A final formal apology

BC · November 05, 2014, 04:57:41 PM

Hello Flood,

No, this is not about me leaving. This is about me openly apologizing for my behavior on this website. I know many of you will jump to the conclusion and say "your taking the internet to seriously", and maybe I am, but I feel as if I should do this. First, I want to say sorry to three individuals. Noelle, RC, and Vien. I antagonized you by saying you wanted me to leave, I understand how unfair it was, and I'm sorry for jumping to such a rash conclusion. I appreciate your tolerance of me, and I'm sorry for putting you on blast for something that was untrue and unfair. All three of you are great people, and I appreciate your company.

Now this is for the lot of you. And specifically some of you, who point it out more often then others. I understand I got off on the wrong foot with you guys, and I realize why some of you see me in a negative light. I get it, I really do. I never intended to come across in the ways I did, and I'm sorry. If anything I ever say bothered you, annoyed you, or angered you, I'm genuinely sorry. It was never my intention. I never meant to brag about anything, and I understand I talk about it more then normal. So I decided to cut it out entirely. I don't want to be seen as an asshole, or someone who has an inflated ego. I don't think I'm better then any of you, it would be stupid to think that. I actually think some of you are better then me. A huge amount of you are genuinely good people, and I think it's unfair that I came across in the manner I did. I won't speak of my cars, or any of that, anymore. I realize it's inappropriate for the broader scope, and I see how it can be changed into something negative. I genuinely understand where you guys come from when you tell me and call me out. I do.

I enjoy all of you, and your company. A lot of you are people I would not mind meeting in real life. And because of that I feel I must treat you like I treat everyone else. Regardless if I may never see, or meet you, I still value you as a human being. I don't care if I'm interacting with that person through a computer screen (or phone if you go mobile). I'm not changing who I am because of this, I just realize something's aren't meant to be shared. It's reasonable.

I hope I can fix how some of you think of me, obviously I can't change all of your opinions, but I want to try.

That's all I have to say

- BC1096

Korra · November 05, 2014, 04:59:09 PM

You didn't have to apologize...

Mat Cauthon · November 05, 2014, 04:59:30 PM

TL;DR
Don't care, didn't see you post anything bad, get fucking on with it.

Camnator · November 05, 2014, 05:00:20 PM

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Naru · November 05, 2014, 05:00:27 PM

Booty

BC · November 05, 2014, 05:01:05 PM

Quote from: Camnator on November 05, 2014, 05:00:20 PM

Everyone just needs some booty, Nugtella and Halo Wars.

Halo wars catches me as a surprise.

Few people still enjoy that game

November 05, 2014, 05:01:16 PM

I don't forgive you. What you've done is too terrible.

BC · November 05, 2014, 05:01:38 PM

Quote from: SmileySammy on November 05, 2014, 04:59:09 PM

You didn't have to apologize...

I know I didn't, but I did. It's just how I am in truth

Korra · November 05, 2014, 05:01:47 PM

Quote from: SecondClass on November 05, 2014, 05:01:16 PM

I don't forgive you. What you've done is too terrible.

THE WOUNDS THEY NEVER HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

BC · November 05, 2014, 05:01:58 PM

Quote from: SecondClass on November 05, 2014, 05:01:16 PM

I don't forgive you. What you've done is too terrible.

Will sudoku bring honor to my name?

Korra · November 05, 2014, 05:02:28 PM

Quote from: BC1096 on November 05, 2014, 05:01:38 PM

Quote from: SmileySammy on November 05, 2014, 04:59:09 PM
You didn't have to apologize...

I know I didn't, but I did. It's just how I am in truth

You're a lawful good guy...too few of you around. We need you guys around.

clum clum · November 05, 2014, 05:02:44 PM

You haven't done anything wrong, so I don't see the problem. It's just how people are. Some people like you, and others don't. You can't win everybody.

Ásgeirr · November 05, 2014, 05:04:07 PM

November 05, 2014, 05:04:10 PM

Quote from: BC1096 on November 05, 2014, 05:01:58 PM

Quote from: SecondClass on November 05, 2014, 05:01:16 PM
I don't forgive you. What you've done is too terrible.

Will sudoku bring honor to my name?

No, but Boggle might.

BC · November 05, 2014, 05:05:05 PM

Quote from: Numb Digger on November 05, 2014, 05:02:44 PM

You haven't done anything wrong, so I don't see the problem. It's just how people are. Some people like you, and others don't. You can't win everybody.

I haven't meant to do anything wrong, but let me explain.

I don't know what's going on in your life, but imagine this.

Your having trouble financially, and life isn't to great. Your not going to be happy to see a kid talking about his expensive cars. Your going to see that as him thinking he's better, and bragging. It's not a matter of jealously, but a matter of perspective.

And I get that, and looking at it in the light isn't wrong.

There's other things I have done that people see in a negative light, but that's a prevelant one

BaconShelf · November 05, 2014, 05:05:06 PM

Quote from: TailBlue on November 05, 2014, 04:59:30 PM

TL;DR
Don't care, didn't see you post anything bad, get fucking on with it.

BC · November 05, 2014, 05:05:26 PM

Quote from: Ossku on November 05, 2014, 05:04:07 PM

wahh

Muh tears

BC · November 05, 2014, 05:05:44 PM

Quote from: SecondClass on November 05, 2014, 05:04:10 PM

Quote from: BC1096 on November 05, 2014, 05:01:58 PM
Quote from: SecondClass on November 05, 2014, 05:01:16 PM
I don't forgive you. What you've done is too terrible.

Will sudoku bring honor to my name?
No, but Boggle might.

What is that, haha

TB · November 05, 2014, 05:06:29 PM

You're a good man Charlie Brown

Sandtrap · November 05, 2014, 05:06:45 PM

No apologies needed. You didn't step into the wrong here. The real issue is lack of empathy from other folks. But, let's face it, who the fuck wouldn't be jealous in some bit?

There's a man, that occasionally comes into my restuarant. One of the richest men in Canada, a low level, multi-billionaire. I've seen this dude's property, his land, his equipment. And as simple as I am, what I wouldn't give to have even a fraction of all that for myself.

But, I understand that in order to do so, sacrifices would have to be made. So would it really be worth it, in the end? The chance of losing sight of what really matters to me? I wager, no, it's not worth it. And so I choose this.

Am I still jealous, just a bit? Sure thing. This man can go anywhere, do anything, on a whim. But, such is the way of things.

In the end, we're all just people. You're not soulless because of your supposed wealth. And, compared to most, you don't seem like a sack of old sacks when paired up against other wealthy people I've met and seen before.

You don't need to change a damn thing.

BC · November 05, 2014, 05:07:07 PM

Quote from: TBlocks on November 05, 2014, 05:06:29 PM

You're a good man Charlie Brown

Thank you Mr. Resident Canadian

clum clum · November 05, 2014, 05:07:18 PM

Quote from: BC1096 on November 05, 2014, 05:05:05 PM

Quote from: Numb Digger on November 05, 2014, 05:02:44 PM
You haven't done anything wrong, so I don't see the problem. It's just how people are. Some people like you, and others don't. You can't win everybody.

I haven't meant to do anything wrong, but let me explain.

I don't know what's going on in your life, but imagine this.

Your having trouble financially, and life isn't to great. Your not going to be happy to see a kid talking about his expensive cars. Your going to see that as him thinking he's better, and bragging. It's not a matter of jealously, but a matter of perspective.

And I get that, and looking at it in the light isn't wrong.

There's other things I have done that people see in a negative light, but that's a prevelant one

I have trouble financially from time to time, but I don't get jealous over richer people. Sure, I wish I was rich at times, but getting green eyed over something as petty as a material it-

Spoiler

LOL JK I GET JELLY ALL THE TIME. Still, no reason to get mad at someone for showing people their fancy cars.

Jocephalopod · November 05, 2014, 05:07:21 PM

can we all just stop trying to be sandtrap?

the niceness is making me sick

BC · November 05, 2014, 05:08:42 PM

Quote from: Sandtrap on November 05, 2014, 05:06:45 PM

No apologies needed. You didn't step into the wrong here. The real issue is lack of empathy from other folks. But, let's face it, who the fuck wouldn't be jealous in some bit?

There's a man, that occasionally comes into my restuarant. One of the richest men in Canada, a low level, multi-billionaire. I've seen this dude's property, his land, his equipment. And as simple as I am, what I wouldn't give to have even a fraction of all that for myself.

But, I understand that in order to do so, sacrifices would have to be made. So would it really be worth it, in the end? The chance of losing sight of what really matters to me? I wager, no, it's not worth it. And so I choose this.

Am I still jealous, just a bit? Sure thing. This man can go anywhere, do anything, on a whim. But, such is the way of things.

In the end, we're all just people. You're not soulless because of your supposed wealth. And, compared to most, you don't seem like a sack of old sacks when paired up against other wealthy people I've met and seen before.

You don't need to change a damn thing.

Still, I can't blame them. I really can't, everyone has a different outlook.

But thanks Sandtrap.

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BC · November 05, 2014, 05:15:28 PM

Quote from: Zenmaster on November 05, 2014, 05:12:09 PM

Give me some money so I can get my fix and I'll accept it. Seriously, I'm flat broke after a bed payment.

What's your fix

N/A · November 05, 2014, 05:16:34 PM

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BC · November 05, 2014, 05:18:09 PM

Quote from: Zenmaster on November 05, 2014, 05:16:34 PM

Quote from: BC1096 on November 05, 2014, 05:15:28 PM
Quote from: Zenmaster on November 05, 2014, 05:12:09 PM
Give me some money so I can get my fix and I'll accept it. Seriously, I'm flat broke after a bed payment.

What's your fix
Weed, shrooms, alcohol.

Sorry bruh

KingWhovian · November 05, 2014, 05:46:40 PM

All right, what happened this time?

BC · November 05, 2014, 05:50:46 PM

Quote from: KingWhovian on November 05, 2014, 05:46:40 PM

All right, what happened this time?

Nothing in particular