I tried to start a drawing of charles manson on my backpack that I will be taking with me places. I just fucked it up because I was trying to paint the head way too big. I should have started small and tried to fit the entire thing in there. I actually made it look really nice for a painting that was inside of such a small space, but the face looked too disembodied from the rest of the head. so I ended up destroying the painting. I just poured black paint over it (the color of my backpack) and hopefully I can find piece of cloth and paint on the cloth and sew it over my backpack. unfortunately the only black paint we have in the house is an oil based black spray paint. so really it is just a bad situation because it washes off in water and stuff because it doesn't really adhere to the fabric. So yeah that sucks and I am just stressed out that I tried so hard on the painting and it ended up being trashed.

He might be able to write these posts on his wrists.

With a knife.