cnn for election coverage due to boredom and being immobileWhat's your current situation? Recovering or?
Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:12:03 AMI'll worry regardless because a lack of motivation and health issues is a rough patch to be in.It's nothing but karma. I make poor decisions and the consequences catch up to me.I'm thankful I have the capacity to see that instead of cursing life as something that just isn't fair, as if reality is rigged against me. Without it I wouldn't have the ability to overcome these issues.Thanks for the concerns anyways.
Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:17:47 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:14:37 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:48:34 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:47:25 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:42:01 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:40:32 AMOne thumb up and one thumb down.But are you really sandtrapIt's me. You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.It makes me happy to see your back. How are things? and it was a cancer scare, anomaly in my brain, but it was eventually found to be nothing.Thumbs up worthy?-Disease spread rate warrented my death in June-Happy Birthday to me today-Meds started having a positive effect a few weeks agoThumbs down?-Stuck to bed, deterioration renders me immobile-Several organs taking big hits, hurts-There's tubes and annoying shit in me-I watch cnn for election coverage due to boredom and being immobileWhat's your current situation? Recovering or?Heeeeeeeeeeeeeell no. They're still trying to stabilize and contain. I won't be looking at recovering for years.
Quote from: Jet Wave on October 31, 2016, 01:15:37 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:58:19 AMQuote from: Jet Wave on October 31, 2016, 12:49:57 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:47:52 AMQuote from: Jet Wave on October 31, 2016, 12:47:03 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:41:42 AMQuote from: Jet Wave on October 31, 2016, 12:39:16 AMQuote from: BC on October 30, 2016, 11:50:07 PMHaven't signed in for about two months.Oh yeah? Well, I haven't signed in for eight months!git gud scrubHey, I still remember you, scrubThat's because the part of your brain that handles memories isn't damaged, scrub.rekt me m8funny enough its more out of sticking to what I said, so my brain doesn't allow me to forget, scrub.Just know, I will always remember youAnd now I'll always remember this place too. I was going to anyway, but I'm going to now, also.scrubSo help me God if I ever see you in public my fists will meet your faceget rekt scrubI will stick my foot so far up your ass the lotion on my knee will quench your thirst.I have no suitable rebuttal, well played
Quote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:19:26 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:17:47 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:14:37 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:48:34 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:47:25 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:42:01 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:40:32 AMOne thumb up and one thumb down.But are you really sandtrapIt's me. You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.It makes me happy to see your back. How are things? and it was a cancer scare, anomaly in my brain, but it was eventually found to be nothing.Thumbs up worthy?-Disease spread rate warrented my death in June-Happy Birthday to me today-Meds started having a positive effect a few weeks agoThumbs down?-Stuck to bed, deterioration renders me immobile-Several organs taking big hits, hurts-There's tubes and annoying shit in me-I watch cnn for election coverage due to boredom and being immobileWhat's your current situation? Recovering or?Heeeeeeeeeeeeeell no. They're still trying to stabilize and contain. I won't be looking at recovering for years.Where is the most of the cancer located?
Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:20:53 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:19:26 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:17:47 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:14:37 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:48:34 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:47:25 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:42:01 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:40:32 AMOne thumb up and one thumb down.But are you really sandtrapIt's me. You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.It makes me happy to see your back. How are things? and it was a cancer scare, anomaly in my brain, but it was eventually found to be nothing.Thumbs up worthy?-Disease spread rate warrented my death in June-Happy Birthday to me today-Meds started having a positive effect a few weeks agoThumbs down?-Stuck to bed, deterioration renders me immobile-Several organs taking big hits, hurts-There's tubes and annoying shit in me-I watch cnn for election coverage due to boredom and being immobileWhat's your current situation? Recovering or?Heeeeeeeeeeeeeell no. They're still trying to stabilize and contain. I won't be looking at recovering for years.Where is the most of the cancer located?Lower organs. Intestines, stomach, spleen. It's in my bloodstream and in my bones. They've been doing work on the blood and the bones but my internals are being dickheads about it.
Quote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:24:37 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:20:53 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:19:26 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:17:47 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:14:37 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:48:34 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:47:25 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:42:01 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:40:32 AMOne thumb up and one thumb down.But are you really sandtrapIt's me. You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.It makes me happy to see your back. How are things? and it was a cancer scare, anomaly in my brain, but it was eventually found to be nothing.Thumbs up worthy?-Disease spread rate warrented my death in June-Happy Birthday to me today-Meds started having a positive effect a few weeks agoThumbs down?-Stuck to bed, deterioration renders me immobile-Several organs taking big hits, hurts-There's tubes and annoying shit in me-I watch cnn for election coverage due to boredom and being immobileWhat's your current situation? Recovering or?Heeeeeeeeeeeeeell no. They're still trying to stabilize and contain. I won't be looking at recovering for years.Where is the most of the cancer located?Lower organs. Intestines, stomach, spleen. It's in my bloodstream and in my bones. They've been doing work on the blood and the bones but my internals are being dickheads about it.Is it still spreading?
-Happy Birthday to me today
Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:26:01 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:24:37 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:20:53 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:19:26 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:17:47 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:14:37 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:48:34 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:47:25 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:42:01 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:40:32 AMOne thumb up and one thumb down.But are you really sandtrapIt's me. You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.It makes me happy to see your back. How are things? and it was a cancer scare, anomaly in my brain, but it was eventually found to be nothing.Thumbs up worthy?-Disease spread rate warrented my death in June-Happy Birthday to me today-Meds started having a positive effect a few weeks agoThumbs down?-Stuck to bed, deterioration renders me immobile-Several organs taking big hits, hurts-There's tubes and annoying shit in me-I watch cnn for election coverage due to boredom and being immobileWhat's your current situation? Recovering or?Heeeeeeeeeeeeeell no. They're still trying to stabilize and contain. I won't be looking at recovering for years.Where is the most of the cancer located?Lower organs. Intestines, stomach, spleen. It's in my bloodstream and in my bones. They've been doing work on the blood and the bones but my internals are being dickheads about it.Is it still spreading?Not at the moment. I got positive test results back a few weeks ago showing a clearly visible decrease in spread. Right now I'm hoping that it stays that way and keeps going. I've gone through several recalibrations and drug varients that had no effect or weren't having enough of a punch.
Quote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:14:37 AM-Happy Birthday to me today
Quote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:29:17 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:26:01 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:24:37 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:20:53 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:19:26 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:17:47 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:14:37 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:48:34 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:47:25 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:42:01 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:40:32 AMOne thumb up and one thumb down.But are you really sandtrapIt's me. You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.It makes me happy to see your back. How are things? and it was a cancer scare, anomaly in my brain, but it was eventually found to be nothing.Thumbs up worthy?-Disease spread rate warrented my death in June-Happy Birthday to me today-Meds started having a positive effect a few weeks agoThumbs down?-Stuck to bed, deterioration renders me immobile-Several organs taking big hits, hurts-There's tubes and annoying shit in me-I watch cnn for election coverage due to boredom and being immobileWhat's your current situation? Recovering or?Heeeeeeeeeeeeeell no. They're still trying to stabilize and contain. I won't be looking at recovering for years.Where is the most of the cancer located?Lower organs. Intestines, stomach, spleen. It's in my bloodstream and in my bones. They've been doing work on the blood and the bones but my internals are being dickheads about it.Is it still spreading?Not at the moment. I got positive test results back a few weeks ago showing a clearly visible decrease in spread. Right now I'm hoping that it stays that way and keeps going. I've gone through several recalibrations and drug varients that had no effect or weren't having enough of a punch.Have they given you any time table in terms of remission or is it to unclear to say
Quote from: Jet Wave on October 31, 2016, 01:30:30 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:14:37 AM-Happy Birthday to me todayThank ya.
Quote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:31:25 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:29:17 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:26:01 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:24:37 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:20:53 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:19:26 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:17:47 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:14:37 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:48:34 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:47:25 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:42:01 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:40:32 AMOne thumb up and one thumb down.But are you really sandtrapIt's me. You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.It makes me happy to see your back. How are things? and it was a cancer scare, anomaly in my brain, but it was eventually found to be nothing.Thumbs up worthy?-Disease spread rate warrented my death in June-Happy Birthday to me today-Meds started having a positive effect a few weeks agoThumbs down?-Stuck to bed, deterioration renders me immobile-Several organs taking big hits, hurts-There's tubes and annoying shit in me-I watch cnn for election coverage due to boredom and being immobileWhat's your current situation? Recovering or?Heeeeeeeeeeeeeell no. They're still trying to stabilize and contain. I won't be looking at recovering for years.Where is the most of the cancer located?Lower organs. Intestines, stomach, spleen. It's in my bloodstream and in my bones. They've been doing work on the blood and the bones but my internals are being dickheads about it.Is it still spreading?Not at the moment. I got positive test results back a few weeks ago showing a clearly visible decrease in spread. Right now I'm hoping that it stays that way and keeps going. I've gone through several recalibrations and drug varients that had no effect or weren't having enough of a punch.Have they given you any time table in terms of remission or is it to unclear to sayCoin is up in the air. Won't have any details until I start showing better signs of improvement. If I can even get to that part, I'm looking at a couple years worth of physical therapy to begin with.
Quote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:33:18 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:31:25 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:29:17 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:26:01 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:24:37 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:20:53 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:19:26 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 01:17:47 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 01:14:37 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:48:34 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:47:25 AMQuote from: BC on October 31, 2016, 12:42:01 AMQuote from: Sαndtrap on October 31, 2016, 12:40:32 AMOne thumb up and one thumb down.But are you really sandtrapIt's me. You had something wrong with your head. I don't remember if it was cancer or no but it had you worried. You did something nice for a little fellow who was ill by taking him for a spin in one of your fancy cars.It makes me happy to see your back. How are things? and it was a cancer scare, anomaly in my brain, but it was eventually found to be nothing.Thumbs up worthy?-Disease spread rate warrented my death in June-Happy Birthday to me today-Meds started having a positive effect a few weeks agoThumbs down?-Stuck to bed, deterioration renders me immobile-Several organs taking big hits, hurts-There's tubes and annoying shit in me-I watch cnn for election coverage due to boredom and being immobileWhat's your current situation? Recovering or?Heeeeeeeeeeeeeell no. They're still trying to stabilize and contain. I won't be looking at recovering for years.Where is the most of the cancer located?Lower organs. Intestines, stomach, spleen. It's in my bloodstream and in my bones. They've been doing work on the blood and the bones but my internals are being dickheads about it.Is it still spreading?Not at the moment. I got positive test results back a few weeks ago showing a clearly visible decrease in spread. Right now I'm hoping that it stays that way and keeps going. I've gone through several recalibrations and drug varients that had no effect or weren't having enough of a punch.Have they given you any time table in terms of remission or is it to unclear to sayCoin is up in the air. Won't have any details until I start showing better signs of improvement. If I can even get to that part, I'm looking at a couple years worth of physical therapy to begin with.Well, I would say you being alive is a good basis. You're a tough son of a bitch, you'll make it through whatever you need to do to get back to 100%. That I don't doubt
How are you guys doing?
