Chat Thread (Wednesday — Whenever)

Gotta love it when you pass out the night before

This is literally the best image ever. I remember my brother sent it to me randomly ages ago and I was laughing for days.

<_<

I can't fucking believe this shit. Harlow out of all people is here? That pecker fucker had me on my mute list day one when B.next was born and went out of his way to make fun me by breaking into RA and laughing at our posts.

Give me one good reason WHY I SHOULD FUCKING FORGIVE HIM! -_-

I can't fucking believe this shit. Harlow out of all people is here? That pecker fucker had me on my mute list day one when B.next was born and went out of his way to make fun me by breaking into RA and laughing at our posts.

Give me one good reason WHY I SHOULD FUCKING FORGIVE HIM! -_-

No one cares though?

I can't fucking believe this shit. Harlow out of all people is here? That pecker fucker had me on my mute list day one when B.next was born and went out of his way to make fun me by breaking into RA and laughing at our posts.

Give me one good reason WHY I SHOULD FUCKING FORGIVE HIM! -_-

No one cares though?

Exactly

I can't fucking believe this shit. Harlow out of all people is here? That pecker fucker had me on my mute list day one when B.next was born and went out of his way to make fun me by breaking into RA and laughing at our posts.

Give me one good reason WHY I SHOULD FUCKING FORGIVE HIM! -_-

Because you're the only one getting upset about it. Grudges. The very definition of self inflicted misery and angst.

And, act on a grudge when someone isn't actively attacking you, then you're no better.

Ask yourself a simple question. You hate him enough to drive across a few states and shoot him/beat him up/spit on him?

If not, then your inherent directed anger over what's long dead and gone, has already happened and passed, is pointless and essentially false.

I don't want to make a thread. I don't like making threads. But I just got some news. And...I'm not sure what to do about it. This place is somewhere I can let a thought or two slip.

My father's side of the family is somewhat distant. I don't know any of them save for my father. But I got a call, tonight from my father. Recently, just recently, it was discovered that his sister has cancer.

I know cancer runs in our family. My grandmother had it. I have a form of it. One of my father's sisters, now has it. Bone cancer.

What makes this....unsettling to me is that I don't know her. But she's close by. She's in a city, in my province, right now. And they're going over options of what to do.

It's unsettling to me because even though distant, this is a family member of mine. Even though I don't know them, and never have, they have cancer. And I am seriously considering putting everything of mine on hold, to go and visit them.

What makes this rather painful for me is that if I show up, out of the blue, on their doorstep, as an estranged, unknown relative to them. They will look at me and they will be aware that I have cancer. And I will look at them, and be aware, that they have cancer. And not a pleasant kind. Not a kind that can be treated well. Bone cancer, is horrendous.

I don't want to show up on their doorstep, and stare at the two of us, and laugh with my sense of humor at the strange, oddness of both of our situations.

I mean, if I do this, what the fuck do I even say here? What the fuck do I do?  And....I know myself. Sitting there, in the face of somebody with bone cancer, a relative, arguably family. I would rip myself apart.

A benign, contained tumor, on the scales, is almost laughable when compared to bone cancer.

I keep saying to myself, that I should go.

When you get the news about what you have. It takes time to sink in. It takes time for reality to really sink in. It takes time, to understand, and truly realize, the lengths you will go through, to potentially save yourself and fight for your life, that much longer.

And the feeling, of being so utterly alone to carry what you have, staring out at people who support you, who are there for you, whom can never, ever truly be there for you because what you're going through, is yours alone. It hurts.

I tell myself, that for this stranger, this person I don't know, but whom is family.

I could change that. I could let them know, that they're not alone.

I don't know what to do. This.....fucking upsets me.

I can't fucking believe this shit. Harlow out of all people is here? That pecker fucker had me on my mute list day one when B.next was born and went out of his way to make fun me by breaking into RA and laughing at our posts.

Give me one good reason WHY I SHOULD FUCKING FORGIVE HIM! -_-

No one cares though?

Exactly

Yeah well fuck your god.

I can't fucking believe this shit. Harlow out of all people is here? That pecker fucker had me on my mute list day one when B.next was born and went out of his way to make fun me by breaking into RA and laughing at our posts.

Give me one good reason WHY I SHOULD FUCKING FORGIVE HIM! -_-

explosion imminent

I can't fucking believe this shit. Harlow out of all people is here? That pecker fucker had me on my mute list day one when B.next was born and went out of his way to make fun me by breaking into RA and laughing at our posts.

Give me one good reason WHY I SHOULD FUCKING FORGIVE HIM! -_-

No one cares though?

Exactly

Yeah well fuck your god.

Spoiler

Zen-Buddhism Spiritual mixup ftw

Fuck Harlow.

I can't fucking believe this shit. Harlow out of all people is here? That pecker fucker had me on my mute list day one when B.next was born and went out of his way to make fun me by breaking into RA and laughing at our posts.

Give me one good reason WHY I SHOULD FUCKING FORGIVE HIM! -_-

explosion imminent

YouTube

Harlow should kill himself.

Harlow should kill himself.

whyyyy do you always get so obsessive about everything?

SHUT UP GHOST OF NUKA!

I'M NOT CRAZY! YOU'RE CRAZY! ESPECIALLY YOU NUKA!

Harlow should kill himself.

whyyyy do you always get so obsessive about everything?

SHUT UP GHOST OF NUKA!

I'M NOT CRAZY! YOU'RE CRAZY! ESPECIALLY YOU NUKA!

Enjoy your ban

why is this thread still here

why is this thread still here

because we're such a lovely community that just loves a good chat

why is this thread still here

because we're such a lovely community that just loves a good chat

totally.

btw Tom Cruise is now my spirit animal.

Spoiler

ayyyyyyy

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Now that people don't want this chat thread I'm going to start using it more.

FUCK FAGGOTS

FUCK FAGGOTS

You're into selfcest?
Weird.

FUCK FAGGOTS

You're into selfcest?
Weird.

mai fetishfu

I can't fucking believe this shit. Harlow out of all people is here? That pecker fucker had me on my mute list day one when B.next was born and went out of his way to make fun me by breaking into RA and laughing at our posts.

Give me one good reason WHY I SHOULD FUCKING FORGIVE HIM! -_-

I hope you get raped

Eh. Imma just go ahead and lock this. It didn't really take off.