No I feel good tbh. You just have to give yourself purpose. Make a small goals and aim to achieve them. No one in the world has a purpose so you're not alone. At the end of the day you control whether you're happy or not so make the most of it.

Nah. Worth doesn't exist.

An average fate for the average every day person. It's a rat trap. Today's world, society in particular is terrible for people growing up. Because before people really know what they want to do with their life, they're given the boot by parents. Every face you turn to for help says "get a job." And, with seemingly nothing left to do, that's what most kids do.

And it crushes them. They get caught and trapped completely. But that's not what it should be. And the point is, that's not all there is to it. I can't help you. Even if I knew you, I couldn't. Because it's all a matter of choice. But I understand.

You're likely stuck in a city. Cities, in this day and age serve one purpose. Trap people. It's a self serving goal. Without people, cities don't function. And when they don't function, there's no profit. No expendature. And over the last 100 years, society has changed. People have been slowly pushed into cities and large settlements, to fufill that need.

Point is, while cities have a lot to offer, a lot to see and a lot to do for those who know what they're doing, at their core, they're traps. In order to live in them, you need money. And so you work. Just to stay alive, just to feed yourself, just to pay off every single rising bill and cost. And the job wants more time of yours.

But it all comes down to you. Change doesn't happen overnight. But you should try looking at things. Look around, for something that captures your interest. Nowadays, it seems time is short for everybody. There's never enough of it. But, if you care enough, if you want to, you will make time. Like right now. I'm typing this in between breakfasts at my morning job. I'm busy. But I make time, because time to me, is the most valuable thing. And I know, it's hard. How do you stand up, look around, out there amongst every possibility, and find something you like?

How do you make time, to search, to learn and grow? That's not something I can answer. Because it all comes down to you. And you, just like me, have a road to walk. Separate from mine. But know that it always comes down to you. It's all your choice. It always has been. So that means, it's you choice to change. Your choice to grow. Your choice to find something more that what a flimsy society could ever offer.

Nope. Love my life

Nope.

Worthlessness is the default end state of life.

Is it? Come on, look a little harder.

I accepted the uselessness of life. Now i just work on trying to make life exciting. Place the bricks and build something awesome and then bring it crashing down and rinse and repeat.

Make something awesome and when it gets boring and stale restart from scratch. Chaos and order, these are what i live my life on.

All the time

Quote from: RomanGladiator on November 01, 2014, 06:00:42 AM

Yep. No ambition to do anything for a career. And I'm done with college and don't know what to do. All I want to do is play video games and they've consumed me since I was 11. So I'm very close to losing it. It would be better if I wasn't born in the first place because of how indecisive I am. Life doesn't feel like anything to me anymore.

Why don't you try to take a break from video games and focus on your career? I find with myself I can start gaming as a stress reliever and get caught up in it and have no ambitions until I take a break from it.

As for the OP, my advice would be to get in the mind set that everything you do matters. Even if you are in a dead end job, you are still contributing to society, and if you want more then find out how to and try to do it.

It's not as easy as people think to just start out. Trust me, I have been applying for decent entry level things since May. I do not want to settle for minimum wage in the mean time or something that is demeaning. And still, there's isn't one thing I want to do. I just look for anything that interests me that requires a liberal arts degree, but so far no luck.