Diet. I always end up eating poorly even though it always makes me feel awful. If it weren't for portion management and low-moderate exercise I would likely be obese.
Brother, I always wanted to replace my arms with drills, and my legs with wheels, but I get too queasy thinking about it... Like how will I be able to love those I care about, when I fucking drill holes in them, and run over their corpses? Sometimes for me, it's good to have cold feet and be lazy about not murdering your asshole boss at night.
I felt that 2019 was the year for me where things just didn't work out. When I was younger I expected to be in a very different place in life. Having a family possibly, living elsewhere, with a good job and degree. None of that has come to pass, but I am working towards the degree again. My jobs also feel like failures because I've had so many as of late, nothing long term works out.But I will find a way dammit.
the number one thing that held myself back was myself. i was afraid to make the changes i needed. im still afraid, but im learning to confront my fear more and more. and its paying off
Quote from: basically GOD on January 03, 2020, 05:09:52 AM the number one thing that held myself back was myself. i was afraid to make the changes i needed. im still afraid, but im learning to confront my fear more and more. and its paying offAfter my experience in Germany, I realized this, too. I mean, yeah a lot of things ended up being a waiting game that either never happened or still haven't. But what I've found is that even tho I know what I need to do to better myself and to become independent, but it really seems like my mom has and is trying her damnedest to let that happen, and I'm to guilt ridden to just up and leave her, because I guess I'm more afraid that she won't be able to take care of herself or something. Like when I was away in Berlin for 4 months, she called me everyday. The only day she didnt, the very next day she asked why I didnt call.
my mom has and is trying her damnedest to let that happen
I'm more afraid that she won't be able to take care of herself
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