Yes, multiple times.

Yes, multiple times.

That really sucks. Losing a close friend or relative is unbelievably painful.

Yes. Not fun.

I was really good friends with a teacher's aid in high school. He was in his 70s and a Vietnam war vet. He was an original hippy. Always talking about good and bad vibes, an optimist, didn't beat around the bush when it came time for him to actually teach us  like all the brutal shit the government did to him (forced him to take drugs) and what his COs ordered him to do and what themselves did (order to surround village and open fire on it, killing many innocents and his COs raping women) He told us explicit details on his whole experience growing up.He was honest with us. Didn't sugarcoat  anything. He unfortunately died from his long battle with some cancer. I'll never forget the day he died. It was on a facebook post saying he passed, my whole feed blew up asking the teachers if this was true, they confirmed it and I remember riding shotgun in me moms car headed towards my grandmas house. And reading these post thinking this was an awful joke and and thinking what if he actually did die..So when I came to terms with it and accepted the fact that this great man died a few moments ago I cried a little bit. Trying to hide my tears form my mom (im not a real emotional guy most of the time) so I quietly sobbed to myself in the car. He's the type of guy I'd like to become when I get old.

A friend of mine that I knew since nursery (kindergarten, whatever) died. We were very close and connected well.

That sucks. I hope I never have to honestly, it would be 10 times worse if I lost the love of my life actually.

And it depends really. Sometimes it can take a long time for the sadness to sink in, but for me it's pretty much immediate. If any good friend of mine dies or any family member or anyone that I truly care about, I'll be in bed crying for a really long time.

If it's the love of my life I'd probably attempt to kill myself.

The really shitty thing is that she asked me out before she left to go to her strings concert (the crash happened on the way there) and I turned her down. Probably one of my biggest regrets. I felt so guilty for so long because of that. I still do a little bit, but I have to remind myself that there's no way I could've known.

And yeah, I know that you're more sensitive to most things (not even trying to be mean), so something like this would probably be much more devastating for you.

The one girl I actually had feelings for killed herself due to an abusive boyfriend. It's fucked because she always tried to get me to open up but I was too distant back then. I feel like if I had gotten more involved in her life it might have kept her out of that relationship and she would still be alive today.

No. Luckily.

Yes actually.

One good friend, we had an argument on the phone. then on his way to mine he got in a bad car crash.

And another committed suicide. He wasn't even depressed. I never understood why he did and it messed with me.

People who are really depressed usually don't show it. To an outside observer, they look fine even though they're dying inside.

That sucks on both accounts, though.

No, but that is an excellent choice of song.

yep... skateboarding accident

No.

Yeah