sound like you're miserable.
I'm glad your so blatently astute. What gave it away?
Another thing. Reputation, in this town, word of mouth, is a wonderful thing to put up with. If I ditch the thing it'll get shotgunned all round' town.
I don't normally care about reputation. But what disgusts me is the fact that you can hear rumors behind your back.
And then turn around on the people speaking them and recieve pleasantries and fake smiles.
I'm not a fan of beating around the bush bullshit. And lately, it's quite tiresome to hear talk of that sort. Last thing I want, is to have to listen to that tripe.
So just this once, I'll be nice. I'll dodge the rumor bullet. But I sure won't like it. Some things get too deep under my skin some days. Social crap like this, is high on the list. I'm not in the mood or the tolerance range for it these days.
God damn, you could have been a teenage girl in your past life. I'm almost afraid to ask you anything because I know you'll write me a novel.
I'll ask anyway, why don't you just not give a shit about what people think?