that's a promise, you can take that to the bank

has anyone but sandtrap ever died from this community?

Sandtrap died!? How long ago? What was the cause?

Yikers, just referencing our shared history. Disappointed in yourself or not, you have to admit that from an outsider's POV, it's a cool bit of lore. I don't judge you whatsoever.

I mean, if I had to remember all of my mistakes, I'd probably have an existential crisis. I remember when I tried to steal my mother-in-law's wedding wine that was never supposed to be opened lol...........yeah, I've done plenty worse than you - you're practically a saint. Anyway, she caught me and the wine is still unopened. So no harm no foul.

From an outsider's perspective class, I'd look like a fucked up kid making a really bad call. Unstable thinking leading to a dumb move in order to try and save oneself. Nothing cool about it because some people were irrevocably hurt by those actions.

But if you want some thoughts on death? I know a lot of people who didn't make it. Your fear of disappearing into nothing is impossible to avoid. Here's what I've seen of death. Unless it's a loved one like a partner you had a deep connection with, or a family member with a strong bond, within two years you'll be a quiet fading memory.

Hardly anyone will think of you, and almost no one will mention you. And that's how it goes. You've stopped moving in time, but life and other people haven't. Commemorations aren't worth shit. They're not about the deceased. They're about how everybody left behind is temporarily feeling. That and you expect this place to be here for that long? Entertaining thought I guess. The reality of death is that you're reduced to nothing, and you can never outrun that. So don't bother worrying about it. The present's more important.

Of if you want to worry about it, frame it differently. A room full of people at a funeral doesn't mean shit. But a lifelong bond that you made with a partner, wife or husband or whoever, that's important. They'll remember you long after you're gone, and they might even carry you all the way with them to the grave.  And the reason they do that is because you gave them a good life worth living, and hopefully they did the same.

Not planning on dying any time soon 💯

Not sure how anyone would be informed if I do

If I die I want one of you dressed up as the grim reaper at my funeral off in the distance