since dxm is a lifestyle for me now

 
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I want to start getting the legit pure powder online, so I dont have to go to cvs or ingles or whatever

I found a site called alibaba that sells it, it kinda seems like a foreign ebay. Has anyone else tried this site?

 
 
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ayy lmao
Bro just smoke weed

 
 
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Quote from: Teki no Sukottorando on June 04, 2017, 07:06:15 PM
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thank you for the legitimate advice

 
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Quote from: SecondClass on May 04, 2017, 09:52:21 AM
thank you for the legitimate advice
Here's some legit advice:

Don't do dxm.

 
 
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Quote from: Epsira Idari on May 04, 2017, 10:48:07 AM
Quote from: SecondClass on May 04, 2017, 09:52:21 AM
thank you for the legitimate advice
Here's some legit advice:

Don't do dxm.
I have three choices

use dxm
find a time machine
die

which one makes the most sense to you

 
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Quote from: SecondClass on May 04, 2017, 11:17:22 AM
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Quote from: SecondClass on May 04, 2017, 09:52:21 AM
thank you for the legitimate advice
Here's some legit advice:

Don't do dxm.
I have three choices

use dxm
find a time machine
die

which one makes the most sense to you
#2

 
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Quote from: SecondClass on May 04, 2017, 09:52:21 AM
thank you for the legitimate advice
Here's some legit advice:

Don't do dxm.
I have three choices

use dxm
find a time machine
die

which one makes the most sense to you
#2
gotta get back

back to the past

diana's womb, watch out

 
 
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Quote from: SecondClass on May 04, 2017, 09:52:21 AM
thank you for the legitimate advice
Here's some legit advice:

Don't do dxm.
I have three choices

use dxm
find a time machine
die

which one makes the most sense to you
#2
gotta get back

back to the past

diana's womb, watch out
why do you keep referring to your mother that way
its weird if i say my mom when i refer to her, too many words

her name is diana

 
 
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Quote from: SecondClass on May 04, 2017, 12:02:00 PM
Quote from: Nuka on May 04, 2017, 11:59:05 AM
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Quote from: Maverick on May 04, 2017, 11:26:53 AM
Quote from: SecondClass on May 04, 2017, 11:17:22 AM
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Quote from: SecondClass on May 04, 2017, 09:52:21 AM
thank you for the legitimate advice
Here's some legit advice:

Don't do dxm.
I have three choices

use dxm
find a time machine
die

which one makes the most sense to you
#2
gotta get back

back to the past

diana's womb, watch out
why do you keep referring to your mother that way
its weird if i say my mom when i refer to her, too many words

her name is diana
that's a little bit on the cringey side my dude

 
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Quote from: SecondClass on May 04, 2017, 12:02:00 PM
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thank you for the legitimate advice
Here's some legit advice:

Don't do dxm.
I have three choices

use dxm
find a time machine
die

which one makes the most sense to you
#2
gotta get back

back to the past

diana's womb, watch out
why do you keep referring to your mother that way
its weird if i say my mom when i refer to her, too many words

her name is diana
that's a little bit on the cringey side my dude
probably because I'm a cringy person my dude

 
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>cough syrup
>as a lifestyle
That's pretty low.
Also have fun with your heavy metal poisoning if you buy ANY sort of pharmaceutical off of Alibaba.

 
 
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Quote from: Hargbeast on May 04, 2017, 12:41:54 PM
>cough syrup
>as a lifestyle
That's pretty low.
dxm isnt cough syrup, its in cough syrup. your post would have been just as accurate as:
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>drugs
>as a lifestyle
That's pretty low.
And you're right, it is! But that's where I'm at right now. If there was a way to mentally will myself into dissociation, I would. But I can't.

And what do you mean? Is Alibaba not safe? Please go on, this is what I wanted from this thread.
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Ya fuckin' ganderneck.
Meditation would help a mentality like yours so much if you managed to stick with it, but I wouldn't expect you to have the will to do it.

 
 
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Quote from: Aether on May 04, 2017, 01:19:16 PM
Meditation would help a mentality like yours so much if you managed to stick with it, but I wouldn't expect you to have the will to do it.
It wouldn't work for my purposes.

tbh I use this to treat my gender dysphoria

I can dissociate from myself and become whoever I want on high doses of dxm, like if I'm watching a movie or a show I can literally "become" the character

meditation isnt that extreme

 
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Quote from: Aether on May 04, 2017, 01:19:16 PM
Meditation would help a mentality like yours so much if you managed to stick with it, but I wouldn't expect you to have the will to do it.
It wouldn't work for my purposes.

tbh I use this to treat my gender dysphoria

I can dissociate from myself and become whoever I want on high doses of dxm, like if I'm watching a movie or a show I can literally "become" the character

meditation isnt that extreme
No meditation would not give you a fantasy experience. However it would undoubtedly help a mentality like yours. Ultimately practiced meditation leads to the separation of ego and even ego death in those who have mastered it. The separation of ego lessens the power your emotions and desires have over you and allows for a more peaceful state to exist within you.

I don't believe that you necessarily want that, you seem to be very 'desire driven' and act on the things that you crave, but regardless it would help resolve the turmoil in your heart. Perhaps one day you may be willing to try it, though I won't hold my breath.
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Quote from: Aether on May 04, 2017, 01:53:37 PM
No meditation would not give you a fantasy experience.
Yeah, exactly. Why would you ever think that would help me, then? A fantasy experience is what I need, it's the only way for me to be who I am. This isn't about changing my mindset, it's about changing myself completely.

 
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No meditation would not give you a fantasy experience.
Yeah, exactly. Why would you ever think that would help me, then? A fantasy experience is what I need, it's the only way for me to be who I am. This isn't about changing my mindset, it's about changing myself completely.
I explained exactly why in my post above. You seek a fantasy experience because you desire something that you can't really have, but ultimately the separation of ego would change you. That desire would begin to weaken and thus would your suffering begin to diminish.

 
 
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No meditation would not give you a fantasy experience.
Yeah, exactly. Why would you ever think that would help me, then? A fantasy experience is what I need, it's the only way for me to be who I am. This isn't about changing my mindset, it's about changing myself completely.
I explained exactly why in my post above. You seek a fantasy experience because you desire something that you can't really have, but ultimately the separation of ego would change you. That desire would begin to weaken and thus would your suffering begin to diminish.
The desire is who I am - it's not going away.

 
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No meditation would not give you a fantasy experience.
Yeah, exactly. Why would you ever think that would help me, then? A fantasy experience is what I need, it's the only way for me to be who I am. This isn't about changing my mindset, it's about changing myself completely.
I explained exactly why in my post above. You seek a fantasy experience because you desire something that you can't really have, but ultimately the separation of ego would change you. That desire would begin to weaken and thus would your suffering begin to diminish.
The desire is who I am - it's not going away.
One day you might see that you are not just your ego. The self is something much more fundamental.

 
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Quote from: SecondClass on May 04, 2017, 01:08:48 PM
Quote from: Hargbeast on May 04, 2017, 12:41:54 PM
>cough syrup
>as a lifestyle
That's pretty low.
dxm isnt cough syrup, its in cough syrup. your post would have been just as accurate as:
Quote
>drugs
>as a lifestyle
That's pretty low.
And you're right, it is! But that's where I'm at right now. If there was a way to mentally will myself into dissociation, I would. But I can't.

And what do you mean? Is Alibaba not safe? Please go on, this is what I wanted from this thread.
Alibaba is notorious for selling counterfeit or low-quality products across the board. Because of that, it's a bad idea to buy anything from them. It's an even worse idea to buy pharmaceuticals from them--at best, you'll probably get dyed sawdust or sugar. At worst, you'll get arsenic or lead poisoning.

 
 
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