Honest biggest fear thread

Scratch previous statement. Current fear. And it's a big one. Memory issues. Can I ever fix this shit up? Recover? Some times things seem decent and other days, I can't remember or concetrate for shit.

I can't tell if it's getting better or worse. Shit's missing. I know that. What if other shit goes missing too?

Sharks and knives

Failure. Letting down the people who have invested so much in me, aka my parents. Not being successful in life.

Also, getting arrested and having my life ruined because I consume a fucking harmless plant (cannabis)

Being completely deaf.  My hearing in my left ear blew out when I was being born, so I'm practically on the defense every single day to make sure I don't go totally deaf.

Having my life wasted.  I have plans laid out, I'll be going back to school when I move, I'll have a lot more social time with friends.  But I have set high goals for myself that I do not know if I will reach.   I want to reach them, I have a hunger to hit those goals right now.  But I'm always afraid I'll never be able to reach them, and if I don't reach those goals then I will feel like I wasted my life.

Sharks and knives

Sharks are cool though

Sharks and knives

Sharks are cool though

Sharks are fucking scary

becoming a fish and being caught by Jeremy Wade