I know that falling in love with fictional characters is not exactly a normal thing to do, but I just can't help it... I'm in love with him to the point where I get jealous when he talks to Madison. Do you guys think he is attracted to Madison, or just sees a mother figure in her? Is she attracted to him? She better not be. Madison used to be my favorite character in the show and now I have this feeling I'm going to end up hating her if something happens between them.
Ugh... why is this happening to me?! What if my boyfriend finds out that I'm in love with a fictional character? Maybe I should leave him for Troy anyways.
I can't stop thinking about Troy and it's ruining my life. I have spent last few days learning how to lucid dream because I want him to be mine, even if it's just in a dream. I'm posting this here because it feels so good getting it off my chest and I obviously can't talk about this with anyone else because people IRL would put me in a mental hospital if they found out.