Dear Jivary Part 2: The diary of jive

Jive Turkey · October 19, 2016, 11:33:16 AM

I'm starting to fear that I put too many details of my life here as if someone I know it'll reads it they'd have no doubt it's me

2 days ago I started a new regime. APPLE CIDAR VINEGAR. 3 tablespoons mixed with water in the morning and at night. Let me tell you that shit is god awful I've never had anything worse in my life. The benefits are supposedly incredible though and I can already see my skin clearing and hair glowing better no joke.

Took my ACV and then took some bottles in to recycle. Came back and laid in the sun while I read y happiness book which is very pleasant to read when I'm in a good mood, instead of trying to use it to calm me down From a bad mood. I messed around and then went to the gym. Great workout and my old gym crush was there! Her boyfriend just broke up with her 3 days ago and she was very close to me. Kept snap chatting me asking where I was at the gym and stuff(she used to have a huge crush on me too). I'm keeping this option available because she's cute and it lessens the feelings with K a tiny bit. I left the gym and picked K up from school. After I went back to the gym to do cardio and then came home and ate fish.

My diet is VERY on point I look great no joke. Around 11-12 at night K texted me saying to come over cause she was gonna pull an all nighter. This was difficult because the only car I have right now is the corvette which is LOUD. It woke my family up and they were super mad at me. Tensions are high there about me leaving and coming whenever I want.

Hung out with K from 12am-8am literally pulling an all nighter while she studied and did homework (I took 2 30 min naps). Now km running on very little sleep and I'm gonna go help this girl move so she's gonna buy me alcohol lol k bye

challengerX · October 19, 2016, 11:53:47 AM

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Jive Turkey · October 22, 2016, 02:12:03 AM

Life is so full of ups and downs. I can be in ecstasy one day and absolutely miserable hating myself the next.

I think K is a very important figure in my life. Not necessarily because she's the perfect girl (she's definitely not) but because she has come into my life at a point where everything thats been building up is about to erupt

I think she symbolizes something big. My reactions to mundane things with her and how easily it effects my emotional/mental state isn't just about her, but rather it represents everything I'm unhappy with in my life. The insane mood swings due to her are strengthened by all of my insecurities and faults.

I'm not where I need to be and this person isn't as important as I'm making her out to be, she's just sorta like a lighthouse guiding me to where I should ACTUALLY be going

Also I'm mad af and a little sad cause of her rn smh

R o c k e t · October 22, 2016, 11:24:23 PM

This is a blog thread, I think this is what Sep7agon needs to get activity back up.

You fucking genius.

Sαndtrap · October 22, 2016, 11:30:37 PM

Quote from: Val 'Ketam on October 22, 2016, 11:24:23 PM

This is a blog thread, I think this is what Sep7agon needs to get activity back up.

You fucking genius.

There'd be too many sad blogs methinks.

Korra · October 22, 2016, 11:49:44 PM

Quote from: Jive Turkey on October 18, 2016, 02:52:14 AM

Quote from: WRYYYY on October 18, 2016, 02:44:47 AM
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Keep the banter out of this thread smh

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Jive Turkey · October 23, 2016, 05:37:44 AM

Quote from: Val 'Ketam on October 22, 2016, 11:24:23 PM

This is a blog thread, I think this is what Sep7agon needs to get activity back up.

You fucking genius.

Honestly I think it could work! Plus it feels good to blog srs

Jive Turkey · October 23, 2016, 05:48:58 AM

Today/tonight was crazy

Woke up and texted K. We didn't text AT ALL the day before after hanging out for hours so it felt weird. She was on her way to a trip tho so she was gonna text me tomorrow once she got home.

I drank 3 cups of green tea and jogged shirtless in the sun for 15 minutes and then tanned another 30. Then I came in and had 4 eggs, a protein shake, and 3/4ths a cup of oatmeal with water and cranberries like I do every morning. Took my vitamins and apple cider vinegar afterward.

Then I watched ZYZZ VIDEOS which I haven't done in a long long time. Feels good man they always motivate me really well. Plus I have the most important rave/festival of my life coming up this weekend so I have to mentally prepare

I read a bit and then took a hydroxicut fatloss supplement that this girl gave me for free a few months Ago. Didn't realize it had over 400mg of caffeine per capsule though!!! Went to the gym and had a great workout. Looking insanely leaner and tight everyone is complimenting felt like zyzz

Talked up front and found it was my friends bday and they were going to the bar. Got invited but I'm not 21 but that hasn't stopped me. The girl I decided to go with is bffs with the bouncer so I could get in. Before I left I had tuna and protein shakes btw. Diet was IMMACULATE

Pretty much it was a long story but I met some beautiful 10/10 girl that looked like Selena Gomez but taller and thicker and tanner. And then at the end me and the girl I originally came with ended up messing around in the backseat of my moms truck that I brought. I fingered her for a while and she wanted me to duck her really bad and kept grinding her pussy in me but I stopped my drunk self cause a friend likes her even though she doesn't like him I couldnt do it. The rest of the night she kept telling me how much I'm missing out on the best pussy id ever have and that I'll never get another chance hahahaha. She was visibly upset but trying not to show it. I could tell she felt rejected and honestly I think this will make her want me more cause girls are weird like that.

I followed her car to make sure she got home safe and kissed her on the cheek and she said I'm a great guy and she has a different view of me and then I came home drank my apple cider vinegar and typed this out